I want to die or go

Where no one will ever find me

Maybe somewhere in Chicago

Or where no one thinks I'll be

It wouldn't make any difference

To the ones who say they care

I could jump the highest fence

Puff up into thin air

Buy a Mercedes Benz

Even though that makes no sense

They all lie

When they say they care

But that's one lie I won't buy

And the truth is everything I fear
I promised myself I won't cry

Or look like a sad baby bear

They hate me I don't know why

Or what I'm still doing here

Don't know why I'm feeling this way

This just isn't fair

And I'm reminding myself to say

'I must not shed a tear'

I want to pray

But I don't think He'll hear

Or understand

Or turn a hair

I want to give up now

There's nothing I'm living for

I don't know how

But I'm craving it more

I'm about to take a bow

As I saunter out the door

Don't know if I would return

Don't know anything for sure

Don't know why I was born

Never thought of it before

Last night I bought a gun

And I'm not declaring war

In fact, by the time I'm done

I'll be better that before.

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Is any one still reading this??? 😢

Miss my loyal readers but then I'm probably not a loyal writer. I mean I read books where the writers update daily and I'm like... Why can't I be like that?

Smh

Laters dearie.

Scratch that, someone said it makes me sound like a grandma 😂

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Love, Kylah
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