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Sophia's POV :

Grayson and Maya my best friend and her current boyfriend were talking about something and I decided to scare the heck out I them.

I continued walking near them from behind hoping they wouldn't notice me.
But when I reached almost behind them I heard Grayson speak "Let us not tell her she will overreact".

Maya:" But she is my Best friend."

Grayson: "You just used her to get to me."

I was shocked. Everything came crashing down. Within a minute everything became blurry because of my tears. I stopped where I was. How could she do this to me? I thought she was my best friend, she understood me. We were so close and it seemed like forever.

They stopped in their place and turned around when they heard me stifle and I calmed my ragged breathing. As soon as she saw me her expression changed to a horrified one while Grayson had a look of pity in his eyes.

I just turned around and ran downstairs. As I ran I collided with two of my true besties Amelia and Skylar. They saw me crying and without a word, I hugged them. We stayed like that for a moment and they pulled back and then I was attacked with questions.

Skylar agreed on taking me home. We got in my Mercedes Benz and we reached home from the cafe. He parked my car outside and I went in while he decided to leave me alone. I entered the house when my mom and dad were having a conversation more like an argument.

I went upstairs without a word. I was sitting near my bed and I replayed the whole incident not being able to believe it had happened.

Within no time tears started flowing. There was a real side of me I had always kept hiding from others. My vulnerable state which I hated to show others. This was it. I could easily get hurt. I know that I show I am strong. I have been hurt too many times. I don't get surprised when people leave I am more surprised when they stay. Tears streamed down my face. Why does it always have to be me?

I went into the shower I need to take all of this out. I still remember that night when Shawn, my brother, told me everything. I still get flashbacks from that night. How could he do that? That night he left me after all that happened I lost all my memories when I was just 13. I never want to remember how all of it was. But I can't help. I get flashbacks, panic attacks...

That night when I woke up in the hospital I could not recognize anyone, not even my parents. Amelia and Skylar have always helped me through all that. They have been on my side. Since that night I never saw my brother and with him lost my parents too. They have been very distant from me and each other, since that very day.

They used to fight a lot. They never gave me their love, affection, and care. They always thought that their only job was to feed me and give me all I want. Provide me with all my necessities, give me all I wished for. But they never paid attention to me or my life.

They used to fight a lot after that. Although in front of everyone, we are a sweet, happy family inside the house we behave like strangers. Hardly are they home. They are always attending their business meetings. I just hope that during my childhood this was not what I went through.

I hope one day I get all my memories back. I remember the times I was really happy and was not faking it. I just hope that my family gets back together as how I have heard we were from Amelia and Skylar. I just hope that one day my broken heart will be mended.

I was so exhausted when I came out of the shower. I looked at my body in the mirror. The scars on my wrists were still visible. The cuts on my waist were still there but were hidden by the tattoo I had gotten. It was on the right side of my waist a word which though covered all my scars still told the story of all of them. Broken was written in bold.

These scars were not what somebody gave me. These were made by me. The scars on the hand were what I did to myself whenever somebody hurt me. The physical pain was better than the mental pain that had been caused. I lived by the rule - Hurting yourself causes less pain than when people you love hurt you.

Well about the cuts on my waist, they were because of what happened that night. I don't remember what happened but bits and pieces? Yeah. So I never told anybody about whatever I remembered from that night. Not my parents, not Skylar and Amelia, and I don't even plan on telling anyone.

So I do get nightmares most of the time, but can't help it. Sleeping pills are the only solution. So I wear full sleeves most of the time to hide these scars or cover them with foundations and stuff. I haven't shown them to Amelia but Skylar knows about them.

Moving on my life sucks and don't even get me started about my ex-boyfriend. So I got dressed in full sleeves white top and black jeans and headed downstairs. My lovely parents let me tell you something about them.

My parents are none other than William Macford the business tycoon in U.S. and Europe and the best businessman, here in Paris.

My mom is Hannah Macford the famous designer who owns her fashion line and has her designs in every country.

So none of them came up to check on me and I didn't even expect them to. I decided to have a cup of coffee to calm myself down and I went towards the kitchen. My mom was preparing herself some coffee so she offered to do the same for me.

I had taken a decision that I needed to convey to my parents. They cared or not with a little hesitation I started "Can we go to LA now instead of 6 months later? I mean tomorrow." Mom asked "What happened?" of course not out of concern. I took a deep breath "Long story short. Already my boyfriend left me, and now Maya used me to get to Grayson and was acting to be my best friend. So I should leave before I get attached to people once again and they break me once again."

My mom came and just tapped my shoulder in an understanding way. Nothing much no hug or anything but it's okay...

My boyfriend left me without a word, my brother..... and now my best friend ditched me. Sue my life. Mom and Dad agreed and I was leaving for Los Angeles (LA) in a week. I hope it would be a new start to my life.

Author's Note

Hey Readers,
I have updated the first chapter I hope you like Sophia I know this chapter is a sad one but I promise it gets better... I hope you like it...
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With lots of love,
Audrina Wilson.