I'm tired of living, I think I should die

And I'm craving it more as the minutes go by

There's nothing left for me in this world filled with hate

I was meant to be alone, such an ugly fate

Every single day I wallow deeper in despair

If there's a God out there, he doesn't seem to care

He just made me and left me alone

I would call him but I don't think he's on phone

Last night I laid up in bed

My head was spinning and my eyes were red

I was exhausted from crying

I was turning and tossing and dying

The tears wet my face

And I couldn't when I tried to pace

I wanted to break free out of this place

And I knew there were about a million ways

But something kept pulling me back

The confidence that I seemed to lack

I couldn't walk away from it all

I missed the sweet redemption call

I don't know what has a hold on me

But I'm begging to be set free

I hate them all, I hate everything

Hate this world I'm living in

But God, I have just one request

And I hope I'm not being too much of a pest

I want you to take my life like right now

I just want you to kill me anyhow

My birthday's coming up pretty soon

It's on the third day in the month of June

And there's no better gift you can give to me

Than to cure me of this misery

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Love, Kylah

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