(5) Make You Miss Me
Once everyone has fallen asleep, I sit on the couch and think. Why did Logan start to lean in? Does he like me too? Did I have something on my face? I feel like I know him from some- Kindergarden. The car crash. The amnesia. It all connects. I've known Logan and Gabi since we were little, how was I so stupid!!?
"Cassy?" I shoot my gaze up to see Logan. I wave slightly at him and he sits by me
"Why are you up so late? It's..." He looks at the clock on the tv box and sighs. "1:47 in the morning. What's wrong?" I shake my head slightly, avoiding his gaze.
"It's nothing, Logan. Go back to bed."
"Cas, you're lying."
"No I'm not, just go please." Logan hugs me tight, rubbing my back. I see his shirt is a little wet. Am I crying? Logan pulls away and wipes my dace with his thumb. I guess so.
"Cassy, please tell me. I hate seeing you like this." I burst into sobs, hiding my face in his chest.
"I just remembered I know you and Gabi from kindergarden and I didn't remember because of the damn amnesia from that fucking car crash and I feel so stupid for forgetting I have no clue how I could forget you guys and I have a damn crush on you and I know you'll never feel the same and I I I just wish I had a normal life." How the hell I managed to say that all in one sentence I have no clue. Logan holds me tighter until my sobs turn into hiccups.
"Cassy, it's not your fault you got amnesia. You weren't driving the car. You're fine love. You're fine." I snuggle into Logan's chest, a habit I had with Jade since for my last 5 months in the orphanage we had to share a bed because Jade's broke. "Come on Cas, let's get some sleep." Logan goes to stand up but I grab his wrist.
"Please stay with me. I need you..." Shit that sounded really wrong. I let go of his wrist and slump back down. "S-Sory Logan. Night." I lay down on the couch, my back facing Logan. I feel a dip at the end of the couch and someone rubbing my leg.
"Cassy?" I look at the dirty blonde male and his eyes are glossy. "Do you have a crush on... Me?" I sit up and hug my knees, and apparently Logan somehow got a yes out of that. "Goodnight Cassaddee." He gets up and leaves me at the couch. I lay back down the way I was before and cry.
"Why do I mess everything up?"
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"CASSADDEE DREEMUR GET YOUR ASS UP NOW!" I fly off the couch and scramble to my feet. "Come on breakfast is ready!" Gabi says, megaphone in hand.
"I'm not hungry, Gabi. I'll eat later." Gabi gived me a questioning look but walks away. Logan comes out from the hallway and eyes me standing there before going to the kitchen. So apparently Maddie went to go get coffee and Michelle is in the shower.
"Hey Gabi, where's Cassaddee?" I hear Logan's voice from the kitchen. I sit down on the couch and hold my head in my hands. Why couldn't I have just said no to this sleepover? None of this would have happened.
"I'M BACK AND I BROUGHT... What's wrong with Cassy?" Why the fuck do I always cry when someone walks in the room!!? Maddie walks up to me and sets the coffee on the coffee table. "What's wrong?" I pull out my phone and text her on the group chat with her and Michelle, adding Gabi in.
👑GirlGrassi💕💗: Y'all know how I told you guys I have a crush on Logan?
ScömícheBaby😍: Yeah
MaddiePenguin🐧🐧🐧: Mhm why?
👑QueenHoying💕💗: YO WAIT SAY WHAT
MaddiePenguin🐧🐧🐧: WE TALKED ABOUT THIS LAST NIGHT GABI
👑QueenHoying💕💗: O yea continue
👑GirlGrassi💕💗: Last night I was thinking about how and why Logan and I almost kissed, and he somehow figured out I have a crush on him and he's been ingnoring me since
MaddiePenguin🐧🐧🐧: Michelle come out of the bathroom and into the kitchen, Gabi go comfort Cas
👑QueenGrassi💕💗: On it
ScömícheBaby😍: Gotcha
Gabi walks away from a pissed looking Logan and sits where Maddie was while Maddie and Michelle talk to Logan.
"You okay?"
"I don't know." Gabi rubs my back while the tears keep flowing. My phone goes off with a text from Jade.
ScottHoying💙: Hai gurl hai
MitchGrassi💚: Hi Jade
ScottHoying💙: Something's wrong, you never call me by my name
MitchGrassi💚: An old friend from kindergarden is pissed at me
ScottHoying💙: Y?
MitchGrassi💚: He found out I have a crush on him
ScottHoying💙: Where are Ü now?
MitchGrassi💚: At his house for a sleepover with other people
ScottHoying💙: You gonna be okay?
MitchGrassi💚: If not I'll meet you at the park by the orphanage for ice cream
ScottHoying💙: Alright bye Queen
MitchGrassi💚: 😘😘
I lock my phone and head to my duffel bag.
"Hey Cassy, younweren't up and I don't know what kind coffee you like so I got you the same thing as last night." Maddie hands me an iced hot cocoa with whipped cream and sprinkles. (We actually have these in New York and they are soooo good)
"Thanks Maddie. I'm going to get changed then record a video." I grab my outfit and shoes before heading into the bathroom and changing.
(Outfit in media box)
"Cassy can we talk?" Logan knocks on the bathroom door just as I pull my leather jacket on. I open up the door and his eyes are glossy like they were last night. "Cas, listen. I-"
You want me out of your house, I get it." I grab my duffel bag I took in the bathroom and my cocoa. "Maddie Gabi Michelle thanks for everything I gotta go." They all say bye to me and I step out the door and to my car. I put my bag and drink in and go to sit in the seat but Logan shouts my name.
"Cassy please let me talk. Last night I made a mistake. I thought you were lying to me. Please Cas!!" I walk up to Logan and press a kiss on his lips quickly.
"Does that look like I'm lying?" I go to walk to my car but everything shatters.
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I spring up in bed to see Logan texting me if I wanna sleep over with him, Gabi, Michelle and Maddie.
"Wait so.... That sleepover... Was a dream? Fuck it felt so real."
That's when I realized something
I'm in love with my best friend
ITS HERE
ITS HERE
ITS HERE ITS HERE
DOODLODLODLO ITS HERE XD
Yeah so the whole seven minute challenge with Logan and Cassaddee was just a dream! But now that Cassaddee knows she actually has feelings for Logan, how will this all play out? Will Cogan sail or sink? And.... do you notice there's something going on between Maddie and Michelle?
JK JK THEY'RE NOT DATING OR HAVE CRUSHIES ON EACH OTHER DON'T KILL PLEASE AltoPentaholic OR PTX-Soprano
Also thanks to Logan_Skidmore for giving me advice on the new writing. Didn't know this was the proper way till he dmed me about it on Pinterest. Thx hunty❤❤
Well guys that's all for this!! Keep your heads high and rainbow ties!!
~Geeky💟💜❤🌈
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