"Well, you should eat Elle. It's not good for you. You can't do this any longer." "I know, but I felt like throwing up, as I saw the food on the tables." I answered Teddy. We both stood up and left the great hall. "Well, I am tired, Elle. Maybe tomorrow we go to the astronomy tower?" "Yea sure." I said and hugged my best friend. 

He left downwards to his common room and I walked my way though to mine. Half way there, I heard someone shouting my name. "Black!" It was Flint. I didn't even turn around, instead I began to walk a bit faster, but him and his friends were quicker. 

They surrounded me and Flint looked at me. "Bloodtraitor. Don't you even dare to talk to Nott again, or touch him! You and your family don't even deserve to be in the wizarding world. I mean, look at you! You don't even fit in. Have you ever looked into a mirror? Fat little..." "Flint! Let her alone!" Mattheo shouted though the halls. 

"Why should I. And since when are you on her side? She is a bloodtraitor like her father." "Let her alone Flint! And you don't want me to say it again." "God Riddle, don't be so dramatic. She's just a dump, fat little..." Again he couldn't even finish his sentence, because now Mattheo hit his face. 

Flint looked at Mattheo and did the same. They began to fight. I started crying. "Stop, please!" I screamed. The other boys looked at each other and shouted Flints name. Flint hit Mattheo, who landed on the ground, Flint above him, punching him again and again. "Flint! Stop! Please!" Mattheo turned them around and punched Flints face. 

Professor McGonagall came and with a wink of her wand the boys stood next to each other, blood running down their faces. "What got into your minds! It's the first day of school and you both start fighting. 20 points will be taken from your house." The professor looked at me. "Ms. Black. What are you doing here?" 

"Nothing." I said, as I turned around and left the group. I couldn't belive what just happened.I'd never expected Riddle in protecting me or what ever he had done in the hall. I went into the Gryffindore common room and found Fred and George sitting on one of the sofas. I walked up to them. "What in merlins world happened to you sis?" Fred asked, as I sat down between them. 

I told them the whole hall thing and they looked at me in disbelive. "What the hell does Flint want to achive in hurting you? You didn't even do anything to him." "And why did Riddle help you out of this?" "I don't have any answeres to your questions guys. Well I think I might go to bed and you should do the same too. Tomorrow we have classes. Thanks for listening boys. Good night." 

I gave both of them a kiss on their cheeks and went up to my dormitory. Angelina, Alicia and Katie sat on one of their beds and had a girls talk or something, because as I got in, they went silent. "Good to see you too." I said sarcastic and went with some of my belongings into the bathroom. I took a long shower and thought. Why would Mattheo help out of this all with Flint? 

I got out of the shower and looked into the mirror. Well I wasn't even that fat, but something tells me, that I need to stop eating, to look more thiner. I knew it wasn't good for me, but what should I do? I couldn't help myself but feeling fat. 

Since day one at Hogwarts, Flint always loves to remind me, that I am a bloodtraitor, that I need to loose weight and everything. Well, at some point my brain started thinking that too. From then on I started to take everything serious, when somebody made a joke about me and my body. 

And it kills me. Theodore always tells me, that I look beautiful and everything, but something inside me tells me something else. "Hurry up! We also want to shower, Black." Angelina yells from the other side of the bathroom door. I put on some cloths that were a bit to big for me and got out of the bathroom. 

Angelina looked at me. "You look thiner." Katie said with a worried look on her face. "I've always looked like that." I answered her. Angelina went into the bathroom and closed the door. "You look paler. Is everything okay?" "Katie stop! Angelina would be pissed of, if she knew we talked with her." 

"Listen to Alicia, Katie. And don't worry about me. I am doing just great." With that I went to bed, hoping that I would fall asleep fast.