Win-You'll never see me again.
I'm at a local store with Reggie and when I mean Local, I mean a store for celebrities to go buy food and eat. One of the most popular celebrities come out here to buy groceries. It's the only store that I can go to as well.

"So why did you invite me here again?" Reggie asked me as we approach the flower stand. I'm looking for flowers for Bright.

"Because.......I need some new ones in my house." I lie and I hear Reggie snort. I look at his face to see an amusing smirk.

"I'm sorry but that was the lamest lie ever." Reggie makes fun of me as I roll my eyes.

"Fine. I'm getting flowers for Bright." I admit to him.

"Ahhh for your lover boy." He teases as I roll my eyes again. I ignore him as I still look at the flowers "Are you sure he is a flower type guy? I don't know why people assume all gay people like flowers." Reggie asked me.

"It's more of a thank you for what he has done for me in the past couple of days." I admit to him.

"Right.....well in that case, pick this one." Reggie points at a simple bouquet of red roses. I look at him confused. "Nothing can go wrong with roses." Reggie says as I look at the roses.

I sigh as I pick it up."Let's buy it." I say

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Reggie drops me off at Bright's apartment complex as I nervously walk up to his floor. I never thought I would resort to giving him flowers but hopefully he will appreciate the little things. I mean who doesn't like flowers? I knock on his door as I await for him to answer it.

I see the door opening as I quickly place the bouquet of roses in my face to hide it. I slowly slide it down as I look at Bright.

"Surprise!" I say to him. I look at Bright to see an expressionless look on his face. He doesn't look happy.

"Are you done?" He asked coldly. He begins to close his door but I stop it with my hand and foot.

"Bright wait!" I say as I come in his apartment. I close it behind me as I stand right in front of him. "I wanted to give you these." I say a I pass the roses to him. Bright looks down at it and just chuckles.

"Was this supposed to make me forgive you?" He questioned me.

"Not necessarily. It more of a token of my gratitude. I wanted to personally thank you for taking care of me. I know i'm a lot to handle so I thought I'd thank you properly." I admit to him.

"I don't need your fucking flowers. Take it and get out." He tells me as he turns away.

"Bright why are so mad? I haven't done anything to you." I questioned him as he turns around.

"There is a lot of shit that you have done to me. For starters, fucking up my life and after four years, you pop back up to try to play me again after I spend fucking four years trying to get over y-" He stops as Bright tries to collect himself.

"Bright. I'm really sorry. For everything." I just apologize. He seems so stress and angry.

"Yeah you're always sorry. Just get the fuck out. I don't need your games or your drunk confession to try to play me again." He admits and my eyes grow wide.

I did what? I confessed to him while I was drunk? But why didn't he tell me? Oh shit!

"Wait? You didn't tell me I confessed to you drunk. Why didn't you tell me?" I questioned him.

"How could I tell you?" Bright questioned me back.

"Because I-" I stop as I try to think about what I was going to say.

"Because it was a mistake and you were just playing with me. Right?" He sort of raises his voice. I ball up my fist as I crush the roses in my hand.

"No, I wasn't playing you. I meant it." I admit to him "I fucking like you Bright. Ever since the moment I saw you, I knew I liked you. I didn't tell you because I was stupid and I wanted to piss you off so you would notice me." I admit everything to him.

I'm not holding back anymore. Bright needs to know the truth about how I really feel about him. I look over at Bright to see a tear falling down his eyes. I immediately walk towards him as I wrap my arms around him to give him a hug.

"Do you honestly believe confessing to me now is going to change anything?" I hear Bright whisper in my ear. I remove my arms around him as I look at him.

"W-What?" I questioned him confused.

"I don't think you understand. I don't want you in my life. Not now, not ever." Bright state to me. I can't believe he is saying all this. He really doesn't want to let go.

After I confessed my heart to him twice, he still wants to shut me out. This pain in my chest is back. Bright is the only person who keeps causing this pain to happen. It's just too much to bare now. I start to feel my tears come down my face as I look down on the ground.

I nod."Fine, I clearly understand now. I'll stay out of your life for good this time. This is the last time you'll see me again." I say as I drop the roses on the floor.

Without even looking, I walk towards Bright's door as I leave. I lay my head on his door as I let out all my tears. I let it flow as I place my hand on my heart.

Bright I love you. I really do.

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A/N: I cried while I wrote this. 😭

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