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                 There would be self-harming scenes, so beware. If you're not comfortable with this then don't read it. Read at your own risk.

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Author's  P.O.V.

Jennie came out of her house, ready for school. When she strolled towards the car, the driver stopped her. She raised an eyebrow at him, questionably.

He sighed, "Miss, your father asked me that from today and onwards you have to walk to school, you can't use any car."

I didn't know father can go to this extend!

She was shocked then stomped her feet, "Oh, come on! Just this once. Please!" She whined. He shook his head, "As much as I want to, I'm sorry Miss but I can't, I don't want to lose my job."

She knew it's not his fault, so she nodded at him then stomped her feet and angrily made her way out of the house while the driver just shook his head and looked towards her direction, "This is for your good, kid," He mumbled.

It took a lot of time for her to reach school and when she arrived, she was panting. A lot of things changed after that incident. Jennie's reputation was drowning and now she was the center of attention, she always was but this time, in a bad way.

She strolled through the hallway and whispers could be heard like always but not in a good way. After that incident when Rosé didn't come to school the next day, Jennie was called a bad girl.

The girl who used to held her head high is now walking while hanging her head low.

She still blamed Rosé for everything that's happening to her, maybe because her pride was too high to accept her mistake.

She entered the class and everyone looked at her. She glared at them but this time, they didn't seem affected by it. She felt a bit scared for the first time but then shrugged it off and took her seat. And now everyone would glance at her from time to time while whispering to each other that how shameless she was.

She tried to block out all these voices but it was hard yet she kept a straight face as if nothing happened. The whispering finally stopped because of the teacher. She sighed in relief and soon the lecture started.

After a few lectures, the bell rang, meaning lunch break. She wasn't feeling like eating anything or doing anything in particular, so she decided to go to the rooftop to avoid those stares.

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This happened for a few days. She will just look at her friends from afar, laughing with their new friends. A feeling of loneliness will swell her heart and she will look away because it's too much for her.

Do I really deserve all of this?

She wants to ask this question but to whom? She didn't have anyone, she was again left alone which again led her to do things that she thought she'll never do.

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Looking at her reflection in the mirror, she couldn't recognize the person in front of her. Dark circles were visible under her eyes, cheeks sucked in, she was getting paler and thinner.

I look horrible.

She was the type of girl who looked after herself before anything else. She would always care about how she looked. She always wanted to look presentable in front of others. But now she doesn't, she doesn't even have anyone to look at her, to praise her, and to pass her a smile, saying everything is good.

Everything is definitely not good.

She looked at the thing in her hand, it looked tempting. It was shinning under the bright light, taunting her to use it. She slowly raised her hand and places the tip of the sharp object at her wrist then slowly dugs it in her skin and drags the metal object, creating a diagonal line.

She stares at the blood trickling down her wrist.

At least I still have some colors left in my life.

She didn't cry, what was there to cry for? That she was worthless, lonely.

No one cares anyway.

She felt numb to any emotion. She just kept gazing at the red color which made her felt a bit relieved that she still has this beautiful color in her life, other than that, her life is void of any color. Her life is colorless.

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She was roaming around in the backyard of the school. She didn't know that there was someone who was secretly looking at her.

He was confused because of her behavior, he thought that she wouldn't be affected by that incident.

But the thing is, he doesn't know about her completely, so he can only just sit and watch her from afar.

He wants to go to her, comfort her that everything is alright and he's there for her but she barely knows his existence.

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Rosé P.O.V.

I woke up and looked around then saw that I was in my room. I sighed and suddenly the events from last night flashed through my mind. I feel my cheeks burning up.

Why the hell did I hug him back?

I facepalmed myself then sat on my bed. Now he knows the real me, he will not bother me anymore. But still, it felt good to have someone beside you even if they usually annoy the hell out of you.

But now I just need to forget about everything and focus on my job because I'm definitely not going to that club, I have to work harder.

Just hang in there mom, you're going to be okay.

I just realized that it was Sunday so I didn't have to attend my morning job. I should visit Mom, it's been a while since I've visited her.

I miss her.

I walk towards the bathroom, took a shower, and wore my clothes which comprise; an oversized shirt with high waisted denim pants. I tucked my shirt in my pants.

Fixing my glasses, I took my purse and made my way outside the house.

I locked the door then turned around and to my surprise, there was a car in front of my house. I got a bit scared.

The window of the driving seat rolls down and I sigh in relief that it wasn't some creep.

There he was, wearing sunglasses with a black turtle neck sweater, paired with a denim jacket and pants.

I hate to admit it, but he looks really good.

[A/N: ignore the bag]

He lowered his glasses at the edge of his nose and whistled, "Looking hot there, babe." To top it all, he winked with a smirk gracing his face. I tried hard not to blush at his words and keep a straight face.

Have I mentioned before that he's a big flirt?

Ignoring his comment, I stood there, arms crossed with an eyebrow raised. "What are you doing here, Park Jimin?" I asked with a scowl on my face and he pouted in return.

He doesn't look cute, he doesn't look cute, he doesn't look cute—okay, fuck it he does!

"Awww, sweetheart, didn't you miss me?" He said while looking at me with puppy eyes and I instantly looked away. I sent a glare in his direction and he just innocently smiled at me.

He hopped out of his car and stood against it with arms folded against his chest and legs crossed, looking ten times hotter.

I sighed and tried to clear the misunderstanding,  "Look Jimin, don't think that we are close just because of yesterday. I appreciate your help but that doesn't make us any closer, so if you'll excuse me, I have to go somewhere important."

He stood straight, tucking his hands in his pocket, "Who said I was here because of yesterday, you aren't going to school and I have no one to annoy, so I thought from now on I'm going to annoy you—here." He said while smiling innocently.

I rolled my eyes, "Don't you have anyone else to play around with?" I asked in annoyance. "Nah, you're more fun to annoy." He replied, still not removing that innocent smile.

What can I expect from this jerk?

I walked past him but he grabbed my wrist. I looked at him in annoyance. "Where are you going?" He asked, suddenly acting all serious. "To the hospital, now let me go," I replied and tried to wriggle my wrist out of a firm grasp.

"What?! Why?" He asked in a panic, his eyes showing concern that surprised me.

He frowned his brows then places his hand on my forehead and bombarded me with questions, "You don't have a fever, are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere? Is it because of yesterday? I should have killed that bastard!" He looked so worried and worked up that it was hard to say that this was the Jimin I was talking to just a few seconds ago.

Nonetheless, I felt giddy.

I tried to calm him down, "I'm okay, I'm just going to visit my mom." He sighed in relief and I looked at him weirdly.

Why is he suddenly acting concerned?

He scratched the back of his neck, "I-I can give you a ride if you want." He said and gave me a hopeful gaze. I thought about it.

Maybe it's good, I can save some money from going on the bus.

And also, it's just Jimin. I can trust him, right?

"Okay." He looked at me, totally surprised. I guess he didn't expect me to agree that's why he was hesitating first.

His eyes lit up and he walked towards the passenger seat and opened the door for me. I bite my lips at his gesture, a smile wanting to break out on my lips.

At least he's a gentleman.

I thanked him and entered his car, he closed the door then ran towards the driver's side and hopped inside the car.

"Let's go!"

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