"What's the plan?" I asked as we walked towards his truck.

"Well, you said dinner and a movie... so I reserved us a spot at the Dine and Drive-In."  He said nervously.  "Is that ok?" 

"Sounds really nice."  I was buzzing on the inside. My body had been fighting against my meds and the excitement was starting to make me feel spastic.  I had to keep fighting against myself to try to stay level.  I had to do this for Cam; he deserved a girl who wasn't such a disaster.

Cam reached out and opened the truck door for me. I kissed him quickly on his cheek before attempting to climb in.  He placed his hand on the small of my back to help me up.

Cam shut my door softly and then ran around to the driver's side.  He climbed in and the engine roared to life when he turned the key. We began driving down the dark road.  Cam was too quiet and I couldn't find any words to help break the silence.  It was a little uncomfortable for absolutely no reason at all.

Ten minutes in and this was already more awkward than I planned.  I wondered if he was feeling the strangeness too.

Cam drove through the gate of the drive-in and found us a perfect spot near the back. The attendant came to the window and passed us a menu.  I looked over it, trying to be a budget-conscious date.  I didn't have a ton of money on me and we never really discussed the whole paying for things part. If he did pay for it, I didn't want to break the bank.

"Jess, order anything you want. Tonight's on me, darling."  He must have sensed my frustration at making a decision. 

"You know you're going to regret saying that, right?" I said with a greedy smile on my face.

"If it makes you smile like that, then it's worth it." Cam said smoothly.

He was too good. My insides were already tingling just from the compliment alone.

I ended up ordering enough food to feed a small army and then added a chocolate milkshake at the last second. I couldn't wait to see the look on his face when he got the bill.

Cam laughed at me when the lady had to come back twice with our food because what I ordered wouldn't fit on one tray.  We sat there gobbling down the delicious overpriced fried foods while laughing about what did or did not taste good with mustard. The previews popped up on the screen and I started bagging up the empty trash and napkins from our meal.  He took the bag from my hands and threw it behind the seat on the floor to get rid of the distraction.

I sat next to him with my hands on my lap, tapping my fingers nervously when the movie started.  I laughed when I saw he brought me to watch a movie about Superheroes saving the world.  I was in for a triple feature that included guys in spandex suits running from mutated robots.  

"Sorry, this was the only thing I could get tickets for."  He said, blushing as the robots ran across the screen.

"It's fine, Cameron.  I like a little action." I said and covered my mouth in horror. I began blushing when I immediately started thinking dirty thoughts about him.  Why did my mind always have to go to the wrong places?

Cam constantly shifted for two and a half hours.  The leather truck seats gave his movements away every time.  The poor guy looked like he wasn't sure how to watch a movie with a girl next to him.  I kept hoping he would make the first move and at least wrap his arm around me. He never did. We sat on the couch at his place watching reruns of sitcoms together and he would touch me more than this.  Were we going to really watch three whole movies without even holding hands?

Ten minutes into the second movie, I decided I was over the strangeness and I was going to help him out a little bit. I shifted across the seat closer to him.  I was glad we weren't in my car; his truck had a lot more room to stretch out.  Not to mention the bench seat made it easier to sit next to him. 

I took off my leather jacket; it was getting a little warm in the car with the heater running full blast. I leaned into Cam and pulled his arm around me.  We sat in silence for the first forty-five minutes of the second movie as he slowly ran his hand up and down my arm.  I was shivering every time he changed direction on my skin. I was so distracted I could barely pay attention to what was happening on the screen.  Something about the robot overlords ending the world or something like that. I didn't know and I really didn't care either.  The only thing I cared about were those fingertips driving me to the brink of insanity.

Cam began shifting, feeling the change in the air.  He lowered his mouth to my neck and I closed my eyes, waiting for him to kiss me.  We had kissed one other time before when we were fourteen. Cameron Nash was my first kiss, we were playing on a playground and it just happened.  I kept dropping hints and waiting excitedly for him to ask me to be his girlfriend after it happened, but he never did. We never even talked about it afterward. I could only assume he didn't have feelings for me and I had to tuck mine away into the deep recesses of my brain.

It was easier to repress the memory than it should have been because within a month or two of the kiss, I started exhibiting my first bipolar symptoms.  By my next Birthday, I was fully diagnosed and wrapped up in Nathan Webster's chaos. Cam and I had never had our chance. There was always something or someone standing in our way; most of the time, we were our own worst enemies.

Cameron moved my hair to the side and was breathing hard against me. He nuzzled his nose just behind my ear and into my hair.  I moved my neck back into him further, trying to let him know I was ready. His hand stopped moving on my arm and he paused.

For crying out loud, just do it Cam. 

I was screaming at him inside my head.  He needed to put that perfect mouth on me and give me what I wanted. No one could see us in the car. The movie was too loud and would cover me screaming his name.  We wouldn't get caught and so what if we did?  He was a police officer; he could get one of his buddies to look the other way.

He hesitantly placed his lips on my neck and I sucked in a sharp breath. I wrapped my fingers in his hair, immediately pulling him in harder.  He nipped and sucked softly at the spot just below my ear. My eyes were rolling back in my head every time his tongue would caress my skin.

"Is this ok?" He asked between kisses. 

"Yes." I said, panting. 

Cam put just the perfect amount of pressure on my neck with his tongue.  I had no idea how good he was with his mouth.  This boy was talented.  I had never even seen him with a girl before; I figured he had been, but I didn't think he had much experience with this stuff.  Cameron Nash had been keeping secrets from me.  He never told me he was a god.

I turned my head towards him and found his mouth. I pushed my tongue between his lips.  He massaged my tongue with his as I traced every curve and edge. He pulled back just long enough to take my bottom lip between his teeth.  He tasted like heaven and I couldn't get enough.  I was breathless and utterly consumed by him.  There was nowhere else in the world I wanted to be than right here with him doing this. 

"Can I..." He began to whisper into my mouth.  

"Yes, please." I said, not caring what he wanted to do.  I wanted him; I wanted to have it all.

Cam's hand found my breast and he traced over the fabric lightly.  I could feel my nipple hardening each time he passed over it.  I pulled away from his mouth so I could look down to watch his fingers rubbing and pulling at me. He took my nipple between his fingers and a bolt of electricity went straight down my body.

He wrapped the other arm around me and mimicked the movement on the other side.  He was pinching and twisting them wickedly as he watched them poke out from under my shirt.  I was soaking for him and he was moving way too slow for me.  I needed more. Cameron was heading for second base and I was already trotting to home plate after hitting a walk-off Grand Slam. 

I leaned my head back into him and licked my lips as I stared into his hungry eyes.  I looked down and his eyes moved to follow mine.  I brushed my hand up his thigh towards the bulge that was already pulsating for me. My eyes flickered back up and I saw his eyes widen with anticipation. 

"Jess." He moaned as I palmed him over his jeans.  I moved my hand up and down, slowly applying more pressure with each pass. He had the biggest cock I had ever felt. I was anxious to see if I could even get it inside of me.   I'm sure we could figure out a way.

I leaned into his neck, running my tongue under his jawline.  His body trembled with each movement my mouth made against him. I was more than ready to make Cameron feel good tonight.

"Where do you want me to put it, Cami?" I whispered into his ear, biting his earlobe. "I'll put it anywhere you tell me to."

Cam's body tensed.  I pulled back to study his face.  What happened?

Why did he stop?