# 40 : I LOVE YOU !!
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Sophia's POV :
Its been a month. Yes one month since Edward and Amanda started dating. Its like he doesn't even have time for me anymore. Its like he has been spending more time with her. And I cant see them together. Cause I know it hurts really bad.
Even Marcus, Becca, Amber, Sebastian have noticed. Even the kids. But Edward is too busy with the love of his life. But I have been a great friend and supported him. But I have nightmares everyday. I am about to cry when I see them together.
I cant just bare it anymore. Shawn has been an awesome elder brother and he has been helping me a lot lately. I am happy to have him back in my life. Mom and Dad knew when they came to visit us. They have asked me if I want to come back. But I cant leave all of them.
I am in school right now in in English Lecture. "Romeo and Juliet were star crossed lovers. They were the epitome of love. They showed that you can die for love. This story tells us that if you love someone it is okay for us to let them go away. That shows how much you love them.
You don't have to end up together if you love someone. You just have to let them go. Sometimes letting go can lead you to your destination. If you love someone you should let them go and be happy to see them happy.
Its doesn't always happen that you end up with the person you love. Romeo and Juliet when they saw each other dead. They were ready to let go of not only the world but also they let go of themselves for them.
That's true love students." Our English teacher finished.
I thought over it and she is right. Sometimes letting go might lead you to your destination. I should let go of Edward. He is very happy with Amanda and I should except the truth. I should just let him leave a happy life.
When the lecture was over we all scattered out. Roni and Lexi were in this class with me. They looked at me. I just gave them a smile and then I walked to my next lecture. I had Edward with me in it.
"Hey Sweetheart." Edward came to me sitting beside me as he smiled at me. "How are you?" he asked. "Good" I mumbled. "Are you sure? We haven't hung out in a while. Lets meet up today. Come at my house at seven." He said. Good you noticed but I don't think that would be possible.
Wait I cant come today I have decided something. His phone binged twice. "Wait I am sorry Amanda has to talk to me about something how about tomorrow?" he asked. I was about to reply when the teacher started teaching.
After the lecture "I will let you know." I said. I met Shawn. And took him outside.
"Shawn I want to move on." I said to him. "Finally! I was telling you this from the start Sophia. Lets go back to mom and dad." He said.
"No. Listen. Please. I want to move out of here and I want to move forever. I will leave. I want to leave today I have decided the place and I will talk to mom and dad about it. I don't want anyone to know about it Shawn. I want to go alone I need a fresh start.
I will meet everyone before going but I don't want anyone to where I am. Please?" I told him.
"Sophia I have just found you back. I don't want you to leave. If you are going then I am coming with you. No matter what. Okay we will do Whatever you want but are you sure you want to go?" he asked.
"Yes I do." I said. "Okay. Do you want to tell Edward?" he asked. "I don't think so he will stop me from going." I sighed. "Okay. Have you decided the state?" he asked. I nodded. "Lets go home second last period." He nodded and he hugged me.
"You deserve better Cherie." He said. And then I called Mom and Dad and I sent a message to everyone. Ryder, Austin, Jordan, Roni, Lexi, Bryan, Skylar and Amelia, Sebastian, Marcus, Becca, Amber and I asked them to bring Kyle, Kiara and Elina. I had told them not tell Edward.
I skipped my next lecture and went to the library. And sat down to write a note to Edward. I know it is wrong but I have to tell him somehow.
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I went to lunch and everybody gave me confused looks. Edward came to sit at the table without Amanda. We all conversed but I felt bad. I would have to leave all this fun behind. Them behind.
"Guys I have to leave. I have to meet James for some important work." I said. "Sweetheart wait." Edward stood up. "I have to go. Goodbye Edward." I said and kissed his cheek and hugged him very tightly and he hugged me back. And walked out before he could stop me and before I could tear up.
I entered the classroom. "Hey you are early." James said. "James I am leaving." I said. " What?" he asked confused. "I cant see Edward and Amanda like this. I love him. I have to let him go and that can only be possible if I leave this country." I said. "You are leaving?" he asked. I nodded. "When?" he asked.
"Tonight." I sighed. He hugged me. "It will be okay Sophia." He said. "You go you have to pack. I will miss you." He said. "I will too." I said to him.
"Byee James." I said. "Bye Sophia." He smiled sadly and I walked out.
I went home and Shawn came to. After school was over everybody was there at the house.
They all sat in the ballroom. "Guys please let me complete I don't want you to stop me in between. Look I cant take the heartbreak anymore. I cant see Edward with Amanda. It hurts a lot. So I have decided to let go. I have decided to leave. I know I shouldn't run away.
But the pain is too much to handle. I don't know if I will come back. But don't want anyone to where I go because I know he will find me out. And I don't want that. Mom and Dad have already done all the arrangements.
I feel very bad to leave you guys like this you guys were so great. You made me feel loved. But I have to leave for my own good. Guys please don't hate me. I swear I will come in touch with as soon as I am okay." I say and I feel tears roll down my cheek.
Roni and Lexi came and hugged me. "Sophia." They were crying too. "We will miss you too. But promise me that you will be back to meet us." They said.
"I will." I sobbed. "Thank you for being an such an amazing friend. I love you Bestie." Jordan said hugging me. "I will miss my little sis." Bryan was about to cry too.
"I will miss you hitting me and playing video games with me." Austin said hugging me next. "I will miss you Hot stuff." Ryder said hugging me.
"We came and you are leaving?" Amelia hugged me. "I will miss you." I said. Skylar hugged me. "Love you Sia. Please don't go." He started.
"But.." "Its okay I understand but you better be back." He said. "I will."
Kyle Kiara and Elina hugged me. "We will miss you. And Edward is going to regret it." They said. "I will miss you all.' I kissed their cheeks.
" We will miss you dear." Marcus and Becca hugged me. Sebastian and Amber came to me. "Sophia our son is an idiot but please don't forget us." They said and hugged me. "Never will. Could you please give this to Edward?" I asked them and they nodded.
All of them stayed till we went for our flight. Nobody knew where we were going but I did tell one person. Marcus because I know he will never tell anyone.
"Bye Guys." I said as we both hugged everyone. They came to drop me of at the airport.
We sat in the plane after an hour. And tears escaped my eyes. "Australia, here I come." Yes I am moving across the world. I love you Edward. But I have to let you go. I really have no other choice.
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Edward's POV :
Its been a month for our relationship. Yes we are happy but something is missing. Something is wrong. There is something wrong with it. I have not seen Sweetheart much often. And I miss her.
So today in Chemistry I asked her to hang out but she was distanced. I don't know why. That's when Amanda Texted me she had something very important to tell me. And so I had to cancel my plans with Sweetheart.
After school I met Amanda at Charlie's that's when she dropped a bomb.
"Edward I was cheating. I know you would take this the wrong way but I had a boyfriend back in New York. When you came by kissed. It was all in the moment. And I had had a fight my boyfriend.
At the thought of having you back I was excited and acted in the moment. I don't love you Edward. I love just as a friend. I don't have that type of feelings for you anymore.
This month was great but I have to move back. He came back and apologised. I am sorry Edward. I didn't know what came over me. May be it was just in the moment. I am sorry for giving you false hopes.
I have to go BYE." She said and left.
What the heck just happened? Did she just?
Yeah she did.
I don't feel bad why ?
Because you like Sophia.
What? And then everything fell into place. The relationship was good but I was with the wrong person. She was not the one it was always Sophia. That's when I realised.
I have to tell her. I ran home. It was already late. I ran to her house but nobody was there. I tried calling her but her phone was switched off. What? Why?
Then I called all of my friends but none of them picked up. I finally went home. Where is she? I finally realise I like her and she is not here.
When I came home even mom and dad were not at home. After an hour or so they got back and then I bombarded them with questions.
"Where were you guys? Have you seen Sophia? Do you know where she is?" I asked them but they stayed silent and mom asked me to sit down and then she gave me a letter.
And I opened it.
Hey Badboy,
Sophia here. By the time you open this letter I will already be on my way. On the flight. I am sorry Edward I had to leave. I had the best time of my life with you. You are and always will be an important part of my life.
I just want you to know that I am moving. Please don't try to find me. I left without telling you because I know if I saw you I would not be able to leave. I am sorry Edward but I can no longer supress my feelings for you.
Yes Edward I like you. I really do but when I was about to tell you, you had already started dating Amanda. I am very happy for you. I hope you have the best time of your life.
I cant see this anymore Edward. It hurts. Yes its hurts right in the heart. I cant tell you where I am going. I haven't told anyone. I just wanted you to know my feelings towards you.
I don't know if I will be back or not. Please don't try to take out answers from anyone. I hope we meet someday. I will miss you Edward. I am sorry I had to do this.
I LOVE YOU EDWARD JOSEPH SALVATORE. Just wanted you to know that.
Always Yours,
Sweetheart.
I read the letter over and over again. "This is a joke right?" I shouted. They stayed silent. "Please tell me it's a joke." I begged them Tears falling from my eyes.
I collapsed onto the ground. " I LOVE YOU SOPHIA EMILY MACFORD!!!" I shouted. "Please comeback!!!!!" I screamed. And tears fell down my cheek.
THE END
A / N :
Hey Guys don't kill me. I cried writing this chapter. You know the hug was the Goodbye of Edward and Sophia and that's what the cover says.
I hope you like this book. I know the ending is very sad but I promised you guys a ending you love. And I swear I never break a promise.
I hope you like the story.
So Enjoy your day.
Till then Byyeee....
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With Lots of Love,
Audrina Wilson
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