Sophia's POV :
So I woke up an arm draped over me. I turned around to see him sleeping peacefully.

I really told someone about it. Finally I was relieved. At least someone knew. And was not bothered by it.

I just hope that he doesn't treat me different because of it. I mean the way he said all those things.

I was beautiful with my scars and he wanted to see how many times I needed him and he was not there.

Wow he can't really touch people's heart with his words. Wait he touched my heart.

I... I... Like... Like... Him. Shit Shit Shit
This can't be happening.

What the ? I just looked at him. "Sweetheart if you keep staring like this at me then how am I supposed to sleep?" he said in his sexy morning voice.

I just got up quickly. And he did too. "What happened." He asked. "Nothing..." I said and sighed. "Sweetheart I will always be there for you just remember that." He said and kissed my forehead.

"I know. Anyways I am going back to my room." I said and got up but he pulled me back and on to his lap. "Edward..." I started. "Shush" he said and hugged me.

"Sophia you will now on have the best memories of your life." He said into my hair a he snuggled. "Thank you Edward for listening to me." I said as I hugged him back.

We pulled apart and I got up. I smiled at him. I pulled my shrug on. He stopped me. "Wear this hoddie it will cover your arms I know you are not comfortable showing your scars." I took it with a smile muttering a thank you and then I walked out pulling the hoddie over me.

He is not getting this back any time soon. I walked into the room to see Roni and Jordan making out on the bed.

"Guys time over. Out now." I shouted. "You scared the Shit out of me." Jordan said and I smiled at him. "I am going to shower before I come out you should be gone." I said before walking in with my clothes.

I showered and came out and Jordan was gone. We went out after Roni got ready and then we went to see this awesome Waterfall in the woods. It was an hour trekking inside. Our group was having fun and we really enjoyed going up the waterfall and stuff.

So the went by pretty fast and then it was the day when we had to go back. I sat and the window seat not caring about the world. As you can notice I had tried ignoring Edward. I know I have feelings for him but I cant say the same about him.

I was listening to The Vamps and Somebody To You started playing. I like them as a Band. And Bradley has a pretty awesome voice. I was humming to the song. Ignoring the world because I didn't want to answer them.

When we reached back to school I had already asked Marcus to send me the car. "Bye Guys had fun but I got to go. Tired a lot." And before they could reply I went towards the Parking.

"Sweetheart wait." Called Edward. Oh No No.

"Edward we can talk later I got to go." I said and got in the car and asked the driver to go fast.

What? I m not going to tell him. I reached back home and then I was greeted with a happy Becca.

B – "How was the trip Dear ?"

S – "Nice?"

B – "Something happened between you and Edward."

S – "What? No.... Yes."

B – "Tell me about it."

S – "I told him about everything. And now I have feelings for him. But I think that he just thinks of us Best Friends."

B – "Just give him time Dear. Come have Lunch."

S – "Yeah I will come back after keeping my bags."

I went in my rom kept my bags and then sat for lunch with Becca. It felt good to finally talk with her and then talk about all the normal things. Then Kyle and Kiara came and then we played some video games on Kyle's PlayStation.

When after dinner with the whole family I came back to my room I saw my phone vibrating. But before I could pick it up it went off. 53 Missed calls. 23 Texts.

Holy Shit! What the heck happened. 45 Missed calls From Edward and then others from Lexi and Veronica. The messages were from them as well. I just wanna call them but then Edward called.

S - "Hey."

E – "Don't Hey Me! WTF why were you not picking up my calls? I am out of my house on the way to yours."

He shouted.

S – " I am sorry my phone was in my room and I was with the twins."

E – "You worried me Sweetheart."

He said in a much calmer voice.

S – "What was so urgent?"

E –" Oh! What the heck happened to you after that night? You were distant. You practically gave me a silent treatment. Sophia you know that I need you around me all the time. You are my Best Friend."

Ouch.

S – "Yeah I am sorry. I had other thoughts occupying my head."

E – "You wanna talk about it?"

S – "No its okay. I will see you tomorrow."

E – "Good night Sweeetheart."

S – "Goodnight Badboy."

And I ended my call. Taking my pills I went to sleep. This is going to be hard.

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So the next morning the routine was usual. Jog. Shower. Get Ready. Drop Twins and then go to school.

When I reached our group. "We need to talk." Veronica said and she and lexi pulled me away.

"What the heck happened between you and Edward?" Roni asked.

"Nothing." I said. Well that was true. "Then why are you ignoring him." Lexi asked. "I am not." I said and sighed. "You Like Him!" Roni almost shouted.

"What No!" I said. How did she even know? "Don't lie." Lexi said. "Well Yes. He doesn't feel the same way. But nothing is going to happen." I said.

"Nothing is going to happen about what?" someone said behind me. Edward. "Nothing. How are you?" I asked. " Sexy." He replied.

I just rolled my eyes and then walked to our group. Then chatted for a while and went to our respective classes. My first class was Literature with Roni and Lexi and they kept on looking at me. As soon as the class was over.

"WHAT?" I shouted. " You guys look good together." "The babies will be the most beautiful things." Said Roni and Lexi at the same time. "Guys I told you for now we are just best friends and I want it to stay that way. I said and walked away.

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It's been a month. Yes people. A month since I understood I had feelings for Edward and that they are growing. Its been a long time and yes we still are best friend.

We always went out for Coffee and stuff. We hangout almost everyday. Sometimes at his house and sometime at mine. Its been great. He is and awesome guy.

But he is still the player of the school. I still see him with a new girl every time. Making out and stuff. Well I have just learnt to walk away without looking. Lexi and Roni give me pity glances when they see him too.

But what can I do. Its his life. Its been great hanging out these people. Well now everyone knows that I have feelings Edward except him. Roni and Lexi told Jordan Bryan Ryder and they told Austin.

So I have been getting this weird eyes. Every time Edward kisses my forehead or puts his hand around my shoulder or walks me to class. Or that has his around my waist. But I know that Edward just thinks of this as his Best Friend.

We were at Lunch. "Hey Guys! Sweetheart." Edward came to the table sat on the table and kissed my forehead. This has been a routine. He has been very protective of me. Well but that is not helping you know.

Everyone was staring at me. I just started eating my food. "Well so how are you guys preparing for your big Football game?" I asked Austin, Jordan and Edward.

Well yes Edward is the star Quarterback of the school. Yeah. Totally not Cliché. "Well yeah. We are ready to kick their asses." Austin said. "Well it is the only other strong team in the game that we need to beat to get in the championship." Edward said.

Well yeah all the important game. I have been to all the Important games. With Edward's Jersey. According to him – "Well you are my Best Friend. You do have to wear this." You see I was right.

"It is tomorrow. And then we are all going to the party at Zac's house." He said. "Well I am not coming." I said. "What? Why?" He asked.

"Well Exams are starting next week." I said in a duh tone. "But you are the smartest. Please come." He begged. "Edward." I said sternly. "I will do anything." He said.

"Nope." I said. "Pleaseeeeee." He said with puppy dog eyes and pouty lips. Not the lips please. Ugh. "Okay fine." I said and he hugged me tightly kissing my cheek. Everyone giving me the same wiggling eyebrows.

Seee... "And after school I am taking you somewhere." He said. Well I just shrugged. The bell rang and I went to the class.

After last period I went out to see Edward making out with a random chick. I pulled his collar and dragged him out of the school. Being the Babdoy's Best friend you see.

"Where are you going ?" I asked. "And don't you dare give me the line ' That's for me to know and you to find out.'" I said.

"Well we are going to my favourite spot." I said and I just stopped there. I knew he was not gong to tell me.

We were in the woods. He parked his car. " I am your Best friend. Don't kill me." I said. "I am not going to." He chuckled and put the blindfold on. "How am I going to walk?' I asked.

"You are not going to." He said. "No I will walk. You just guide me." I said and he put his hand on my back and other in my hand guiding me. I just tripped every two seconds. "I am Okay." I said trying to come up for my stumbling.

And then in one swoosh he put his hands under my knees and picked me up. "Edward I.." "Shut up." He said. See these butterflies started and then this blush.

He stopped after 10 minute sand then he just put me down. I was about to open my blindfold but he bet me to it. I adjusted my eyes to the light. And then I saw we were on this beautiful cliff.

"Wow!" I exclaimed. "You like it?" he asked.

"I love it." I said and hugged him. "Thank you for showing me to this wonderful place." I said.

"This is not the best part. We are going Cliff Diving." He said. "I did not agree to this." I said backing away. "I will do anything." He mocked me.

"Well I didn't know I was going to die doing that thing." I said. "Well you are not going to. I have tried this before. Its not that risky." He said taking of his Shirt. Okay Shit! "But I have no extra clothes." I complained. "You are not going in with your clothes. Remove them." And he opened his pant buttons.

Leaving him only is Boxers. I just sighed and took off my dress. Leaving me in my Bra and Panty. Idiot. He just started at me. "Stop Staring." I said embarrassed. "Well it is hard to not stare at something that hot and sexy."

This boy has no filter. And then we walked to the end of the cliff. "Do you want to jump together?" he asked. I started shaking. "I will take that as a yes."

He came behind me and then he hugged me from behind and then we jumped off. The wind was hitting me. I felt alive. And then we landed in the water and then it felt cold. We came back to the surface.

"That was awesome." I said smiling. "I know. I just love bringing that smile on that beautiful face of your." He said. We then sat there for a while and then we just talked for an hour and so and then we went to Mc'D since I was hungry.

Then he dropped me back at home. Before I walked in the house he said, "Tomorrow wear the Jersey Sweetheart. I need my favourite girl cheering for me." He said then kissed me forehead and walked away.

I Don't know how I am going to deal with all of this when I see him go away from me. When I know he is never going to be mine. And he will never like me back.

A / N :

Hey guys I will try an update every day for you guys. I know Chapter is a bit sad. But I want to see how things actually happen. It is never you like someone and they like you back immediately.

Please tell me who you felt. Cause this book means so much to me. Most of the incidents are real and from my life. So please don't copy ideas.

Guys how do you like the book so far comment and tell me. Well I will be posting chapters every week till I can. So Enjoy.

Till then Byyeee....

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