so close to chapter 50 and it's still not 30th May

I think this'll have 60 chapters? I'M THE AUTHOR BUT I DON'T HAVE FIXED PLANS I'M CRYING

but if I update for like, 3 times a day there might be 70. and if it's too long you guys might get bored :<

idkwhattodo

WARNING: THERE'S DRAMA

but chill bc it's not super drama I just think it is drama but agsjgdksbs I HATE DRAMA OK

-jiwoeoeoeo

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I stayed up all night (juuump arouuund until we seeee the ssssuuu-) ahah k.

Hoshi fell asleep, Jeonghan did too. I'm quite thankful that him and Jihoon stayed for the rest of the night. of course, Jeonghan woukd stay, for Joshua and him are very close chums

I'm also glad that he listened to Soonyoung's side of the story which is a bit rare for friends. I mean, most friends immediately fight whoever fight their buddies, without even letting them explain

and it's horrible.

I was actually trying my hardest not to fall asleep. I figured out that I gotta keep an eye on the demon.

surprisingly, Jihoon chose to stay awake with me. His was silent, but his sharp eyes were fixed at Daein, who was "taking care" of Jisoo

"Is she your friend because I want to kick her off the planet," Jihoon mumbled

"Do I really look like I want her here?"

"I'm just making sure because i'm a good guy," he smiled

"Aren't you gonna go sleep?"

"Nah, i'll make sure I get to see everything that happens. Especially at 3am. They say that's the devil hour. Gotta watch her evolve," he crossed his arms and sighed

I sure hope Daein isn't hearing this.

I mean, I pity her so much. What if she WAS a real fan? and then obsession took over and then bam that's what happened.

And if you find out that your idol is hating on you, woukdn't that hurt? like, a lot?

"I pity her," I muttered to Jihoon

"You don't have to. It's not your fault if she's acting this way," Jihoon began to clear his throat

"Daein ah!"

"What the hell are you doing?" I kept my voice low

The girl grinned when she heard Jihoon call her name. To her, it was beautiful asf.

I mean, yes, JIHOON'S VOICE IS LIFE but....eh?

"Yes oppa?"

ugh no not with that "oppa" thing again. I know that I should really use it to call the boys because it's a sign of "respect" but nowadays, "oppa" sounds like 50% being respectul.

The other 50 is for lowkey flirting

"What happened to my hyung?" Jihoon asked

Daein gulped and glared at me. I swear to Josh, if she lies, her pictures will go viral on online dating sites in one go.

"Well," she cleared her throat "Soonyoung oppa and him had a fight,"

"Don't answer me with stuff that I already now. Why did they fight? You can't tell me that you don't know because first of all, you were there. second, everything happens for a reason, hmm?" Jihoon smiled sweetly at the girl

How can he look so adorable when he's mad?

"You see, there's this umm...whole girl thing going on..." she started to explain "and you know Minseul unnie does joke a lot-"

"Get to straight to the point, i'm not a fan of chitchats," Jihoon cut her off

woah #NoChillJihoon

"Minseul unnie pointed a knife at me,"

WHAT THE FUNK?

"Oh," Jihoon sighed "I'm impressed. So Soonyoung is a liar huh?"

"What do you mean by that?"

Oh...OH

she wasn't here when Seungcheol barged in, attacking Hoshi. that time, Soonyoung explained what happened, and Jihoon was there, listening

he said that Daein pointed that sharp object at me, while Daein told him the opposite of Soonyoung's explanation

oooooooh you're caught now Daein

"Nothing, forget it," Jihoon shrugged "Go to sleep. We'll watch over hyung,"

"But i'm worrying so much about him!" Daein exclaimed

"Do you not trust me?"

The girl looked surprised by Jihoon's sudden interrogation

"Okay oppa i'm going to sleep,"

go to sleep and never wake up

A few hours later, Jihoon and I had to stay quiet because four of them are asleep

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RoastWizards

3 people are in this conversation

booyonce: yoohoo?

minseul: why are you still awake?

booyonce: because the sky is awake, so i'm awake

woozi:: idiot, the sky isn't awake

minseul: and you're not anna

booyonce: k

booyonce: I want to go to the hospital toooooo :<

minseul: ya wanna see daein?

booyonce: NO

woozi: you want to get beaten up too?

booyonce: I wanna check on hyung. i'm kinda worried

woozi: he's ok

woozi: he'll recover soon

booyonce: young

booyonce: GET IT GET IT GET IT?

woozi: do I look like i'm joking?

booyonce: you're just salty because hoshi hyung found a girl to replace you

minseul: shut up

minseul: why did you make this?

booyonce: to raise awareness about the #antislutsquad

woozi: "squad"

booyonce: shut up we'll add more members soon

minseul: you're really mean to daein.....?

booyonce: k

woozi: ......

booyonce: just kidding ily sseul

minseul: I love me too

woozi: HAHA

booyonce: no one loves you

woozi: you should go and love yourself

booyonce: JIHOON BIEBS AYO

woozi left the conversation

booyonce added woozi to the chat

booyonce: DON'T LEAVE. IT'S 2:48 AM

woozi: and?

booyonce: it's 3am SOON

minsoul: young?

booyonce: ihateu

woozi: you ain't gonna feel the fires of hell tho. there's like, two air conditioners in here but it's like 666 degrees

booyonce: maybe because jeonghan hyung is there and he's hot

woozi: i'm gonna go tell him

booyonce: that was a joke. so yeah, i'm gonna visit you guys in the morning

minseul: eh? you want to see her?

booyonce: well yes and no, remind me to bring hand sanitizer and some gloves

woozi: y?

booyonce: i'm gonna beat her flirty ass to death without getting infected

woozi: k

minseul: good luck.

booyonce: thanks ily <3

woozi: I can't tell if you're flirting with seul or what but it's getting annoying

booyonce: I ship her with soonyoung hyung, excuse you

woozi: what's with the hearts tho? gaysht

booyonce: minseul fight for me

minseul: go seungkwan!

booyonce: THAT'S IT? fml i'm leaving, bye

booyonce left the conversation

minseul: should I add him or...

woozi: don't you dare

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"Seungkwan is crazy," I sighed

"He was born in an asylum. sshh"

"you're mean,"

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In the morning, Joshua finally gained consciousness. His face isn't that swollen anymore.

he still looks good

"I'm sorry," Hoshi told him "I didn't mean to destroy your face like that,"

Joshua just looked at the boy, and said nothing

"I hope you can forgiv-"

"please don't talk to me,"

Hoshi was startled, hearing Jisoo's response. It sounded so different, almost as if it wasn't Joshua he was speaking to.

"oppa, it'd be better if you stay away from him for a while," Daein told Hoshi

"he's my friend,"

"you're not my friend," Jisoo spoke.

Hoshi couldn't believe his ears. It was unexpected, and it hit him hard, causing him to blame himself more

"Jisoo yah, you're joking again," Jeonghan told the boy

"He's not my friend. Do I look like i'm kidding?"

"How dare you?" Soonyoung struggled to say. His voice was shaky and I could already see water fill his eyes up.

"Just stay away from him!" Daein tried to push Soonyoung

Jihoon was coldly staring at Daein, wanting to strangle her any moment now

"I don't need any of your bullsht, btch," Jihoon told the girl

"Excuse me!?" Daein retorted "Oppa what are you talking about? Is that how you see me?"

"Jihoon," Jeonghan intervened. Woozi stopped, and just continued to glare

The boy rushed out of the room, Jeonghan's stare signaled me to chase him

"Go," he spoke. I hastened, running down the hallway to catch up with Soonyoung

my feet took me to his direction, and I hugged him as soon as we were close enough to each other

"Seungcheol hyung will kill me, Seungcheol hyung will kill me," he repeatedly said while chuckling nervously

"ssshhh i'm here," I hugged him tight

"Seungcheol hyung will kill me!"

"He won't, Soonyoung,"

"Seungcheol hyung will kill me," he kept laughing. I'm so worried I don't know what I should do

I cupped his face with my hands. He was cold as ice and his pupils were shaking

"Soonyoung ah,"

"NO!" he pushed me away. I tried to make him calm as much as I can

"Soonyoung, calm down," I whispered to him. He was going crazy just because he was scared that his leader might skin him alive

but Seungcheol is a nice guy. he may look scary, but he has a soft heart

I believe that he won't hurt the boys

"No...no!" Soonyoung started bawling his eyes out. I don't want to see him like this, it hurts me

"I changed him," he referred to Joshua

"You didn't," I disagreed "Stop blaming yourself for something you did not do,"

"I'm scared," he stuttered

"I'm here, I won't leave you," I tried to convince him

he was still all panicking and shaking like there's no tomorrow. it looks like as if he was already losing his sanity and I still don't know what the hell I should do to make him stop

"Soonyoung ah, everything will be okay, trust me,"

"No," he kept saying. i'm going crazy what the hell should I do!?

"We're going home," I told him

"Home?" he cried

"Yes, please stop crying,"

"But what Seungcheol hyung comes!!?"

"LISTEN!" I snapped at him, making things worse. He just cried harder

way to go, minseul

I am so bad at comforting people istg

"You're mad at me too!"

"I'm not mad at you, i'm sorry!"

"You hate me!"

"I DON'T!"

"you're tired of me!"

"Why won't you listen to me!?"

"BECAUSE YOU HATE ME!"

"SOONYOUNG I LOVE YOU!"

That's when he stopped crying and stared at me like I was some ghost

".....You do?"

"Yes I do, okay? now please quit crying because it hurts me to see you like that!"

"Are you lying again to make me feel better?"

he calmed down for a bit, keeping his head low

"I know you're tired, I know you're just so done with everything but can't you just listen to what I say? even for once?" I tried to catch my breath

"Stay away from Daein," I sighed

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SOWWY FOR THE DRAMA, ILY ALL

kbyeilu

-jiwo