I miss you

I miss you so much, I'm tired of denying it

Someone help me with an antidote, your love is poison to my heart

Or maybe it's the lack of it

I miss you

I miss you so much I'm tired of denying it

I spend each night out on the block waiting for the first star, I heard they're magical. So I stay and wish

I wish

You know what I wish for?

I wish that one day you miss me too, so much you'll be tired of denying it

Each time I hear your name, with every ounce of energy in me, I fight the urge to ask about you

"you saw him?" "how is he?" "did... Did he ask of me?"

But of course you didn't

And of course I won't, cause my friends think I'm over you

But I won't do that any longer

I miss you so much it's hard not let it show

I miss you so much, I'll let the whole world know

And I've been stalking you on every social media you're on

I know I'm... Pathetic, petty, psychotic

But maybe tonight I'll chat you up and hope to the heavens you reply, cause it'll kill me to know I'm not worth even that much to you

Maybe this love is and always has been one-sided but, I don't care
I just want to love you

So let me love you

It feels like the only thing i know how to do right. Hell it feels like the only thing I'm doing lately.

And I keep dying every day when
I see you smile, not that I hate to see you happy no, don't get me wrong but because I'm not the reason why

I miss you

I miss you so much I'm tired of denying it

Do you miss me too?

Do I even cross your memory?

When Ed Sheeran's Perfect or How Would You Feel plays on the stereo, do you think of me?

When roses bloom their brightest and the first snow falls and fireworks explode in the sky, do you wish I was there to watch them with you?

I miss you

I miss you so much I'm tired of denying it

And tonight is just another night I'll stay up waiting for the first star and then I'll wish that maybe

Just maybe

One day you'll miss me too