So here is a double update, only because you guys are love. Please let me know the thoughts about the chapter. Also, I am not an emotional person but I had tears in my eyes when I wrote it. I hope it has come out as expected. I hope you all can imagine it like I did. JenShad as ZoHir.
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"Ammi.." Zoya called out to Roshnaq as soon as she entered the Siddiqui mansion.
"Zoya beta.." Roshnaq came out of the kitchen to greet her.
"Ammii..Ammii" Zoya placed kisses on her cheeks and hugged her.
"Kya baat hai Zoya..Aap badi khush lag rahi hai?" Roshnaq asked. After a very long time, she has seen that smile on her daughter's face and she was so grateful to Allah for giving back her happiness.
"Kuch nahi bas aise hi Ammi." She said smiling.
"Kahi iski wajah woh toh nahi.." Noor joined them and elbowed Zoya. Zoya could feel her cheeks turning red and she gestured Noor to be quiet. Zoya knew that Noor had already understood what Zoya felt for Sahir. She wanted to tell her Ammi Abbu as well but she wanted to talk to Sahir first.

"Zoya? Noor kya keh rahi hai?" Roshnaq asked Zoya suspiciously.
"Kuch nahi Ammi.. aap bataye Abbu kaha hai?" Zoya asked changing the topic.
"Woh apne kamre mein hai. " Roshnaq smiled as she saw Zoya running towards her Abbu's room.
"Abbu.." Zoya called as she approached the door. She gently pushed it and walked in. Waseem was peacefully sleeping. Zoya looked at him and covered him with the duvet. She quickly placed a small kiss on his forehead and left without waking him up.
"Zoya aap lunch ke liye rukengi na?" Roshnaq asked.
"Nahi Ammi. Woh humari ek meeting hai." Zoya said.
"Meeting.. oh ho.. unke saath?" Noor teased Zoya in a soft voice so that their mother cant hear.
"Shut up Noor. Kaisi behaki behaki baatein kar rahi hai aap.?" Zoya tried to scold Noor but the blush was clearly visible on her cheeks.

Zoya took out her phone. The message was still unread. It was strange for Zoya. She has been trying to contact Sahir since 2 days now. She had messaged him, she had called him. However, neither the messages were read nor the calls were answered. Her first thoughts were negative but then she shrugged it off, telling herself that he must be busy. She thought of calling Linda and asking her but then she felt maybe it would be awkward. So, finally, today she decided to give a visit at Saiyaara. Only if she knew the news that awaited her.

"Ammi.. hum chalte hai. Shaam mein aa jaayenge." Zoya left the place. On her way , she spotted a dargah. Something in her couldnt resist herself. She got out of the car and got inside the dargah. She placed her  dupatta over her head and knelt down. It was all so peaceful and calm out there yet something was pinching her heart. She didnt know why but she felt restless. She folded her hands and joined them in order to pray. She closed her eyes to pray to her only confidant. As soon as she closed her eyes, images of Sahir started flashing before her eyes. A smile formed on her lips. She sat there for quite a time and in the end just left with a silent prayer, "humare Abbu Ammi Noor ka khyal rakhiyega. Aur haan humare Sahir ko jannat ki saari khusiyan baksh de."

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Zoya could feel her anxiety increasing. Something was terribly wrong. She knew it. It had never happened that Saiyaara's office was shut without prior notice. Against everything, her heart still had faith that everything was alright. She was just overreacting. She called Linda but there was no response. She tried calling the other employees but all in vain. She was left with no choice but to visit Sahir's house.

"Sahir." Zoya called as she entered. The house was awfully quite. She could feel her heartbeat pacing up. The eerie atmosphere around was scaring her. She could already feel her throat choking. She just wanted Sahir at that moment. She just wanted to see him and embrace him. "SAHIR..!"  She called again. There was no response. She was about to climb the stairs, when she heard someone call her, "MemSahab, aap kaun?" An old man asked her.
"Jii.. hum Zoya.. hum Sahir ke office mein kaam karte hai. Woh ghar pe hai?" Zoya asked hoping her best for an affirmative response.

The man lowered his head.
"Humne poocha.. kya woh ghar par hai?" Zoya asked again.
"Jee woh.." Zoya could see the old man trembling. She saw that he was unable to say anything.
"Kya hua kuch kahiye?" Zoya was now terribly scared.
"Jee woh Sahir sahab hospital mein hai." The man managed to speak.
Zoya felt something hit her heart.
"Kya ho gaya unhe? Tabiyat kharab hai unki?" Zoya somehow managed to ask.
The old man was unable to hold it more. He looked at Zoya and started crying. 
"Uncle hume darr lag raha hai.. please bataiye na kya hua? Konse se hospital mein hai woh?" Zoya was now about to cry.
"Sahir sahab ne khudkhushi kar li memsahab.. 2 din pehle jab mai subah unke kamre mein gaya toh dekha har jagah sirf khoon tha. " he told in between the sobs. Suddenly, the vision in front of Zoya became blurred. She was unable to process what he just said. She saw her world crashing down right before her eyes. Her knees felt weak. All of a sudden she felt, she longer had strength to even support her body. She fell on the ground and went numb.

"Memsahab.. memsahab.. paani lijeye.." the old man shook Zoya to bring her out of the trauma. Suddenly, Zoya realised what had happened, she quickly got up and tears started brimming through her eyes. "Kis hospital mein hai woh?" Zoya managed to ask.
"King George Medical college." He replied. Without wasting a moment, Zoya walked out. It seemed as if she was not in her senses. She tripped over a stone and started bleeding. She got up again and with trembling legs got inside the car.

Tears were not taking a hault. The hospital was still at an hour distance and Zoya was driving recklessly. "No Sahir, how could you?" She said in between her cries. The images of the day , she first saw him , the day he had slit his wrist , came rushing before her eyes. Unable to drive further, she stopped at the corner of the road. Her entire body felt weak. For her it seemed, the last light of her life was flickering. "Sab kuch toh theek tha Sahir.. fir kyun?" She placed her head on the steering wheel and cried. "KYUN?" she screamed. The pain she felt in her chest was so much more than anybody could imagine. Her last breath was slipping away. No matter how hard she tried, today there was no stop. She couldnt calm down. "Nahi kuch nahi aapko." She wiped her tears and started driving again.

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Zoya was literally running in the corridor. "Where is Sahir Azeem Chaudhary?" She asked still crying.
"One minute ma'm.. let me check." The attendant started checking her computer data.
"Room 208"
Zoya rushed to the room and found Linda there. As soon as Linda saw her, she hugged her and cried.
"Zoya..! sir.." she cried. Zoya stroked her hair gently.
"Kuch nahi hoga Sahir ko." She tried to console her. Only God knows for the first time ever Zoya was not sure whether what she was saying was true or not .
"What did the doctor say?" Zoya asked after giving her some water.
"Zoya.. Sir yaha 2 din se. Doctor said lot of blood has been lost. He is alive. He is breathing but his breaths are slow. He has not gained consciousness yet. Doctors says the condition is still critical." she started crying again.

Zoya felt as if the earth below her had slipped. She didnt know what to say. "Somebody from his family is here?" Zoya was trying hard to stay strong.
"His father lives in America. Tried contacting him but no answer and his mother wont even look at his face." Linda tried to speak.
"Can we meet him?" Zoya asked bluntly. Linda nodded.
Zoya slowly stepped inside. She really didnt want to see Sahir in that condition. She knew she would break if she did.  However, it was inevitable. All  that was required was one look at him and all the dams broke.

He lay there lifeless. There were drips attached to his veins. One hand was bandaged. Tears rolled down her eyes. With slow steps, she approached him and gently touched his wrist. It was over. She couldnt hold it long. She started crying out loud gently shaking his body. "Sahir.. wake up. Wake up damn it! Please wake up" she kept on repeating. She caressed his hair,"Sahir, I didnt even tell you how much I love you. Please dont go. Please. " she pleaded. "No you cant leave me here. You said nothing will happen to me, you will be here to protect me. You cant. YOU CANT!" she scolded the lifeless figure lying there.

She placed her head on his chest. Her sobs became quiet, "Sahir.. dont leave me alone please. They will come again. They will hurt me again." she held him tight with tears now wetting his shirt. "Sahir bas ek baar aankhein khole.. hum aapko apne se door nahi jaane denge kabhi bhi. Sahir.. agar aapko kuch ho gaya toh Allah kasam hume ek minute nahi lagega apni jaan dene mein."  Zoya felt so helpless. She had no idea what to do next. She knew the only one who could help. She got up, quickly wiped her tears and rushed out of the room.

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Zoya was now sitting in Dargah praying with all her heart. Tears kept flowing down her eyes. Suddenly, she felt  someone's hand on her head. She opened her eyes and found an old woman smiling at her. On keen observation she realised, it was the same woman who had saved them three years back. "Aunty" she whispered and quickly got up and hugged her tight. "Aunty.. woh.. woh.." Zoya tried to speak.
"Mujhe pata hai.." the old woman replied.
Zoya broke the hug and looked at her surprised. "Tum ro kyu rahi ho?" The old woman asked Zoya with a smile.
"Aunty.. Sahir hospital mein.." she tried to speak again but was interrupted by the woman.
"Hosh aa gaya usse. Jao uske paas jao." She smiled. Zoya couldnt believe what she just heard. Without saying another word she ran out of the place.

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Zoya reached the hospital with the thumping heart. She quickly rushed to his room only to see his eyes open and doctors giving him a check up. A weary smile formed on her lips. She placed her hand in front of her mouth and cried. Her Allah never failed her, she knew he would never. She thanked him with all her heart. She got up instantly as soon as she saw Linda coming towards her. She hugged her tight.
A doctor walked out of the room and said, "His pain is excruciating so he has been heavily sedated. He is out of danger but you will be able to talk to him tomorrow morning."
Zoya heaved a sigh of relief. She took out her phone and called Roshnaq to inform her about everything. She told her that she would stay in the hospital tonight.
"Linda.. go home now. I will take care. Come tomorrow morning." Zoya told Linda. She nodded. It was just her and him in the room now. She looked at him sleeping peacefully, "Thank you." She looked up and whispered.

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Next morning, Zoya got up early and quickly arranged the soup for him. She walked in the cabin putting up her brightest smile. Sahir was awake. He took a deep sigh looking at her. That smile broke his heart in into million pieces and in the same time healed it up. He could see her eyes were all swollen, perhaps she had been crying for long. "Aarzoo was right, I will only inflict pain upon her." He thought and a lone tear escaped his eyes.
"Chaliye, have some soup." She placed the tray on the table and helped him to sit.
"Zoya.." he tried to speak.
"Kuch nahi pehle soup." She ordered. She took a spoon full of soup tried to cool it and then brought it near his mouth. She fed him the entire soup and then wiped his mouth. Sahir was out of words. This woman was something so extraordinary.
"Ok here are your medicines." She placed few tablets in front of him.
Sahir gave a sarcastic laugh.
"What?" Zoya asked.
"Yet again, Universe saved me. It wont let me live nor will let me die in peace." He said.
Zoya could feel the tears building up in her eyes again.
She sat in front of him and held his one hand in both her hands.
"Kyu Sahir? Ek baar bhi humare baare mein nahi socha." She said.
Sahir looked into her eyes. He could sense that she was about to cry, "Sirf tumhare liye hi toh socha Zoya." He said. Zoya looked at him puzzled.
"Zoya, agar kuch kahunga toh karogi?" He asked still holding her hands. She nodded.
"Leave me ." He said coldly.
Zoya pulled her hands back in shock.
"What?" She asked shocked.
"Zoya.. just leave me and go far away." He said.
"Sahir, you are not well. Take rest. We will talk later." Zoya said.
"No.. I know what I am saying."
"Why? Give me a reason." She pleaded. She felt as if someone was snatching her world from her.
"No reason."
"Then I am not going anywhere."
"Zoya tumhe meri kasam." Sahir looked straight into her eyes.
"No. Sahir please dont do this." She pleaded again.
"Zoya I cant live with you around." This was the last thing, he wanted to say but he had no option.
Zoya was shocked. He hated her so much that he cant live around her? She had nothing else to say. She picked her bag and with slow steps, started moving towards the door.

She took one last look at him,
"Sahir hum  humesha ke liye chale jaaye?" Her voice broke. Her heart prayed that he says a no. She cant live without him. Not now.

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Sahir didnt answer. He kept looking out of the window. He heard the door shut, he closed his eyes and warm tears rolled down his cheeks.
"I love you Zoya." He whispered.
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Next update will be  after I stop crying.