Third Person

-smut warning- hehe

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Poppy anxiously walks up and down the marbled hallway, so many thoughts racing in her mind. She was a nervous wreck. She had not seen Harry in a year, what was she even going to say? Should she throw something at him? Cry? Sleep with him?

The doorbell suddenly ringing makes Poppy completely stop in her tracks. She feels like she's going to throw up any second, but takes a deep breath before slowly walking down the stairs. 

As she approaches the door, she squeezes her eyes shut before taking a deep breath and opening the door.

Poppy's breath hitches in her throat as she is greeted with the green eyes she was still so in love with. Every single emotion hit her at once as she stared at him. He looked the same as she could remember, just more facial hair and tired eyes. His appearance alone made her weak to her knees.

"H-hey," she managed to choke out. He nervously smiled, "Hey." Harry couldn't keep his eyes off of her. She hadn't aged much, her hair was cut shorter, and she wore more makeup than she used to. He also noticed she was noticeably thinner.

"Sorry, come in," Poppy laughs, stepping out of the way so he could come inside. Harry felt every single emotion she did, all at once. He couldn't help but to smell the same perfume he once adored as he walked past her and into the home.

"We can go to my room."

Harry just nods and silently follows her up the stairs, and into her bedroom. The feeling was all too familiar. It was like nothing happened. 

They both take a seat on her bed, and Harry turns towards her, suddenly grabbing her hand. "Poppy, look," he breathes. She looks down at their hands as her eyes well up with tears. "I'm so sorry, for everything. Theres nothing that I can say that can make up for what I did, every single day I think about you." By now, Harry also feels the tears coming.

"I can't forgive myself for leaving you the way I did, and I don't expect you to forgive me either, but I can't live with myself another day without telling you in person how sorry I am and how much I miss you," he breathes out, his voice cracking.

Poppy lets tears roll down her cheeks. She is upset with herself for showing him so much emotion so soon, but she can't help but feel vulnerable. She harshly wipes a tear, "Harry, I don't know what to say.. For the past few months do you know how much I've been hurting?"

Harrys heart breaks with her words. He rubs a thumb across her small, soft hand. "I'm so sorry..I've been hurting too." 

This makes Poppy laugh and rip her hand away from his. "YOU? You left ME, you moved on to somebody el-" Harry interrupts her and lowers down to his knees.

"I didn't ever move on, I swear, I'm not going to lie to you I did try to distract myself but nobody can even come close to you. I'm so sorry," he pleads. She scoffs, "You left me, like everyone always leaves me."

Harry begins to cry. "I'm so sorry baby. I wish I could take everything back."

"But you can't," Poppy croaks out, "You can't take anything back."

Harry looks up at her with a heartbroken expression, tears flooding down his face. "I can't expect you to forgive me but I will do anything possible to have your heart again." Poppy lets out a small cry before turning away from him to hold her face in her hands.

"You left me..You fucking left me, when I needed you." 

As they let their emotions out, Harry just stares at her from behind, broken hearted. He had never regretted something so much in his life as he had when we left her. His pride got in the way, he was so stupid. 

"I will do everything I can to show you how sorry I am.." He pleads, "Everyday you were the only thought on my mind I'm so sorry Poppy I'm so sorry.." 

Poppy keeps her back towards him, continuing to cry, before slowly turning to him. Her beautiful, icy blue eyes were full of tears, mascara smeared across her face. She stared at him, noticing how dead inside he looked. "How could you? I don't understand," She cried out, "How could you let me go without ever turning back and forget about me?"

Harry began to shake his head, "I never forgot about you, every second of the day you were the only thing that was on my mind, every night I looked forward to going to sleep just so I could dream of you," He admitted, "I thought you'd be better off without me..But I swear I never once forgot about you or us."

Poppy was silent. She opened her mouth to speak, but she had so many thoughts running through her brain she couldn't get anything out. Instead, she grabbed his wrist to pull him up onto the bed as he looked at her, confused, before crashing her lips into his.

Harry was taken aback, but kissed her back, he kissed her with every ounce of emotion he had built up over the year, all the love that never went away.

They began to grab onto each other passionately, not keeping their hands off of each other once.  Their kisses were a mixture of love and tears. Harry took control as he began to undress her quickly, himself right after. Poppy then flipped him so his back was against the bed before sucking on his neck feverishly, reaching her hand down to his boxers to rub him through them. He let out a moan as she tore them off feverishly.

He let his hands wander her body, the body he missed so much. From her breasts to her hips to her soaking folds, her moans filling the room.

She grabbed his face, kissing him messily while leaning forward, her clit rubbing against his stomach as she did so, she wanted to feel all of him. 

This gave Harry full permission to slip his member inside of her, both of them throbbing in pleasure. They both moaned in sync as he felt the warmth and wetness wrap around him. Poppy groaned before throwing her head back and slowly moving up and down, feeling every single inch of him spreading her out. She had never felt so good.

"I love you," Poppy moaned out as she began to pick up the speed of her hips, pleasure overtaking her body. Harrys eyes were squeezed shut from the euphoria he was feeling, his hands reaching up to roam her body, squeezing her hips, "I love you too, so much," He moaned out before reaching his hands up to rub and massage her nipples as she rode him.

Poppy leaned down to kiss him wetly, but struggling to do so from all of the moans slipping from her mouth. She dug her nails into his sweaty, tattooed chest as she picked up her speed once more, feeling Harrys grip on her hips become tighter as they moaned in sync. 

"Only you," Harry breathes out from under her, staring at how beautiful she looked. She is so perfect, and he is so in love. He then began to attack her breasts with his mouth, sucking and biting on it, swirling her nipple with his tongue. Poppy begins to whimper in pleasure before feeling a knot in her stomach. "I'm g-gonna-" She yelps, as Harry begins to feel the same knot.

She rolls her hips even faster, before both reaching their highs and moaning and panting together, the pleasure exploding. At once, they're a sweaty, uncontrollable mess, both finishing within seconds of each other.

"Fuck," Poppy breathes out, rolling over to the side of Harry. They both lay there, naked, panting. They slowly turn to look at each other. Harry stares at her, her sweaty forehead, her big beautiful eyes, and the makeup that is now smeared everywhere on her angelic face. He feels his heart swell.

"I missed you so much," she breathes, rolling back over onto him so her leg is straddling his naked body. She hated him with all of her heart for leaving the way he did, but she couldn't help but to still love him so much.

"I missed you too, Poppy, I'm so sorry. I would spend the rest of my life making it up to you if you'd let me." He tries to read her face, to understand what's going through her head. He was so lost..

She looks up at him, kissing him on the lips gently. "We have a lot to catch up on.." She smiles weakly at him.

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OMFGGG what do y'all thinkkk?? I missed y'all sm. I am definitely finishing this book this week. Who's still reading? I swear y'all are some real ones fr. I never forgot about this book this book is MY BABY I don't want it to end ughhhhh!!!!!!! But stay tuned I have a lot in store for the ending :)))

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