Chapter 18
TW: Mild sexual content, otherwise carry on :)
(y/n) POV:
Today is the day of the party. Yesterday, I spent most of my time lounging and trying to accept the fact that I was 'the darkness' as well as a Chosen One. To me it seems pretty unfair that my life has basically been decided for me, even if it's for something good. And on top of that, I now have to make sure that I don't let negative emotions affect me too much so there won't be a repeat of what happened last time. I wondered how the people back on Corellia reacted when they found out their leader was dead.
Some leader he was, I thought bitterly.
If no one has done it yet then we'll definitely have to check in on them, because I feel bad for how we just left without even helping to clean everything up. But maybe that would hopefully be the only time the darkness got the best of me. I'm confident that I'll be able to control it better from now on.
I walked out of my room and into the living room where Padmé was currently at her kitchen table drinking coffee.
"Hey!" I greeted cheerfully and waved.
She looked up at me while taking a sip of her coffee and her eyes brightened. She quickly swallowed her sip and stood up, "I have something for you, come with me."
She walked passed me and I followed behind, now intrigued. We walked into what I assumed was her room and she started to pull something out from her closet.
"I know you don't have any dresses or formal clothing, so," She rummaged through the closet and pulled out an outfit, "I thought I could help you with that."
My eyes widened and I laughed in disbelief, "No way. I can't believe you even have this." I reached both of my hands out to grab it.
(This is your dress hehe😏)
She giggled, "Hey, just because I'm a Senator doesn't mean I don't like to live a little. And trust me, Anakin will be all over you in this dress."
I smiled and felt a blush forming on my cheeks, thinking about all the possibilities of what could happen later tonight. That is, if he still wants me. He never told me what would happen when his break was over but I guess I was gonna find out tonight.
"I've never worn anything like this before, but I think it's time I stepped out of my comfort zone." I smirked and eyed the dress up and down.
Padmé nodded in agreement and beckoned for me to follow her out of her room, "Now something else we need to do is get your hair ready for tonight." She said enthusiastically.
I rose an eyebrow and walked behind her, "What did you have in mind?"
My hair was down right now since I didn't need to put it up for anything. I rarely wear it down and it feels nice and light compared to when it's in a braid or ponytail.
She went into my temporary bathroom and pulled out a curling iron from one of the drawers, "I was thinking we could curl it! You've probably never had this done before so I think you should try it."
My eyes widened because she was right, I'd never curled my hair before.
"Does it hurt?" I asked warily.
She laughed and shook her head, "Not at all. As long as it doesn't touch your skin then it should be just fine. I wanna start doing your hair early though since it's lot longer and might a while to curl."
I nodded and slowly grabbed it from her, still skeptical of the curling iron. It looked a little bit like the base of a lightsaber, but that was probably just the Jedi in me thinking that.
I smiled and playfully swung it around, "Could this be used as a weapon?"
Padmé laughed again and amusedly watched me fight the air, "I mean, I guess it could if you wanted to burn someone."
I nodded in approval and set it back on the counter. I was already filled with anticipation to see how I would look later, and what Anakin would think when he sees me here. I've only ever looked and dressed like a Jedi, so looking normal for a change is going to be fun. Tonight is definitely going to be interesting.
Anakin POV:
I groaned as I put on my black robe and placed my lightsaber in my belt, "I don't understand why I have to go to this." I grumbled.
Obi-Wan gave me an amused smile from the chair he was sitting in beside my desk, and stood up, "I find it strange that too that the Senate specifically asked for you, but this is a good opportunity for you to use your skills and knowledge outside of regular missions."
I rolled my eyes, "But there likely won't be any suspicious activity since this is probably going to be the most boring party in the galaxy. Senator Amidala has told me in the past about how dull it usually is."
Obi-Wan chuckled and patted me on the back, "Don't be so sure, my friend. Anything could happen."
He walked past me and left me alone in my quarters. I sighed and sat at the edge of my bed, running my fingers through my hair. I doubted that anything exciting would happen tonight but I guess Obi-Wan is right, I can't be too sure. It also seems a bit weird that they asked for me since the Senate has never requested a Jedi for this particular party that they host every year. But maybe there's a Senator that they suspect is a traitor, because I don't know why else I would have to attend this.
It would also be a good distraction to get (y/n) off of my mind. I've been trying not to think about her too much but I can't help but worry if she's okay or how she's handling the new information. I guess it all explains why we've always had a strong connection, and now we've seen what happens when the connection is damaged or when we're separated for too long. I want to tell her about my fears that our bond was forced from the beginning and not even created by our own feelings, but I wouldn't be able to admit that I'm afraid so easily. I'm hardly ever afraid of anything, and I plan to keep it that way so people will still assume I'm always fearless.
I also don't think I'm still upset with her about everything she did, because I've actually had more time to think about it all. She broke so many rules and risked her own safety and reputation just to ensure that I didn't get expelled.
Not a lot of people would go to such great lengths for another person unless they really cared about them. Apologizing also isn't easy for me at all, but I'm gonna have to do it eventually.
(y/n) POV:
"Oh. My. Goodness." I gazed at myself in Padmé's bathroom mirror, completely stunned with the sight I was looking at. My hair was loosely curled and fell past my shoulders all the way down to my belly. The blue dress was a bit tight but it framed my body shape perfectly. The only makeup I had on was mascara but it still looked really nice. I barely even recognized myself, it was like looking at a whole other person.
Padmé nodded and smiled happily, "You look gorgeous, (y/n). I have no doubt that you'll turn the heads of everyone that comes tonight."
I giggled and shook my head, "If you keep giving me compliments then my ego will be just as big as Anakin's." I joked.
She laughed and began to put away all the makeup she had taken out for herself. I put on my regular Jedi boots since I didn't like the heels that Padmé had me try. She said that the heels would've gone better with the dress but I told her I would rather be comfortable than stylish. Besides, I didn't care what anyone thought about my outfit. There was only one person's attention that I wanted to get.
I waited by the front door while Padmé was finishing getting ready, and she came out in her purple dress that she usually wears, and her hair was in two buns. Her makeup was black eyeliner and what I assumed was foundation on her face. The only makeup I use is mascara so I don't know the names of most of the others yet.
"You look amazing!" I said.
She playfully rolled her eyes, "Oh please, this is what I throw on practically every day."
She then noticed my nervousness, and came up to me and grabbed both of my hands in hers, "I can tell you're a bit anxious, (y/n). Take a deep breath."
I chuckled and did as she said, feeling a bit calmer after releasing some nervous energy. She nodded and looked at me earnestly, "I trust that everything will go well for you tonight. You'll definitely knock Anakin off of his feet."
I smiled widely and felt like a giddy schoolgirl with the way we were talking and interacting. I still couldn't believe that this side of Padmé existed but I was all for it.
"I think I'm ready." I said confidently.
She nodded and guided me out of the room, "Let's get going, then. The ballroom is on the first floor so we can take the elevator to get there."
After we got to the first floor and into the ballroom, I looked around in awe. The marble floor was shaded in rose gold along with the walls and ceiling. The walls were also patterned with gold leaves and vines, enhancing the light from the three chandeliers at the top of the ceiling. In the center of the room there was a large snow-white fountain that had three layers; the crystal-clear water was filled with bright red rose petals at each layer and at the very top there was a statue of a fish that was spouting water out of its mouth.
"This place is so cool!" I whisper-yelled to Padmé. She chuckled in amusement at how fascinated I was.
"I'm gonna go converse with the other Senators. Wish me luck." She sighed and put on her best friendly expression for the other people and left me alone. I looked around at all the people, now feeling awkward since I didn't know anybody. And my outfit was far more revealing than everyone else's which made me feel a little out of place.
Well duh, I'm not a Senator so of course I'm out of place.
I walked around the fountain to get a good look at the other side of the room, and that's when I saw him.
Anakin stood at the entrance to one of the hallways that probably led to another exit, and he looked bored out of his mind. His hands were behind his back and his expression was dull as he stared off into the crowds. But he still looked as handsome as ever in his black robes and messy blonde hair, and from here I could see the scar next to his eye. He had his arms crossed, and was tapping his fingers on one of his arms as he scanned the room; his relaxed features making it almost tangible that he'd rather be anywhere else. My heart started to pound against my sternum, I needed a way to get his attention without directly going up to him.
I looked around and spotted another man walking around the fountain and admiring it just as I did. He looked maybe a little older than me; he had black hair, dark almond skin, brown eyes, and was significantly taller than everyone else.
Perfect.
I smirked and waited for him to get close enough to me.
"It's magnificent, isn't it?" I asked in my best formal voice.
His head turned towards me and he looked around, "Is it me that you're talking to?" He asked.
I rose my voice more this time, "Of course I am! Why, I'd never miss a chance to talk to the most attractive man in the room."
I side glanced over to where Anakin stood and noticed that he was looking over at us confusedly, probably wondering why someone was talking so loud in such an elegant setting. I could see him squinting his eyes as he locked them on me, probably recognizing my voice and how I looked now that I've made eye contact with him.
But before he could get a longer look, I quickly turned my gaze back to the man in front of me and noticed that the volume at how I spoke slightly startled him.
"O-oh! Why thank you." He stuttered and smiled sheepishly, seeming embarrassed and slightly uncomfortable.
I stepped closer to him and gently squeezed his bicep, "Forgive me if this is uncouth, but do you work out? I can't practically see your muscles ripping through this suit!"
He chuckled and scratched the back of his head with his other arm, "Uh sometimes I do, but lately I've been so busy with work that I've had to put off exercise." He explained.
I playfully hit his arm and cackled at an embarrassingly loud volume, definitely earning weird looks from other people, "You're so funny, you know that?"
He once again was startled by how loud I was being and laughed awkwardly, "Did I say something funny?"
I glanced over at Anakin again and saw that he was looking right at me with stunned, wide eyes. He was no longer carrying a bored expression, but looked the most attentive Ive ever seen him as. I didn't know if it was because of my outfit, or because I was here, or both. But it didn't matter because I got his attention, and now that I know he's watching, I'm gonna take this a step further.
I looked back to the man in front of me, ignoring his previous question, "Hey, do you wanna get some water with me?" I flirtatiously batted my lashes at him and smiled sweetly.
He hesitated at first and then nodded, letting me lead the way. I linked my arm with his and walked over to the drink table which was even closer to where Anakin was, and at this distance I didn't have to raise my voice for him to hear me.
"Sorry, what's your name?" I asked while getting a cup of water.
The man looked down at me and cleared his throat, "Uh, it's Elijah."
I exaggeratedly widened my eyes and put down my cup, "Elijah! What a lovely name." I purposely drew out every syllable of his name.
Before he could respond to my compliment, I continued, "Have you ever heard of the Jedi Anakin Skywalker?" I asked.
I looked behind Elijah for a moment to see Anakin's eyebrows burrowed in confusion, but his expression had a hint of warning to it, as if silently telling me to not do what I was about to do.
Elijah nodded slowly and sipped his own cup of water, "I've heard of him but don't know much about him. Why?"
I tried my best not to smirk and kept a serious expression, "Well," I started, dragging out the 'L' sound and crossing my arms, "he is quite possibly the most fake, impertinent, and pretentious person I have ever met. Trust me, his bravado is just for show and you don't want anything to do with him. And you should probably tell your other acquaintances too so they can spread the word about what an aggravating recreant he is."
I wanted to smile so badly but I still kept it together. Elijah's eyes widened and he laughed awkwardly, "Wow I uh, I had no idea. I guess it's a good thing you told me."
I looked behind him again and this time a smile tugged at my lips, forming into a tiny smirk. Anakin was giving me the most venomous death glare I had ever seen from him, and I knew it made him angrier that I was enjoying myself way too much. If there's any way to get under Anakin's skin, it's to damage his reputation and hurt his pride. I never really thought about it until recently, but I realized that I loved getting under his skin. I loved riling him up like this because I knew he would never actually hurt me but instead his anger was almost arousing, in a strange way.
I nodded to Elijah and suddenly threw my cup in the trash, "I'm gonna use the washroom, but remember to think about what I said."
I quickly left before he could say anything else and deliberately strutted past Anakin, flipping my hair over my shoulder and showing off my figure with each step. I didn't actually look at him but I could feel his gaze burning holes through the back of my head as I continued past him. The way I was acting was unlike anything I've ever done before, it was just something about Anakin that drove me crazy but I wouldn't admit that to him straightaway. I wondered if this new confidence also had to do with the darkness in me that's naturally being drawn towards the light in Anakin.
My heart was beating faster and faster by each second and I fast-walked into the nearest washroom. I panted in exhilaration and leaned against the side of one of the stalls, reliving everything I just did in my head.
"I can't believe I did that." I said out loud and chuckled to myself, starting to catch my breath. I looked under the stall doors and noticed that thankfully no one else was in here to listen to me. I laughed again and thought about the look on Anakin's face. He knew exactly what I was trying to do, and the fact that I have this kind of power over him filled me with so much adrenaline that I feel slightly dazed. I closed my eyes and leaned my head back, relishing in my dark desire for power.
The next few seconds were a blur. I heard the door open and closer swiftly, as well as the sound of a lock clicking. The second that I turned my head and began to walk in the direction of the door, I was pushed back against the side of the stall and both of my wrists were slammed above my head; all in one fluid motion.
I inhaled sharply as some of the wind was knocked out of me because of how hard my back hit the stall, and my body went numb for a second before I regained my senses. My mind went blank as the dizziness settled into my brain, making me not even realize who had just grabbed me. I started panting again and forced myself to look up and slightly tilt my head back, meeting Anakin's furious, yet passionate eyes. He looked just as pissed as he did earlier, if not more. The power-hungry adrenaline that was previously coursing through brain has now dropped to my stomach, dissolving into so many butterflies.
"Did you really think you could get away with that so easily?" He growled.
My heart started to beat faster against my rib cage and I instinctively tried moving my wrists out of his mechanical hand, but he only tightened his already harsh grip, leaving me out of options.
"What are you gonna do about it?" I asked breathlessly.
He chuckled at my boldness, "That's a good question." His left hand moved from the stall and his index finger traced over my right breast, trailing around it in a circular motion. I whimpered at the effect his contact had on me and how it made me ache for more; he knew what I liked and exactly how I liked it.
"I can do whatever I want with you, can't I?" He asked in an almost mocking tone, as he eyed my dress up and down hungrily.
I tried to not make it obvious that his charisma greatly affected me, I couldn't let him have that just yet. He knew he was in control now and was taking advantage of it, especially after I degraded him to a stranger. He's trying to make me feel powerless right now in this position, but the fact that I got under his skin so easily and practically lured him in here made me feel even more powerful than before.
I smirked and nodded, wanting him to touch me more than he already was. He licked his lips and brought his left hand back to the stall next to my head, zeroing in on my neck and diving straight for it unexpectedly. I gasped and tried moving my hands to touch him but he slammed them back roughly, so all I could do was stand there as he violated my sweet spots in the most pleasurable way possible. I moaned softly as he bit my neck in as many untouched spots as he could find, undoubtedly leaving purple bruises. The feeling of his teeth on my sensitive flesh was so intoxicating, and I desperately wanted to be able to touch him.
"I don't know how or why you're here, but I should punish you for that little stunt you pulled out there." He mumbled against my neck, breathing as heavily as I was.
"Yeah." I breathed out, just wanting more of him touching me. I felt him chuckle against my neck which tickled the hairs on it, but he suddenly pulled away and let go of me, a devious smile plastered on his face.
"Enjoy your meditation week, baby."
He turned around and left the washroom nonchalantly, as if nothing happened. My breaths were heavy and I slid down to sit on the tile floor, trying to comprehend what just happened. I realized though that this was the 'punishment'. He was purposely not giving me what I wanted, even though I know he wants it too. He wouldn't have done everything he just did if he didn't want me, but now I also know that he practically just asked for a challenge which I will gladly give him. It's on.
(a/n): Y'all I had wayyyy too much fun writing this😂❤️
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