do you know that feeling when you wake up, crying? because of a scary or sad dream?

it happened to me, it sucks asf.

-jiro
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I fell asleep for the rest of the time we had for lunch. I didn't know what happened, all I know is that Mingyu was my pillow.

"Minseul ah, wake up," I heard Jeonghan say

"Stand back, i'll wake her up," Seungkwan volunteered, "YO LADIE- ouch! Where the hell did you get that flute!?"

I opened my eyes, seeing the boys. Seungkwan was leaning on the table, and he just got his arm hit by a flute

"The guitar isn't the only thing that I can use," Jihoon crossed his arms, "You're too noisy, just shut up. Minseul is awake now,"

the two boys exchanged electric gazes for a bit before going back to normal

"Where did you get the flute?" Jun asked

"From Luhan sunbaenim," Woozi answered. The rest of the boys started to laugh their heads off like there's no tomorrow.

Aside from Mingyu, of course. I think he's doing a pretty good job being a pillow.

How useful

I closed my eyes again and overheard their conversation

"There's this girl that kept bugging me today, wanting an autograph so bad," Jihoon sighed

"Well, did you give her?"

"No, I'm not even famous,"

"Stay humble, my child,"

"And she kept asking where Soonyoung hyung is,"

my eyes cracked open and I hurriedly jumped into their talk

"What does she look like?" I asked

"Why are you interested?" Mingyu asked me back

"Just answer the stupid question,"

"Is she taller than you?" Seungkwan questioned Jihoon, who attacked him with a death glare. A minute later, they shoot electric gazes again at each other

"She's not as fat as you," Jihoon grouched at diva boo

"Long hair?" I checked

"No, it's quite short,"

"Like your height," Seungkwan laughed. Jihoon grabbed the boy's forearm and twisted it, "OKAY I GIVE UP OKAY,"

"You have a lot of fangirls," Jeonghan muttered, looking at Soonyoung

"They say I look like a deformed chicken trying to dance," Hoshi smiled widely, "I'm quite surprised because I didn't know that deformed chickens would look so cute!"

"Yeah sure, self support," Jun shook his head

"They said I need plastic surgery," he added

"None of us needs that, right?" Minghao asked

"Yep, we already look good as ever," Mingyu nodded as he said

"But why do they say that i'm ugly? Am I really ugly?" Hoshi pouted

"Forget it. The important thing is, we're alive," Jeonghan answered

Hoshi just sat back and looked at me. Of course, I stared back. We looked like we were having a small staring contest

"You have to stop being so lazy," he held my wrist and tried to pull me away from Mingyu

"Noooo!" I groaned and refused to get up. Like duh I want to sleep 25/8 because I want to stop thinking about Soonyoung

EVEN FOR ONCE!

"Minseul ah, I have to get to class," Mingyu told me. I took a deep breath and sat back up, letting him fix his things

"Aren't you guys attending your classes?"

"Do I look like I have classes at this hour?" Jihoon asked him back

"K bye," the giant grabbed his backpack and walked away, waving

"I have to go too, I have to do some research about something," Jun stood up

"But what will you search about?"

"Just some science things," he replied, "See you guys later,"

"And it all goes down to six," Seungkwan munched

"Hey Minseul," Hoshi turned to look, "Are you friends with Daein?"

"Why?"

"Nothing, I was just curious," he pursed his lips and avoided my gaze

don't tell me he's curious about her

"....okay," I replied awkwardly.

A few minutes more and we went back to our classes for endless lessons to review. My mind's been occupied all day and it sure doesn't make me feel good

At last, I survived up to the last class I have, which is 7pm to 8pm. Geez, my head is aching so bad

That freaking damn fangirl is annoying me. Just remembering about her existence annoys me already.

"Minseul," my seatmate called, once the teacher left

"Yo,"

"Does Jihoon have a girlfr-"

"No,"

"Is he gay?"

"No,"

"What kind of girl does he like?"

"Obviously, not you," I crossed my arms. Damn it, I'm not in the mood to talk to people aside from the boys.

My classmate groaned and sat back, looking offended asf. Well, it's not my fault if I think Jihoon wouldn't like her.

Class continued to go on and I was just staring at the clock hanging on the wall.

"Twenty seconds," I muttered to myself

I can't wait to go home already!

"Ten," I tapped my pen on the desk, seeing Ten, my classmate, stare at me

"Did you call me?" he asked

"No, I was counting,"

"Oh," he chuckled, "My name sucks,"

I fixed my eyes back on the clock, waiting for the bell to ring

"Three, two..."

The bell finally rang out loud as my classmates started packing up and shouting random stuff. it's a good thing that there aren't any classes tomorrow. I'm gonna have a goooooooood sleep.

I was all set so I casually walked to the hallway, realizing that my blouse and uniform is with Hoshi, and I have to think of an excuse to tell mom

My feet hurriedly took me upstairs to Soonyoung's homeroom. It was quite dark but I managed to run fast and reach the room.

Fortunately, he was still there, because he's one of the assigned students to clean the classroom.

But instead of seeing him clean, he was "sword fighting" with Hansol using the broom while they were standing on the desks

plus, the theme song of "Pirates of the Caribbean" was loudly playing on Hansol's phone

"I'm dirty dan!" Hoshi shouted

"No, I'm dirty dan!"

"You're pinhead larry!"

"Dirty dan!"

I swear to josh, they are both so childish

"Guys?" I tried to get their attention

Instead of stopping, they just got more serious with it

"Hello?"

no response. I leaned on the door frame and watched them fight until my eyes landed on the mop at the corner of the room. I hurriedly grasped the mop and joined their fight.

Both of their brooms fell from their hands

"Minseul you're here!!!" Hoshi jumped down the desk and hugged me.

Hansol also did, before turning the music off.

"Aren't you guys supposed to be cleaning the room? You're just messing it up," I told them

"Play first, clean later," Hoshi cheered, "What brings you here?"

"I have to get my uniform back because I can't think of any excuse to tell mom," I sat on one of the desks

"Nah it's Saturday tomorrow anyway, she sure won't care about it,"

"I think she's supposed to care because school days just ended and one uniform is missing," Hansol interrupted

"Exactly,"

"Let's talk about this later, we'll clean up first," Hoshi sighed. I watched both of them as they worked.

Hansol was busy rapping about "How to clean classrooms" while sweeping the floor

Meanwhile, Hoshi was dancing to Hansol's rap, while cleaning as well

What the hell is this? Glee?

I stepped outside for a while, observing the empty hallway, when I saw Daein

My eyes automatically switched to Hoshi, then back again by the stairs where Daein was.

hell no, she disappeared!

I can't let Soonyoung go home by himself!

"Ayo ayo we're done!" Hansol cheered as he locked the door.

"Are you guys sure it's clean now? You were a little too fast," I eyed them

"Well, we are fast cleaners," Hoshi bragged, "I'm pretty sure it's 100% clean,"

"Maybe 99.9% but not 100%" Hansol corrected. What ever.

We all left the school. Hansol has to go the opposite way so we bid him goodbye already

"I'm going to keep you company," Hoshi told me

"No, i'll keep you company,"

"What difference does it make?" he chuckled cutely

"I'll accompany you home," I boldly told him, while searching for Daein. I know I saw her

and i'm definitely not going to let her win

"Me? Why me? I can't let you off by yourself, your mom will kill me,"

"Just let me do it this time," I shrugged

"No, I have to make sure you get home safely,"

"I have to be sure about you too!" I shouted at him, "Just let me do this once!"

"Minseul, don't be so hard headed-"

"I'm supposed to be the one telling you that!" I messed up my hair and jumped, "Just let me!"

"Okay okay!" he fixed my hair back, "You're really weird today,"

we walked down the sidewalk silently. my eyes keep going from left to right, still looking for Daein.

am I going nuts?

I grabbed Hoshi's hand and stayed close to him. I sure hope he's not weirded out

"This is the first time you held my hand first," he smiled

"So what?"

"I have to write it down my diary,"

"You have a diary?" I chuckled, "Gay,"

"Wonwoo has a diary too," he replied

"That makes him gay too,"

"I don't think so,"

"Why?"

"Because it's colored black with white skulls on the cover," he described, making me laugh

that is so emo, I swear

"Well what's your diary like?" I asked

"Gravity Falls!"

"Oh my josh," I chuckled, "I wasn't expecting that,"

"it'd be better than Ben 10" he cracked up.

Hoshi's house isn't that far but we still have to take a cab.

while on the ride, he was happily talking to the driver about movies and stuff.

Soonyoung knows how to easily blend in to match people's thoughts and ideas. That's pretty cool

I was feeling bored and I just looked out the window, hoping that I don't look like an emo

"We're here!" he cheered once the cab stopped in front of his house.

He paid the driver and thanked him before leading the way to his front door.

"You've been here, right?" he asked

"Yeah, back when you hated me so much," I crossed my arms

the door flew open and he turned the lights on, revealing the place. it still looks pretty just like last time

"New sofa?" I asked, "Maybe that's why you wanted to use my sofa instead. Because yours is too new to be used,"

"Nah," he threw his bag on the couch, "So, when are you going home?" he looked at the clock

"I don't know," I muttered, "It's just us in here?"

"Yeah why?"

"Nothing," I sat down

"Well, make yourself feel like you're at home," he walked to his room to change. As soon as the door shut, I was left with nothing but silence

I stood up to roam around, looking at things and things and things.

Aha! I found a board game under the couch. I reached for it and placed it on top of the coffee table.

Hoshi stepped out his room, wearing his normal clothes, of course. He sat down in front of me

"I'm good at this game," he bragged

"I haven't played this before but i'll surely win!" I taunted, making him laugh.

"But can we eat first? I'm so hungry I might end up eating you instead," He flashed a smirk, "FEE FI FO FUM, I SMELL THE BLOOD OF AN ENGLISH GIRL!"

"Soonyoung, I'm not english," I laughed

"Be she alive, or be she dead. i'll grind her bones to make my bread!" he started tickling me to death, making me laugh so hard

"SOONYOOOUUUUUUNG!" I screamed, trying to escape. It was so hard to shout because I was laughing too much

"Give up, girl!"

"NEVER!" I kicked his leg and escaped

"I'll let you go this time," he laughed, "But seriously, let's eat,"

"Hold on, I got something for you," I reached for my bag and tossed a chocolate milk drink at him

"What's this?"

"The stupid thing you were drinking when you embarrassed me in front of everyone in school," I explained

"Hell yeah, I love this!"

"That's the reason why you started hating on me," I shook my head, "You suck,"

"That's the reason why I wanted to wash your uniform for you this time," he smiled, "You suck too!"

he prepared dinner for both of us and we ate up while watching random k dramas. after doing so, he washed the dishes and sat down again

"I want to play!" I pointed at the board game I saw earlier

"What happens if I win?" he smiled

"You get happy,"

"No, if I win, you'll let me kiss you!" he pouted

"And if I win, you have to get all lovey dovey with Jihoon on Monday!"

"Why!?"

"Because I want to,"

we started to play. I was a beginner, so he was going easy with me. but halfway through, I started to get serious with it, until I was able to beat him

"TEN POINTS FOR GRYFFINDOR!" I shouted, "TAKE THAT! I BEAT YOU!"

"not so fast, lady," there was still a turn for him. he rolled the dice, and it turned out that we both win

"whoops, look what happened"

"SHUT UP, I WON!" I shoved him and I ran away. Of course, he chased me around the house.

it was a bit slippery since I was wearing socks, but I still managed to run quickly

but damn it, Hoshi is fast as hell

"GET BACK HERE!" he shouted

"HELL NO!"

"I'LL GET YOU!"

I was about to run my way out of the living room when he grabbed my arm. I shrieked as we both fell on the couch.

I hit my head on his chest and I swear, it hurt

"OUCH!"

We were both tired of running. I feel exhausted asf, of course. I was on top of him and he was already smiling at me like an idiot

"Gotcha,"

I tried to get off but he didn't let me escape

"I didn't know you were this heavy," he chuckled, making me hit his head

"I'm not heavy! let me go!"

"Looks like I win!" he devilishly laughed

"You're a devil's pawn," I gritted my teeth

"Shut up,"

"Soonyoung, i'll punch you, let me go!"

"No!"

"If you love me let me go!"

he didn't give any other warning before starting to press his lips on mine. it was unexpected, and it felt different from the first time we kissed

it wasn't long before he let me pull away, showing me the cutest smile he can give, saying,

"You taste sweet,"

"Go to hell, Soonyoung,"

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I cringed, bye, don't kill me

GOTTA BLAST

kbyeilu

-jiro