When I opened my eyes again, the sun was starting to peek up over the horizon.  Cam was snoring softly behind me.  We were still alone in the room together. I could feel him behind me pressing into me in his sleep. He was rock hard.  I shifted up a little bit to try to get in a more comfortable spot since it was digging into my back.  Cam wrapped his arm around me tighter and pulled my body possessively against his.

"Mmm... Jessa." He moaned my name in his sleep. I froze and he started lightly snoring again.

I pushed back a little harder into him and rubbed against him. He moaned my name again.  His hand shifted down between my legs to the edge of my panties.  I stopped moving and he was snoring again.   His hand was moving on its own and it slipped just inside my waistband.  He began moving his fingers lower until he had the tip of his index finger pressed firmly against my clit.  He moved it back and forth over me as he pushed harder into me from behind.  I could feel myself spinning under his fingertips.

I liked sleep Cam. He was much nicer than awake Cam.

"Jessa. I need to touch you." He moaned, rubbing against me hard from behind. I was losing it. Dream Cam was clearly going to town on Dream Jessa.  I knew he wanted to sleep with me. 

He was such a naughty boy.

I grabbed his hand and pushed two of his fingers inside of me and helped him move his thumb to circle my clit.  I leaned my head down and bit the pillow to keep from screaming.  Cam's large fingers felt heavenly inside me.

His fingers started moving faster and faster without my help.  I was able to pull my hand away as he continued to pump them in and out of me.  When I couldn't take it any longer, I reached back behind me to pull the front of his shorts down. 

I wrapped my fingers around him and began stroking him. I shifted higher in the bed so I could position his wet tip right against my ass. I pulled his fingers out of me and moved my panties to the side. I moved his thick hard cock between my legs to start to push it inside of me.  My eyes were rolling back in my head and I had barely put more than the tip in.

He moaned as I took him in deeper. My body was on fire as he filled every inch of me. He grabbed my hips and began to take control. 

"Jessa?" He said in a confused moan. His voice was thick and sleep heavy. Cameron had started to wake up finally. 

"Keep fucking me, Cami." I placed my hands over his and worked my hips against him. 

His body tensed and he froze. 

"Don't stop." I whined greedily.

"What the hell is going on?" He was in shock.

Sleep Cam was gone. It was just regular grumpy awake Cam now. Even though he was awake now, he was still pulsating inside me. He didn't move to pull out of me either.  I was bringing Cameron over to the dark side. 

"It's ok, Cami.  Just go with it."  I moved faster over him. 

"Jess..." He moaned. "We shouldn't be doing this."

He was fighting the urge to keep moving inside me.  He was throbbing as he grew larger and larger with every motion. I could feel his grip on me tightening.  His mind was losing control and his body was starting to take over.  He began involuntarily moving his hips behind me.  He couldn't stop now if he tried.

Good Morning to you too, Mr. Cameron Nash. 

He moved his hand down to my clit and began rubbing his fingers against it.  Every so often, he would pinch it between his thumb and forefinger and tug just a little.  A bolt of electricity would fly up and down my body.

Where the hell did he learn that trick?  It was so filthy.

He kissed my neck and ran his tongue over my collarbone.  I grabbed his hair and tugged at the roots pulling him in harder. I couldn't get him close enough.  I turned my mouth back to find his tongue.  He continued to move in and out of me and dance over me with his fingertips while his tongue traced circles around mine. 

Fuck, he was magic.

He pulled out of me suddenly and flipped me onto my back. He pulled my panties completely off and began to remove his shirt.  He followed it up by completely removing his shorts.  He was back on his knees, licking his lips as he stared down between my legs. He was so unbelievably sexy. I had never seen a more perfect body.  The little lines at his hip bones drove me wild. 

I lifted my shirt over my head and tossed it to the floor.   If he was allowed to be naked, then so was I.

"This is so wrong, Jess. I shouldn't be doing this to you right now, but I can't stop. I want you so much."

He leaned down over top of me and spread my legs open. I wrapped my legs around him as he took himself in his hand. He teased my opening before pushing back inside.

"I want this too."  I said, arching my back off the bed as he drove in deeper with each thrust.

Cameron was fucking tearing into me.

My head was spinning as he was about to take me over the edge. His ab muscles moving under his skin as he worked his hips inside me was enough to keep me screaming for him.

His gray eyes locked on mine as my body began to quiver.  A smile crept over his face when I couldn't catch my breath. I was trying to hold it back. It was so different this time.  There was something else happening here I had never felt before.  Could it be the drugs making me feel this way? 

I focused back on his perfect face and just knew.  That wasn't it. It was him. He was the reason it was different this time.

"I'm going to..." I looked up into his eyes with a concerned look on my face.  I was trying to hold myself back, but the feeling between us was too intense. He smiled and licked his lips and leaned down into my mouth.  He kept his eyes open, locked on mine.

"Don't fight me." He mouthed into me.

I nodded and moaned.  I pulled his hair to keep his eyes fixated on me as I tightened around him. My body ignited and there was no holding back.

"Cameron." I moaned.

"That's it, darling, keep going. Let me feel you."  His movements became more desperate and I had lost complete control of my own with my pleasure. 

His body tensed and he pressed hard against me as the aftershocks rattled me to the bone.

"Jessa, I'm about to come." He whispered, leaning down into my mouth. 

He rocked his hips a few more times and then pressed completely in me.

I moved over him as he pulsated while finishing inside me. 

He collapsed onto me and buried his head between my breasts.   He looked up at me with sweet, torn gray eyes as I wiped the sweat off his face.

"Jess, I... wow. You are amazing. You are so beautiful."  He praised me.

"You're pretty amazing yourself." I ran my fingers through his hair. I closed my eyes and laid my head back. My body was more relaxed than it had been in a long time.  We laid there panting and shivering together in perfect silence.

He reached up to place his hand on my face to gently nudge my head down to look at him.  His eyes were twinkling as he beamed up at me. I returned the smile and bit my lip.

"I love you, Jessa." His intensity had me speechless.  My hand stopped mid-stroke and my face fell.

"No.  No, you don't." I said, tensing.  "Don't ever say that to me."

"I do. I love you with everything inside of me. I have been in love with you my whole life." He said, lacing his fingers in mine. 

I was shaking.  Cam was trying to pull me back into my body.  I was hyperventilating as I was freefalling into an endless abyss. I was tumbling down without anything to hold onto, waiting for my bones to fracture once I landed.  I was going to die. He was smothering me.

"Please leave me alone." I cried, shaking violently. My head was throbbing like a jackhammer was eating away at me.  It was too noisy.  I needed to drown the voices screaming at me.

"Jessa," He pulled back from my skin when I began thrashing underneath him. I wanted to hit him and slice him open.  The voices were telling me to make him suffer.  They didn't want me to let him in. Cam was strong; he threatened their existence.

"Get out. Get out. Get out!"  I screamed at them as they all started talking at the same time.

Dark rings enveloped the edges of my vision.  I was crashing hard as they pulled me into the shadows. 

Cam grabbed his pants and threw them on as he tore out of the room.  My body was on fire and I was writhing in pain.  I could see dark crimson spots staining my sheets as the blood poured out of my shredded flesh.  The voices inside me were trying to let themselves out.  They wanted me gone.

I tried to bury myself in the blankets and pulled the sheet over my head. It would be my burial shroud.

I was bleeding out. 

This was my end.