✗ DEDICATION ✗

 to those, who loved this story way before. :)   

✗ EXTENDED SUMMARY ✗

Two haphazardly irrelevant fucked-up teenage boys in the middle of suburbia tries to make the best of their adolescent angst-ridden years and attempts to navigate through the monotomy of their boring lives with the once-in-a-lifetime shot at meaning something.

✗ WARNING ✗ 

This book contains underage drug-use, underage alcohol, violence, soft sexual themes between boyxboy, underage smoking, references to self-harm and some mentions of pyromaniac behaviour. This is NOT a lighthearted book.

✗ AUTHOR'S NOTE X 

THIS IS A CONCEPT NOVEL BASED ON TROYE SIVAN'S 'BLUE NEIGHBOURHOOD'. THIS IS A STORY THAT WAS PREVIOUSLY POSTED ON MY MAIN ACCOUNT savvyinpink BUT I MOVED IT SO I CAN GET MY SHIT [AESTHETICS] TOGETHER. 

✗ PLAYLIST ✗

1. wild

2. fools

3. ease

4. talk me down

5. cool

6. heaven

7. youth

8. lost boy

9. for him

10. SUBURBIA