Arial P.O.V

I woke up the next morning feeling like shit I do not know what is happening I had a nightmare again; and I have this tight feeling in my heart. I feel like cutting.

What! no; no one had ever wanted me to stop doing it; well its because no one ever knew about me basically slicing my wrists daily. I am a sick f**ed up person who was not supposed to leave Rehab. I do not want to let Niall down thou. <as I always do.> I always let people down. Its just the way I am.

Things happen that I can not say. I berried it deep inside until it just gets too much to handle so I burst.  The thing that makes me calm down is cutting.

It was the hardest in Rehab; finding sharp objects around was not the easiest thing.

Because of course, I was there in first place because I cut. And bunch of other stuff, but mostly cutting so the doctors know what are they supposed to hide. That; and them checking my wrist often.

They may check your wrists but they will not check your thighs.

I walked to the bathroom lazily as it possibly could get.

Eleanor and Sophi were watching TV and talking while having breakfast.

Lottie was no where to be seen, or the boys. Lou and Lux where not there as well.

I turned the water on, taking my clothes off ..... I dried myself ...... shit I always forget to bring something to wear. Since when do hotel bathroom are not in the rooms !!!!!!!!!!!!

I wrapped the towel securely around my body ... getting out  leggings and a T-shirt to wear as soon as I entered the room. putting my clothes on. Bra, panties, leggings, T-shirt. CAN IT GET ANY MORE BORING.

I walked to bed again taking my book; as I begin to read. A few hours later I was done with the book. Feeling slightly better I had accomplished something.

I got up heading to the kitchen ..... scrambled eggs and a cup of tea. Done

On my way out I saw the two girls passed out on the sofa. I covered them both with a soft blanket. Then went to sleep again myself. Well I could not so I read some mor;  until I was able to.

I woke up to an irritating sound. "Oh we might wake Ari up. Better take it somewhere else," I heard

"Its okay guys I am awake" I said

"Gezz you scared the crap out of me " Sophi gasped

I giggled "Sorry"

She started again with the blow drier. Aka the irritating sound.

"Are the boys back??" I asked "Yeah, but Harry and Liam are out again" Eleanor said

I nodded stretching "Good morning" I said "More like good evening its almost 3" Eleanor said giggling "Wow seriously" I gasped.

"Yeah come on get up" Sophi said giving me a hand. I thanked her then walked to the bathroom washing my face and what not... I stood in front of the mirror going back and forth on whether to cut or not.

I ran out the bathroom to Niall's room knocking softly then creping my head in. "Niall" I called

"Hay babe!! what's up ? come in" Niall said patting the bed for me to take a seat. He was on his laptop.

"Can I set with you for a little while!!" I said

"Do you need to ask??" I took that as a yes and walked to his bed laying next to him "What is wrong are you okay??" He asked "I am fine, just really bored" I said my voice small.

"Have you been cutting?" he asked catching me off guard

"No no nooo" I said he looked at me giving me The Look.

"Okay I wanted to, but you said to come to you when I feel like it" I said he just looked at me "You don't remember??" I asked afraid now, he was saying it in the moment.

"So you did not hurt yourself??" he asked again

"No" I said my voice small. He hugged me

"Good. I meant it. I am proud of you." Niall said.

He is??????, I thought.

"You are?!!" I asked my voice muffled

"Of course" He said in his Irish way, his voice very assuring.

I felt a smile creep its way on my lips. I felt like saying I LOVE YOU

"Thank you Niall"

"Anytime Ari"

I stayed for a bit longer talking to Niall. He made me laugh hysterically about I do not honestly know what.

"Arial" I heard Sophi shouting she then walked in "Have been searching for you all day!! come on we have to get ready." She said

"For what?" I asked " "Pool day, duh" She said

"Oh yeah right I'm not going thou" I said

"What ??? why not???" she said dramatically

"Because" I said

"That is not a reason " She said narrowing her eyes on me

"Yeah it is. Pool related are not my thing" I said

"Who does not like pool days??" Sophi asked

"Meee hallo" I said Niall laughed as I imitated Sophi saying that "Plus I do not have a swimsuit" I added

"First pool days are the best there is, and I do not talk like that. Second going to the pool does not mean swimming, therefore no need for exactly a swimsuit. Third its no problem I have plenty Eleanor has many Lottie has a lot you can borrow one" Sophi ended.

"She has got a point" Niall said I smacked his arm

"You are supposed to be my friend," I said, he laughed his adorable laugh

"I am I am that is why I want you to come" He said

"No I'm not I'm staying," I said crossing my arms. Sophi and Niall looked at each other.

Niall smirking his evil smirk. But for real Niall Horan evil!! Give it a rest.

I felt myself being lift "What are you doing Horan, put me down" I said laughing "Are you going to succumb to my superiority or not?" Sophi asked

"No" I replied simply

"Well we are staying for a bit longer " Sophi said

Niall pretended like he was going to make me fall multiple of times "Ahgggg noo Niall I am going to kill you. Do not drop me " I screamed clutching in his shoulders. "Are you coming with us to Andy's anniversary?" he asked

"Yes yes now put me down" I said
"I did not quite get that " Sophi said

"Yeah Ari, explain a bit more " Niall said

"I AM COMING TO ANDY'S ANNIVERSARY" I Screamed

Niall taped my head putting me down "God I hate you both" I said

They laughed.

Sophi dragged me to the bathroom "Shave I know" I said. I took my time trying extra hard on it.

I tried 6 different bikinis yes real ones only Sophi's !!!! then 3 from Lottie and finally settling on one out of the 4 from Eleanor.

"You, sit," Eleanor instructed. Going on full Lou mood

Not this again. I can not go through this.

Sophi decided she wanted to kill time by playing with my hair. while Eleanor wanted to work on my face.. why ????

I DO NOT KNOW

Anyways we had settled on a black ish pink one

Arial ' s swimsuit is in the
media. Everyone is there . Andy and his girlfriend as well
Anyways carry on.♡♡

"Ah !!!!what are you doing?" I asked as I felt my eye burning.

"Working on your eye brows obviously," She said

"Ah, ah, ah,oush,oush," I moaned as she kept ripping my eyebrows.

Sophi patted my head "El is not going to hurt you," Sophi said tapping my hair

10 min later ...

"No that is enough," I said rubbing my eyes

"I'm alost done sit down," Eleanor said

"No Ela that is what you have been saying for the last 15 minutes"

"Ela?? that is a nice nickname" she said making Sophi burst out laughing

"Now sit down ," Ela said

"No" I said

She was about to run after me I screamed running from her "Come back here" Ela screamed

"It hurts" I wined

"Arial!! get down " She screamed as I stood on the sofa

"Leave your killing tool" I said

"Its to make them look good" she said

"I do not want to"

"GET DOWN! !" She gritted through her teeth her make-up brush in hand.

Sophi was still laughing "Stop laughing and help me" I told her she laughed even more.

Louis and Zayn and Harry where now watching laughing "Louis control your girlfriend" I said

"Babe you did enough now.." Louis started

"No, I AM GOING TO FIX HER EYEBROWS!! THAT MEANS I WILL" Eleanor shouted

"Okay, okay" Louis said throwing his hands in the air, getting back

"Louis !!!" I shouted

"What ??!!! she controls me " he said smiling, Eleanor smirked my way.

I rolled my eyes "What are you looking at Styles??" I asked him throwing an irritated look his way.

"Nice legs Ari" he said

"Wait what" I asked

"Niall you are missing Ari in bikini" Zayn called

"Where?? what!!!" Niall shot up from the sofa, taking his headphones off.

I threw my hands on my legs covering them "CLOSE YOUR EYES IDIOTS" I SCREAMED

They laughed turning around, then walking away.......

*****

We where now on our way to Andy's, eyebrows fixed cause Eleanor gets what she wants.

"Dasie ahhhhhhh" Sophi screamed

"Sophiaaaaaaa" the other brunet ,Dasie, Andy's girlfriend, screamed.

Niall laughed "Okay I will go say hi to the guys, I will be here if you need me " He said

"Okay, I really appreciate that" I said

"AHAHH OKAY" He said, as someone took his hand dragging him to a group of boys.

I greeted Andy and his girlfriend they are very kind people. Surprisingly there was not that much people about 4 other guys other than the boys and Andy.

Two other girls plus Ela, Sophi, Lou, Lottie, Dasie, and myself.

Lottie and Lux and Harry where playing together in the water while Lou was filming them. I walked to them playing with them as Lou filmed the 4 of us now. I laughed at how Harry was acting.

Lottie splashed water on me I returned it, but accidentally splashing Harry instead. Fueling a water fight, definite lose on my side, game.

****

"I am shivering" Lottie said after a while, getting out of the pool.

"When you feel chills after getting out of the pool; that is because water molecules absorb heat from your body and evaporating from your skin's surface, you're actually more thirsty than cold." I said

Lou stopped filming looking at me "What???" I asked confused

"You talk science" Harry said a stupid grin on his face, more like cute.

I smiled unsure "Uhmmm"

"Its a good thing, actually incredible" He said

I nodded looking around, a  small smile on my lips.

Niall and Liam and Andy where drinking and talking.

The girls talking together. I walked to sit by them as Sophi motioned for me to join.

I did not feel ignored because they included me in their talk but I was not interested. Apparently Dasie is a Victorious secret model.

Zayn, smoking, and Louis talking, with other guys.

I looked at Niall one more time. he motioned for me to come "What!" I mouthed

He told me to come, walking to me. I walked to him; as Eleanor walked to Louis as well.

"You having fun???" He asked

"Yeah, I am, thank you" I said

"Great, hay I am going to this Football match tomorrow, wanna come with me ???? Those douches do not want to. Louis would come but he is staying with El. and Harry is just too lazy I guess" He ended

" Yeah..." I was cut off by Louis's voice shouting 'Its always like this' He said getting up from beside Ela on the side of the pool.

Eleanor looked at me as if saying don't worry about it. As she got into the pool.

"Sorry, you were saying!?,"

"Football," he said

"Yeah, well any ways I was saying," returned back my attention to Niall, "I would love to" I said.

We talked a bit about the football for tomorrow.

Its safe to say that Niall is obsessed with the game. He likes a bit if Golf too.

**

Eleanor P.O.V

I walked to Louis we sat talking "So I really don't want you to leave El" he said

"Lou.."

"I know I know"

"We talked about this" I said

"Yeah but I can like arrange a one week vacation, I can talk to.."

"Lou I have Uni, I can't take all these vacations. Cause then it comes on me" I explained

"Do not you want to stay too???" he asked getting angry

"Of course I want to stay"

"No you don't, cause if you did you would have worked it out" he said

"Louis please lower your voice. I can not take ...."

"Its always like this" he shouted getting up and leaving me I looked at Soph as she threw me a worried look. I shook my head.

My eyes landing on Arial. I mentally told her its okay.

I went in to the water floating on it. I think I might get sick, or maybe its just the sun. I felt a bit light headed. I wanted to get out of the water but my leg convulsed, making me unable to move. I was soon drifting to blackness, under water, relaxing.

**

Arial P.O.V

Niall and I walked several times going back from where we started. I glanced at the pool. slowly my mind realizing what was happening. My eyes widened.

"What ?? What is wrong??" Niall asked

"Eleanor," I screamed

Not thinking I ran jumping into the water to get her out. she was far down her eyes closed when I came back to the surface, I gave her to Niall.

"What is wrong??" someone asked; Louis I am guessing

"El!!!! " he shouted

About to take her off the ground.

"Don't touch her!" I shouted

Getting out of the pool myself. If he did move her head it will surly be worse, he could unpurposely chocke her.

I took her hand in mine, then bent down where her heart is.

Her heart beat was incredibly low. "Please don't die" I whispered.

Her pulse were really low indicating she has been in the water for a while. I shook the tears away. More than 3 minutes is not a good sign.

"Call an ambulance " I said applying CPR a couple of time and breathing in her mouth "Shit wake up come on..." I whispered

"Harry call an ambulance" I said. Rule number one, tell someone to do it other wise no one will.

"Niall get me blankets" I said Andy ran to get them Dasie following stumbling on her feet crying. Her cries were loud.

I applied extra pressure. Not stopping my continuous movements.

Eleanor  got up coughing a descent amount of water out of her mouth.

I got back letting out a breath I have been keeping and laid on the ground.

Louis hugged her "I am so sorry love. This is all my fault I left you. I am so sorry babe" He said not letting her go.

Sophi bent down to hug her "Do not you flipping do that again for heavens sake" Sophi cried

Niall came with the blankets.

I got up looking at the sky saying that I was relieved she is okay would not just do. It made the time mom died flash in front of me it hurts. Seeing someone die in front of your eyes is not easy.

I felt arms wrap strongly around me "Thank you so much" Louis said in my ear.

I hugged back still in a trance from what happened. Eleanor looked at me not talking.

5 minutes later the paramedics came they checked her saying she was fine.

"That was a very good job young lady, your parents should be proud" The elder lady said.

making me stop in me tracks.

Hallo that was a long one was not it, any ways thanks alot for the amount of views.

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