Sophia's POV :

I woke up too see the machines beeping. And Shawn looking at me wide eyed. When he saw me open my eyes. I tried to sit up but I couldn't. There all these wires attached.

I gave him a small smile and then Jordan came in rushing with the doctor. "Hello Sophia. I see we meet again. So why have you not had food in three days. We had do give you high doses of insulin to keep you stable and alive. Please don't do this to your health. How are you feeling." He asked.

"Good." I said giving him a small smile. "Please have the food we send you." He said and left.

"You scared the shit of us." Shawn said and hugged me. And then he helped me sit right up. And then Marcus Becca Kyle Kiara and Mom and Dad came in. Huh? For how long was I out? I thought to myself.

"You scared us Princess." Dad came and kissed my forehead. "Sophia why don't you take care of yourself dear?" she asked. But I have one thing in my mind. Where is Edward?

I talked to all of them for a while. They looked like they cried especially Kyle and Kiara they were still crying. "Kiddos don't cry I am fine." I said. "I hate Edward." They both said. And I chuckled.

They all left so the others could come in. My friends came in. "Why do you always scare the shit out of us?" Austin said and hugged me. "Sophia I swear I hit Edward on his face." Roni said and hugged me.

"That Asshole had knocked some sense into him by me. Please don't do this to yourself." Jordan said hugging me. So did Bryan,, Lexi and Ryder. They all stayed for a moment. And then left.

Amber, Elina and Sebastian came in and they talked to me for a while saying sorry and thanking me. Apparently Edward had come back and everything was good. But he didn't even have the decency to talk to me?

After they left I asked Shawn where he is. "Apparently no one is talking to him." He said with an angry voice. "Its not his fault." I said. "Yes it is that Fucking Asshole." He cursed.

"Okay go out and tell everyone loudly that I lost my memory. So that Edward can hear. Let him suffer a bit." I said and he smirked walking out.

After two minutes Edward came rushing inside. And I opened my eyes. "Sweetheart?" he said. "Sorry?" I said. "Sweetheart tell me he was joking." He said.

"I am sorry do you I know?" I acted. "Fuck" he said. "Sweetheart what do you mean? You know me I am Edward." He said. "Who are you?" I said.

"Please tell me this is a joke." He said. "I am sorry but I think you have the wrong person. My name is Sophia." I said. "NO. YOU FUCKING CANT FORGET ME. YOU JUST REMEMBERED." He shouted.

"I am sorry but I don't know you." I said. He was so frustrated that he stood there for a minute and turned about to punch the wall. But I said before he could hurt himself.

"Edward Joesph Salvatore." I said. And he turned around rushing towards me hugging me so tight. "You scared the fuck out of me." He mumbled.

As soon as he pulled apart we both said simultaneously. "Are you Okay?"

"Sweetheart I am not the person on the hospital bed who was out for five hours. When they doctor didn't even know you could stay alive or not." He said.

"you could have died. Were you out of your mind?" he asked. "Well when you saw me earlier didn't look like you cared." I said. "I fucked up okay? I am sorry." He said. "But you could have died because of me." He reasoned.

"But I didn't." I said and smiled. "Please don't do this to me what would have I done if you left me?" he asked in a soft voice. "Edward I am here." I said and made an attempt to hold his hands but failed. He immediately took my hands in his.

"Don't do that again." He said. And we stayed like that for a while and then everybody came in again. And the day flew by.

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Its been a week and I was discharged three days ago. But now I can finally go to school today. I got ready and the routine followed. Mom and Dad went back yesterday but they have called me this morning.

Currently I am with Shawn in the car listening to his horrible singing. "Shut up you idiot I just got out of the hospital I don't want to go in there again." I smacked him.

"Hey don't hit the driver but please I have an amazing voice." He said. "In your dreams." I said. We finally walked into school. Vanessa and Josette came and hugged me. Even they visited me once in the hospital. My friends were there Everyday. Shawn would stay at night and Edward skipped school in the morning. They both treat me like a baby and to add upto that Jordan and Bryan were even there.

Soo I was happy I was finally out. We all met up before class started. It was back to normal. The period flew by fast. And James met me just before lunch. Even he had visited me. "Hey Sophia how are you feeling?" he asked.

"Good." I smiled. "Great have to you back." I said. I smiled. "Go enjoy your lunch"he said. I gave him a high five before going. I Jordan came to me to escort me to Cafeteria. They have gone mad.

We went upto our table. And I sat down between Shawn and Edward. We were into our normal conversation when a new girl came and out her hands over Edwards eyes. Huh?

"Guess who?" she said. I looked at the others. All of their Eyes widened except Shawn me Skylar and Amelia. Who is she. "AMANDA!" Edward shouted and she took her arms back. Edward immediately hugged her and then she smiled at him.

"Well how would you feel if I joined back to the school." She said. She looked beautiful. I mean she had the figure, the legs, her face was perfect. She was perfect in every way. "You are kidding me right?" he said.

"Well after that kiss last Saturday I felt like I didn't want us to say friends. We were better as a couple. And I realised I never stopped loving you Edward." She said. Wait hold the horses. WHAT? My eyes widened.

"So I moved back from New York for the senior. So Edward Slavatore I still am in love with you will you be my Boyfriend?" she asked. Please say no. Please say no.

The whole Cafeteria was waiting and he did the most unexpected thing. He kissed her and a tear escaped my eyes. All my friends were shocked. I just got up and left.

Running out. Tears streaming down my face. I ran home. Becca called for me when she saw me come home but I ran to my room and closed the door.

And I cried on my bed. How could he do this? Why? I should have not fallen for him.I should have known better than to fall in love. I heard a knock on the door.

"Cherie. Please open." I didn't reply. "I will break open the door." And I walked upto the door opening it. Shawn came in immediately and I hugged him. We collapsed down on the ground.

I cried on his shoulder. "Why does this always happen to me? Why me Shawn why does God never want to see me happy. Why me Shawn I loved him. I gave my first kiss away to him and he doesn't even remember? Why Shawn? When I was worried sick about him staying up all night he was kissing her Shawn! Why would no one love me. Why would the boys I love wont love me back. Why Shawn?" I cried.

"I did all to be there for him. I loved him. He always gave me mixed signals. I should have known better than to fall in love Shawn. I LOVE HIM!" I cried.

Shawn hugged me and rubbed my back soothingly. "Its okay Sophia. Its okay. If you guys are really meant to be together then you will. Please Sophia don't cry.

After a while I stopped. All of my friends were here. "Guys don't worry I am okay. It was my fault I loved someone who never thought of me more than a best friend. Yes I loved him and I should have not. He deserves someone like Amanda. She beautiful and perfect for him. I can deal with that." I said.

They all hugged me. And I smiled. "Sophia he doesn't deserve her. He deserves you. You don't know what that girl has done." Jordan said. "Yes she was Bitch who used him and Jordan for the same time. Jordan is smart he left her that time and is happy with Roni. But Edward is an idiot." Austin said.

"Look lets just go somewhere to take her mind of things." Lexi suggested. We all agreed. We went to the dinner we always go to Charlie's. We all sat in the booth. But then we saw someone making out right in front of us. Edward and Amanda.

I just looked away. They had not seen us and we didn't want them to either. We all just stayed there ignoring them. We were all silent but then conversations started but I said stayed silent. It hurt. It hurt really bad. To see the boy you love kiss someone else and confess his love to someone else. I sighed.

When we left the dinner that day and I slept in my room. I had a nightmare again. And this was just a start.

A/N :

He fucked up bad again didn't he? The next chapter will be the last one. Looks like Sophia is heart Broken. Please don't kill me. I am not a sadistic person. I promise you will love the ending.

Guys how do you like the book so far comment and tell me. Well I will be posting chapters every week till I can. So Enjoy.

Till then Byyeee....

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Audrina Wilson