I just didn't understand. When we were a gang, they were all assholes! They now have their own lovers and lived happily! Why couldn't I?! 

The new child, I never wanted it because I didn't want it to end up like my other one, Incbux, ... but nightmare made me...

I would tell him later, or just never tell him.... but...

I'll tell him... only when he's in a good mood.

.............................................................................................

I went up to see nightmare drinking.

"Nightmare...? I though I told you not to-"

I decided not finish that sentence ... he's happy when he drinks.

I stood in front of him as he looked at me with narrowed drunk eyes.

"Nightmare I have to-"

"SIT DOWN NEXT TO ME, BABE" Nightmare interrupted.

Babe?...  I knew he was drunk but... if I didn't he would get mad... 

I decided to it next to him, talk fast and leave...

"Nightmare-"

He pinned me down and smiled

"Nightmare please ... I need to tell you something " he frowned but let me go.

"Nightmare, I'm pregnant ... with our baby..." 

"WHAT?! That's NOT MINE YOU SL*T!!!!!"

"Nightmare, it is yours ... remember when kicked Incbux out? That's when... and why..."

He suddenly grabbed me...