Arial P.O.V

We walked behind Paul Louis groaning every other minute and Niall asking me 100 times for the past 30 min if I was okay "I am fine Niall honestly I can walk a little more" I told him

"Paul where exactly are we camping? on the moon?" Harry asked making me smile to myself.

"We are almost there" Paul answered him "yeah that's what you have been saying for the past 40 min" Zayn said "we are here lads" Paul said "FINALLY!!!" Niall and Louis chanted in union collapsing on the ground, I giggled at them.

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"hah I have smashed it" Liam said as he was the first to fix the tent; while the others suffered not to mention king Louis Tomlinson who sat on a chair watching the others suffer.

"Louis come give us a hand" Zayn called for him, "I am busy" Louis said simply.

It was not long till payback time as the boys pretended to help Louis carry the gigantic wood, but they all let go at the same time leaving Louis carry the weight.

"oh great job lads" Louis said sarcastically. "Guys I  am leaving I have an important meeting, don't set the beautiful place on fire" Paul said "take your time" Niall told him.

Paul shook his head disapprovingly and left only minutes I heard shuffling behind the woods!!!

I thought it might be only my imagination kicking in but it was not "what was that?" I asked holding into harry as he was the closest "did you hear that?" I asked

"what?" Zayn asked "that" I said "go check it out " I told Harry pushing him further and holding into the next near person Zayn.

"why me?" Harry asked

"because you are the boy " I told him making it obvious.

"but they are too" Harry argued

"okay then, I will go check it myself" I said attempting to take a step forward but got back behind Zayn again "but my tummy hurts" I added I heard Zayn chuckle as I held tighter into him.

"fine I will go" Harry said for a good two minutes harry did not come out "Harry" I called

"Harry this is not funny anymore come out" I shouted.

Neither of the boys seemed worried, on the other hand I was seconds away from pissing myself "Harry" I screamed "why are you screaming" I heard Harry's voice I immediately threw my hands and legs on him "oh thank god; don't ever do that again!" I told him his chest vibrated with his chuckles. "sorry" he said holding me back .

I sat for the bonfire as they call it; it was magical! the dark sky, the peaceful atmosphere, the sound of Niall's guitar playing in the back ground. I got my sketch and started drawing "Ari ? do you want hot chocolate?" Liam asked "did you stress on made BY Louis The Tammo Tomlinson?" Louis asked from a distance making me giggle Liam rolled his eyes at him "yes thanks Louis thank you Liam" he smiled at me going back to Louis to get my hot coco that I was excited for.

I looked around Niall was playing his guitar Zayn was a sleep; Louis was obviously trying to safely prepare the drink with Liam instructing and face palming every now and then.
I giggled at them

Beside me was Harry on his phone. I walked to him snatching his phone from him "hay!"

"look up it's a much better view than your phone screen" I told him he narrowed his eyes at me "can I have my phone back?" he asked I pointed up he gave up; his gaze traveling to the sky. "wow!" he said mesmerized I smiled slipping his phone into his pocket and walking to Liam to have my drink. Soon the boys quiet chatting and Niall's guitar lulled me to sleep.

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I heard loud muttering and cars pepping making me wake up "Harry??" I questioned the sky started raining heavily and loudly thundering.

suddenly mom stood in front of me "it's all your fault Arial" she shouted "mom please forgive me I did not mean it" "it should have been you Arial "she screamed even louder I cried "no mom... mommy please" I said but she glared at me turning backwards and walking away "no... mom wait no mom!!"

I woke up panting for breath my hands covering my face all voices died down "I peeked through my teary eyes; 5 boys staring at me.

"I'm sorry" I spoke "bbe are you okay?" Harry asked "I am fine" I said and walked away it's the best I could do; anyways, it's all I have learned to do.

I sat far away from the boys crying my heart out now this was so embarrassing waking up to the dark and horrible voices blaming me for mom's death would have been a 1000 times better than this I cried harder.

"you should not run away from what scares you Arial" I heard I looked behind me to see Niall I turned my head again "you don't understand" I told him drying my tears "but I do" he protested

"save it Naill I want to stay alone" I said "I saw your cuts" he said making me uneasy I turned to him again " I do not know what you are talking about " "there is no need to hide Arial I am not going to judge you, the lads are not going to either" he said sitting beside me "its okay to cry and feel bad about yourself; just don't push the people who are trying to help you through it" he ended rubbing my back and bringing me closer.

I cried in his embrace for what seemed like hours he did not flinch, did not move instead he rubbed soothing circles all around my back "shsh.... its going to be okay. " he assured me kissing my hair.

"I'm tired Niall; I thought that I could be normal around you guys but I can't" I said "tell me what's bothering you Ari" he said I shook my head "I can't" "why not" he asked "I'm just not ready Niall ... please ... you will know soon " I told him we sat in silence comfortable one to be honest Niall's presence made wonders though, he did not speak neither did I; I loved setting by him.

"how did you see my scars?" I could not but wonder as I was so careful not to let any of the boys notice them "when you slept beside me your jumpier kind of got pulled off " he said

I sat back up "I slept beside you??" I asked none of his words making sense "yeah yesterday" he said

yesterday??? I thought, after setting with Zayn I went to bed I shook my head at my stupidity.

"Can you promise me something?" Niall asked I looked at him questionably "promise me not to cut again; I know it's hard but am here to help you Arial; I'm not going anywhere" he said.

Now I wanna give a massive massive thank you to my new best friend Vi ,Janhvi, for everything . I am going to be changing my story's cover well Vi :-) made it :-P and I had a huge problem tbh choosing which one am gonna settle on cause they all were perfect I didn't know which to post . Go ahead also and read Vi's fanfic its brilliant no question her account is : Enamoured_of_Malik she's amazingggggggggg :-D