I'm Katie, Katie Green an I'm going to be telling you about how I reached my BREAKING POINT.
It mainly started with people commenting on my hair style I cut my hair into a pixie cut which was weird to most girls in my school. They would say things like "Why would you do that your long hair was so pretty"
" You look so much like a boy now "
"You look so WEIRD" When kids in school started calling me weird that's when I became self conscious of how I looked. On a normal basis I would dress in all black clothes because my school had no uniform. Then I started to notice the whispers. The girls in my school often whispered about me saying stuff like. " She looks emo "
" Why does she try so hard you stand out guys will never notice someone like her". The whispers offten happened but I ignored it until one day I showed up to school and there was writting on my desk weirdo, loser, freak, worthless, trash, leave, DIE. I stayed home and pretend to be sick my mom drove me to throw pharmacy for some medicine. When we were on are way home there was a driver on his phone. We wasn't paying attention to the traffic lights he crashed into my mom's car and all I remember is a blank noise. Then I'm in a hospital, I call over the nurse to talk to her
"Where is my mom? "
" Well umm young lady I'm sorry to inform you but your mother...wellshe didn't survive the crash."
Instantly tears flowed off my face like Niagara Falls
"I'm sorry for your loss"  The nurse said as she left the room.
I sat in that room for about an hour in disbelief. A week later I was released from the hospital and my dad he - he was different. He became more absent minded distant and angry.
A month passed an I found out my dad was drinking to cope without my mother around any more.
I had to go back to school so that D.H.S wouldn't come and find out my dad's been drinking.
When I went back to school the girls in my class kept saying I should have died instead of my mother.
" It should have been you "
*Deep breath*
"Ok ok listen up B*TCH and everyone else listen up as well!! " Kids gathered around to listen to what I was about to say, they were all silent.
" You all honestly don't think that I already KNOW that I should be the one dead trust me I wish it was me and not my OWN GOD DAMN MOTHER I miss her everyday so shut the fuck up about how you all think I should be dead and think about how the F*CK I feel right now. Now if anyone has anything to say you better fucking say it now cuz I promise if you deside to save it for later I will beat the shit out of you. Now are we ALL F*CKING CLEAR "
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    That's the end of this first chapter I know it was short but this was just to get you up to date to what was going on and just to be clear this all happened while she was in 5th grade
Well I hope you all enjoyed and I hope you like the next part and what is to come love y'all have a good day/night
BYEEEEEEEEE~~

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