Breakable|SebastianStan

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@imsebastianstan: happy 4 year anniversary, babe. wishing you were here with me right now. i want your kiss, i want to hug you and i want you back. i cried again today, your side of the bed seems colder and lonelier. chris and cobie came over today, they brought over popcorn and a movie and we sat watching it. neither of them realised it was one of your favourite movies, so i broke down because i remembered you. i hope you're doing okay and you're feeling happy, please don't be sad like i am. everyone's doing okay, but we're all still missing you. i'll see you soon, not too soon tho.
ive still got your ring. people asked if i wanted to put it on your finger when they placed you in your coffin. i said no. i didn't want it to leave my sight. ive had it on me since you left, apart from when i filmed action scenes and things like that; i didn't want to risk losing it like i lost you. somedays i blame myself for it, but then i realise it wasn't my fault, that stupid driver ruined a thousand people's lives, but he didn't know that, did he?

i don't want to cry again,

but i guess i'm breakable