"Jess, wake up, Darling." Cam whispered in my ear.

           I sleepily looked up to stare directly into Cam's intense gray eyes. There was not another set of eyes in the world that held the same color. It took me a few seconds to catch my breath and realize where I was. I was still in the bathtub, it was a little cooler and most of the bubbles had disappeared around me.

          "You fell asleep. I didn't want you to drown in my bathtub accidentally. Too much paperwork." He joked. He was on his knees next to the tub. I saw his eyes follow the line of my body under the water.

           "My bubbles are almost gone." I pouted. I had always liked bubble baths.

           "Yeah, I kind of noticed." Cam said, clearing his throat. "You should probably get out. The bed is ready for you."

           "No, I want to stay here forever." I whined.

           Cam shook his head and reached in the water between my legs. He was leaning over me with his mouth close to mine. My heart began pounding out of my chest as he inched towards me. I froze until I heard him pop the drain and the water slowly started to lower.

            "Out, Jessa, before you look like one of the California Raisins." He smiled as he whispered into me.

             He pulled his hand out of the water and stood back up to grab a towel. He held it up for me and closed his eyes. I laughed at how gentlemanly he was trying to be. I didn't care if he looked at me again. I had given people who didn't deserve it a lot more than just a little peek.

            I stepped out of the tub and into the towel and he wrapped it around my body. Goosebumps spread across my body when his fingertips brushed the bare skin on my back.

            I grabbed the towel and tucked it in to hold it over my body.  Cameron opened his eyes to look back down at me. He grabbed my free hand and held it in his, running his fingers over my scorched skin.

            I pulled my hand away and left the close confines of the bathroom. An anxious feeling began to take control of me. I was nervous being that close to Cam right now for some reason. It was the first time I had ever been shy about being that close to anyone before. It was strange. Cam made me feel so safe usually. What was going on inside my head to make this feel so different this time?

           "Where are you going?" Cam asked, walking into the bedroom behind me. "You aren't trying to leave me again, are you?"

            "No, I was just going to the guest room to lay down. I'm tired." I said, faking a yawn.

             "Oh, I...umm... thought you could just stay in here with me tonight." His cheeks were flaming as he stared down at his feet. "You know, so I can just keep an eye on you."

             The familiar stirrings hit the bottom of my stomach and I almost dropped my towel right there. Being with Nathan earlier hadn't satisfied my inner she-wolf. It wasn't until I was standing here in a towel in front of Cameron that I realized how bad she needed this. I wanted Cameron to be the one to tame me tonight.

             "I just...um..." I whispered. I was running through all the positions I wanted to try with him tonight in my head. I wondered how flexible he was.

             "Jess, just get in my bed."

              "Yes, sir." I said, grinning at him. He didn't have to tell me twice.

               I climbed in, giving him exactly what he wanted. I pulled the blanket over me and removed the towel. I dangled it over the side of the bed and let it drop to the floor. I was naked in my best friend's bed. I couldn't breathe in a very good way.

               "I meant get dressed first." He said, shaking his head at me.

              "I am dressed. I am wearing a blanket." I teased him.

              "You really like living dangerously, don't you, Miss Miller?" He said, removing his boots.

               "The only danger I am in is from your earsplitting snoring."

               "I wouldn't be so sure about that if I were you." He smiled deviously.

                Cam took off his shirt and his perfect, flawless tan skin begged to be touched. He unbuttoned his pants and slid them down.

                "Red looks good on you, Cami." I chuckled at his bright red boxer briefs. They were so perfect. He looked like a devil in them as he looked down at me.

                 He walked around to the other side of the bed to lay down. He pulled the covers back and climbed in next to me. He turned his back to me, which was the last thing I wanted. I needed to be touched tonight. I had to get my fix. The Benzos weren't going to be enough anymore.

                I scooted a little closer to him to get his attention.

              "Jess, what are you doing?"

              "I'm cold." I lied as I got close enough for my arm and legs to touch his. He flinched when he felt my cool skin pressed against him.

              "You could solve that problem by putting on your clothes." He grunted back.

             "Too tired to get up." Another lie. I was wide awake.

             After he relaxed again, I turned so my stomach was facing his back. I leaned into him and placed my bare chest against his warm skin. I ran my tongue along the muscles on his back, up to his neck, and was rewarded with a soft moan from his lips. His body tensed when I slid my hand down his hard stomach. I started to pull at his boxers.

            "Jess, I am not going to sleep with you." He pulled my hand back up to his chest and patted it.

             "Wasn't trying to sleep." I took his earlobe between my teeth.

              "You know what I mean. We are not having sex." He moaned as I moved my tongue over him.

              "Cami, I just need to feel something. Please." I begged.

             "Jess, you are not well. I am not going to take advantage of you like this."

              "It's the other way around. I'm taking advantage of you." I began to move my body behind him, wanting to rub myself over every inch of him.

              "Jess. Enough." He barked, pulling away from me.

               I threw the blankets back in a huff and started to climb out of the bed. I was at the door when Cameron's hand wrapped around my arm and pulled me back to the bed. He pulled the blankets back again and pushed me back in. He covered me with the blanket to hide my bare skin.

               He climbed on top of me, laying over the blanket. He was really starting to piss me off.

              "You are staying, Jess. You're not running from me this time." He cooed into me. He took his hand and wiped some loose strands of hair from my face as he gazed down into my wild blue eyes.

              "If you want me to stay with you, then pull it out and fuck me!" I cried. I needed it to stop hurting.

              "Jess, I'm not going to touch you." Cam said and leaned down to kiss my nose.

                I pushed him off and turned over to face the wall. He climbed back under the blankets and leaned up on his elbow next to me. He scooted in behind me but didn't press against me. If he wasn't going to help me, then I was going to help myself. Cam and his ridiculous virtues. I was begging for it and he had to sit over there with his perfect halo.

                I moved my hand down and began stroking my clit. My hips started moving involuntarily up to meet them. I bit my lip and closed my eyes, fighting back the moan, trying to escape.

              "Are you really doing what I think you're doing?" I could feel him swallow.

              "Yep. If you are not going to help me, then I will do it myself." I let out a big breath I didn't even know I was holding in.

              "Jessa...you...have...to... stop." Cameron panted into my ear.

              "I can't, Cam. Pretend I'm asleep or something." I whined as the feeling spread down to my toes.

              "Yeah, I can't do that either." He said, breathing heavily behind me. He wrapped his arm over me without touching me, trying to get me to stop. I halted my movements for a few seconds and felt like I was going to die. Nope, I wasn't going to stop. This had to happen whether he wanted me to do it or not.

             "I have to do this." I said, resuming my motion.

            "Maybe you should go into the other...or I could go there until..."

             I pulled back the blankets and his mouth snapped shut. His eyes were wide as he watched me push my fingers in to fill me. I grabbed my breast with the other hand and twisted my nipple as I moved my fingers in and out as fast as I could.

            "Are you watching me?" I panted.

           "It's hard not to." He whispered softly.

              I pressed my thumb harder into myself and started spinning it as fast as I could on my favorite spot. I removed my other hand from my breast to try to grab his hand to help me finish.

            "I'm not going to touch you, Jess. Not while you're using." He said.

          "Fuck." I screamed out in frustration.

           I flipped over to my stomach and reached my hand back down so I could bury my shame away in the pillow. Cameron climbed over me and held himself up with his hands. Long hours of working out had prepared him perfectly to keep torturing me.

           I leaned my head back up as he breathed into my ear.

           "Cameron, help me." I sobbed.

           "Shh, it will be ok." He breathed into my ear.

          "Please don't leave me. It hurts so much." I begged.

           "I'll never leave you, Darling. I'm right here."

           My nerves were exploding under my fingertips and I raised my head back to try to look at him. His mouth was against my ear and his warm breath was starting to take me over the edge.

           "You can let go, do it for me, Jess." He whispered.

            The world fell away as I cried out for him.