Arial P.O.V

"That was a very good job young lady, your parents must  be proud" the elder lady said.

making me stop in my tracks.

"Thank you, excuse me.." I said weakly, leaving.

I was walking back inside needing some alone time to process what just happened and get my mind straight.

I heard a loud sniffle, I looked behind me seeing Eleanor in Louis's arms her back pressed to his chest comforting her.

While Daizy and Sophi crying loudly with their boyfriends calming them down.

I went inside needing the bathroom.

I went into the restroom as I pressed my back to the door crying loudly while slowly landing on the cold hard floor.

Flash back

" CALL THE AMBULANCE PLEASE!!! PLEASE QUICKLY!!" I shouted to the stupid driver staring at my mom's helpless body lying on the ground with blood all around, and over her body.

I rushed to her giving some basic CPR as I heard a loud car engine starting then I looked up.

"NO! NO!! PLEASE CALL THE HOSPITAL!!! DON'T LEAVE!! mom..." I shouted as I saw this murderer driving away in high speed.

I looked around to the wet dark road to find no one at all as I started crying loudly "HELP!! PLEASE!! ANYONE!!! help us.. anyone... help.. help please"

I searched in my pokets for my phone, they were empty.

"No, no, no... This isn't real, yes it isn't" I said to myself as I sat near her.

But it all sounded real.

It seemed real, it is real.

No.. This is a nightmare.

"NO!! MOM!! WAKE UP!!" I said crying heavily while shaking her, receiving no reply.

"NO.. JUST WAKE UP. I GET IT ALREADY I WAS WRONG. I-I really didn't mean it mom. Just DON'T LEAVE ME !!!....PLEASE " I said hugging her softly closer to my chest getting blood all over me.

"Mom... YOU LOVE ME RIGHT? YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE...right?" I said shaking her slowly inside my chest feeling my head getting heavy as it all went black.

End of flashback

I cried even harder hitting the back of my head on the door several times with more strength each time.

"This is just too much..." I said between my sobs running my fingers through my wet hair, getting back the argue to do it again.

"I need my razor...." I said to myself looking around.

"ARIAL!!! ARIAL!!!" I heard someone shout my name.

Niall...not now.

I need it now...

I'M SECRETLY HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN ;BECAUSE NOTHING IS GOING RIGHT.

I gave no reply, as I mentally pleaded for him to just leave looking around for any sharp tool.

I jumped up as heavy loud knocks hit the door .

"Arial!! Are you there? Arial!!" Niall said knocking harder with me sitting behind the door in silence.

"Arial?!?! Get out!! I know you are in there!!" He shouted still banging the door.

"Go away, Niall..." I said sobbing.
"....just let me be"

"No Arial!! NO!! NOW OPEN THE F****IN DOOR!!" He shouted knocking harder as my eyes lay on a shaving razor.

I couldn't get my legs to move to reach it as I felt weak; with my knees hitting the hard floor across the door with my body laying down on it.

I felt myself getting weaker as I reached up to unlock the door laying on the ground again.

Next thing I know Niall's arms are wrapped around me.

"You're cold as ice babe!!" He said no words escaped my mouth.

"What's wrong Arial? ????" He asked

"I feel like an empty house; being haunted by its memories of a ghost who once called it home." I said sollowing my cries.
"I couldn't save her Niall.... It was all my fault.. I wasn't even brave enough to call someone.. I just blacked out like the little wimp I am... It was so cold and rainy.
Blood was everywhere..." I said crying.

"I am so sorry babe.." He said hugging me tighter.

"I am just a mistake.... I'm literally useless ... I let her die in front of me" I sobbed

"Don't you dare say that. We all need you." He said

"You don't mean that" I said

"Yes! yes I do!" he said

"I feel so cold.." I said shivering

"It's okay I'm here now" Niall whispered soothing words in my ears.

"Just stay" I said; my body finally sinking into his.

Sometimes you just want a small hug, and a kind voice to tell you it will be okay one day... and Niall was just that voice.

"I'm  gonna take off your dress okay!!!! It's soaking wet... you're gonna get sick"

I gave no respond... he slowly took my dress off. Then took off his jacket, standing now shirtless,
wrapping it around me.

Then carrying me bridal style, to the sofa and covering my legs with a soft cardigan that he found laying around.

***

I felt cold as ice, it was dark. I got up; hearing voices outside, I opened the glass door that lead out to the garden/ pool area.

The door made a squeaky sound; making everyone look at me. "Hay, my hero is awake " Harry said

"Come here sweetheart; join us" Andy motioned for me to come closer, which I did.

"Would you like something to drink sweetie??" Dasie asked

I nodded she got up Sophi following behind her shortly to help.

I sat on the ground like everyone was. I looked over to Eleanor who was laying on Louis who was laying on a long beach chair.

Eleanor smiled at me, which I returned.

I felt hands wrap around my shoulder instantly recognizing them as Niall's.

A smile appeared on my lips.

Remembering what he did for me earlier...

Wait! !!!!! Whatttttt !!!
Earlier! !!!! Am I still wearing my bikini? ?????

I looked at my body...... to see that I was dressed in a big lose shirt.

What? Who dressed me?!?
Who ever, I am very thankful.

Dasie came a few minutes after that with my hot tea.

"Sophi told me you prefer tea"

"Yes, thank you; that is very kind of you " I said, smiling at Sophi.

"How did you learn CPR?"Andy asked.

"Uhmmm; I'm kinda interested in medicine, and my dad is a Doctor too so.." I ended

"That's really cool " he said

"How old are you again sweetie?"Dasie asked.

"I'm 17" I said.

She nodded smiling "You're very close to Lottie" she said

"Yeah..." I said I looked around neither Lottie nor Lou where there.

"Where is Lottie and Lou??" I asked

"They went to visit a friend in the business; Lottie is going to work with Lou as a makeup artist" Niall told me.

I leaned on his shoulder resting my head there.

"I am so sorry " I told him as the others begin talking side talks quietly.

"What for!?!?" He asked

I just stayed silent taking a breath "Everything " I said

"Hay its alright; I'm here for you. You're still up for our date tomorrow!!" He said.

"Date!? Is that so?!!" I asked

"Yup " he nodded his head smirking.

"When does the game start??"

"Around 5"

"Okay, you should know I never ,of course, witnessed a real game before. "

"That's the best of it, you get to try it for the first time, with me" Niall said rubbing my shoulder.

We had then to leave to the tour bus and we where off to another location.

Lottie and Lou slept the minute they stepped in the bus so as Sophi and Liam.

Niall and Zayn played a bit of video game.

Harry and I chilled. Talking about the stupidest things ever.
Laughing loudly.

Louis and Ela obviously had a lot of affection to do.

"Oh come on; get a room "Harry shouted.

"There's a kid in here"
I slapped his arm.

"I am not a kid"

"Whatever you say!!"

"Shut up Styles "

"Okay Anderson " he said mocking me.

"Arial! !!" I heard a very small familiar voice. I turned around.
Ela, Eleanor, walked to me.

"Can I talk to you for a minute?!?" She asked shyly

"I will leave you two be " Harry said getting up. I held his hand. He kissed my forehead.

"Don't worry" he whispered.
Disappearing.

Ela sat beside me "I am .. I'm really thankful for what you did for me today" she said

"It's nothing; anyone would have done the same thing" I said

"No; I feel like such a bitch** for treating you the way I did.." She stuttered

"Eleanor, don't say that.. We are on good terms now right? ? " I said /asked

"Yeah, friends?!?!" She asked sticking her hand out for me to shake.

Which I did gladly.

"I'm leaving tomorrow " she said out of the blue.

"When are you coming back?" I asked; although I already knew the answer.

"I'm not sure; but it's not soon" she said.

"Is that what you and Louis were arguing about?" I asked very aware it's not my spot to ask curiosity kills the cat!!!!

She nodded, "I got you something" she said reaching her back pocket.

She held out a beautiful little box, the most perfect thing I have ever seen was inside. A watch and a few bracelets.

The media shows the little gift Eleanor got for Arial.

"Omg is this for me!?" I asked

"Yeah, you and I , and Sophi and Lottie; I  got us all similar one" she said

"I'm gonna miss you, you're truly a kind person Arial" she said

I was speechless.

"Thank you so much..."

"I think your mom would have been proud of you, you saved my life... I owe it to you " she said smiling while tearing up a bit.

I was too... I hugged her "thank you!... you have no idea how much that means to me" I said

"I know... you're strong, you know that?.... What you experienced no one should ever deal with "

"When are you leaving???"

"Flight takes off at 9:00 am,
So first thing in the morning" She said

I should give her something too
,I thought, she bought me a whole art room and this..... Yess this is it ...... the one thing I can do.... drawing .... I'm going to draw her something.

But what shall it be?

***

I sat in my bunk, bed, thinking what to draw. I started first on papers. Until, but when?, I get the idea I will start on the canvas.

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DRAW!!!!

I made more than one; Cause honestly She did more than a lot for me.

So I know this will do.

FOR NOW....

Arial's drawing she will be giving to Eleanor in the media.

I stayed up all night drawing and throwing away lots and lots of paintings. Trying to settle on one to do it on the canvas I had a bouquet of flowers in mind but too simple to be on a canvas. I wanted to draw Eleanor as well but I feel I will not do it justice.

I know I won't, like for real she is a beauty queen.

I rubbed my head furiously; "ahgggggg!!!" I sighted frustrated.

"Hay you okay?" I hear Niall
I looked up to see him rubbing his eyes sleepingly.

"I'm fine" I muttered he came setting beside me on the floor.

"Wow! for how long have you been up??" He asked

"A decent amount of time to draw 78 Drawings and then throwing them away " I said running my hands over my hair.

Niall rubbed my back; "Hay what are you up to?"

Surprisingly I felt a lot better.

"Eleanor is leaving tomorrow, I'm trying to paint her something" "it just won't do; I can't think of anything " I said feeling really bad now.

"Hay that's fine give her a bunch of simple stuff. She will like it more than anything else " Niall told me.

"You think?" I asked looking up at him

"I know." he replied.

I smiled relived "Wanna stay with me?" I asked He looks really sleepy thou stupid me. "Tell you what I will draw some; you choose from them tomorrow morning. You off to bed now. Up up! " I told him

"You sure?! "

"Positive" I assured him

"Okay." He said getting up
"Good night" he whispered.

"Niall" I called.
He turned around "thank you" I said. He smiled at me.
I got up and gave him a needy hug.

He's just always there for me.
He kissed my hair then headed to bed.

Our relationship is just so random its comforting.

Thank you soooooo much for the views and new followers. Love you all. ♥♥ This chapter my sister / best friend helped me a bit writing it. Well let's just say she capitalized everything. Huh just kidding. Lots of love @inspirit_k205 and my very new good friend @FaithAdams5