really mad rn and I can't do anything to make myself happy but listening to my favorite non kpop songs and eating cake so I just gotta update this. and fuck, it's so cold I'm dead freezing

warning: shitty content up ahead. sorry for typos, errors, I'll edit this shit later

thanks.
-j
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"well, that wasn't a dream. I'm disappointed with my life," I muttered as soon as I woke up. my eyes searched for my phone to see what time it was. as soon as I tapped the screen twice, my conversation last night with soonyoung popped up.

damn it!

I threw my phone to the other side of the bed and lay down again, covering my face and thinking of shit to do. surprisingly, the little gadget started ringing.

"hello?"

"minseul can you come over to seok's house?"

"boo, I'm not in the mood right now,"

"aw come on, girl! get up and go here,"

"don't require me to do so. I told you, I'm not in the mood," I replied "if my day goes a little bright today, I might go. but if not, no,"

"okay,"

"bye,"

"umm can I tell you something though?" seungkwan asked

"what?"

"I'm really sorry for being rude to you and winwin,"

"cool,"

"minseul, I'm serious! I really am sorry," he told me "you'll forgive me, right?"

"k,"

"bitch,"

"hoe,"

"bitch,"

"hoe,"

"I missed you," he sighed "for a second I thought you wouldn't be my best friend anymore,"

"nah, I'm not that kind of person," I replied

"later when you get better. call me, alright?"

"sure, bye," I responded

"toodles!" he said before ending the call.

I got up, washed my face and went downstairs to have breakfast. sicheng noticed in an instant that I was dead inside. 
"I know something that could make you happy, minseul," he told me as we ate

"what's that?"

"my newly formed group!" he cheered

"wow! you're a part of a group now!?" I held his shoulders and shook him

"yes! I'd sure love to show it to you and your friends, but they hate me," he frowned "maybe you could see our practice,"

"I could bring seungkwan and seokmin, if you want," I told him

"wouldn't they hate me?"

"trust me, they wouldn't,"

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"woah wait wait wait wait," seungkwan told me "you're inviting seokmin and I to go see your cousin's new group?"

"yes!" I answered. earlier after having breakfast, I made my way to seokmin's house to meet the two. I just wanted to get together with them again. after all, they were the first two people I became comfortable with in seventeen. well, aside from jihoon and josh.

"I want winwin to know that you guys don't hate him that much," I added

"I'm cool with it, I don't hate winwin at all," seokmin shrugged

"well, fine. I'll go. I want to end this war with him," boo told me "I mean, I just got dragged by soonyoung hyung into the bandwagon. he hates winwin so he claimed that I should hate him too. pretty stupid but. oh well,"

I let the boys get their coats and get ready to go to my place, where winwin would pick us up. 

"oh, seokmin," I called

"yes?"

"when are you going to bring my sofa back?" I chuckled. his face turned red in embarrassment

"i-"

"nah I'm joking, you can have it,"

the moment we arrived at my home, sicheng was there by the gate, standing next to a classy car. wow

"minseul are you sure this guy won't kidnap us or anything?" seokmin asked "I feel uneasy,"

"chill out, seok," I told him "I got this,"

"I'm twenty five~" he started to sing our music teacher's song, palette

"you love miss jieun so much huh?" I chuckled

"hi guys!" winwin greeted and told us to get in the car.

as soon as we did, I saw mark and yuta inside. yuta was the one to drive

"yo minseul!" mark greeted and gave me a brofist

"yo," I yo-ed back at him and chuckled. as soon as everyone was at their places, the eldest started driving.

"wait wait wait!" seungkwan stopped

"what?"

"do you have a driver's license, sir?" he asked

"yes I do," yuta answered "and please, call me hyung,"

the boy started to proceed driving again when he got stopped for the second time

"what?" we all asked seungkwan

"um, are you sure you know how to drive?"

"yes. yes I am sure,"

before yuta started, he asked seungkwan if he has any more questions

"um, no," boo answered

"okay-"

"wait!"

"what?"

"what's your name, hyung?"

"nakamoto yuta. i'm from osaka, japan," the older one smiled at him

"I'm from vancouver, canada," mark said

"nobody asked you, boy," yuta cut him off "so, where are you guys from?"

"vancouver ca-"

"stop,"

"ok, man whatever,"

"I'm from jeju," seungkwan answered "my friend here grew in gyeonggi province while minseul is from jeonju,"

seungkwan, seokmin, and the other boys got to know each other until we finally arrived at our destination, a dance studio.

five other boys were inside the studio. [A/N: ofc johnny and doyoung won't be here for now bcs the author sucks] they all turned their heads to our direction as soon as we walked in.

"oh! oh! oh! taeyong jaehyun and taeil hyung!" seokmin shouted as he pointed at the three boys "rice boys!!!"

"rice boys?" taeil laughed

"yes yes!! rice boys! open your eyes ijeneun open your eyes yeah, yeah~!" seokmin sang as he tried to dance the choreography

taeyong and the others laughed with us. after that, they introduced their selves. seungkwan and seok were really happy to meet a new group

"so, NCT 127?" seokmin asked "I'm quite okay with the rice boys name though,"

"but we're not the rice boys!" donghyuck whined "we're different,"

"what's the song's name?" I asked

"firetruck," they answered in chorus

"so we got boys who consume rice, and then now we got firemen?" seungkwan asked

"yeah it's crazy," mark said "by the way, ever since seventeen messed up our school, the bald principal became stressed as ever!"

"wow!" seungkwan laughed "I miss that big fat meanie,"

"bruh he was so stressed, he ain't that fat anymore," mark chuckled.

it wasn't long until donghyuck joined their conversation. mark, donghyuck and boo had a great time talking and telling stories to each other, while seokmin was busy being taught by winwin on how to do stunts.

take note: it looked funny

It's good to see them get along with other boys. a few minutes passed before taeyong announced to start their practice.

man, I have seen winwin dance before but never in a group!

seungkwan, seokmin and I went to the side of the room to watch. before they started, I caught sicheng smile

"watch me, minseul!!" he cheered

"oh hell yeah I wanna see that boy dance," seungkwan "and compare ice cream haired winwin the pooh to a blueberry sushi,"

"comparison isn't necessary, boo," I told him

"fine, fine,"

"sssshhh!!!" seokmin shushed "I'm excited!"

"oh shit they're good," seungkwan was impressed "I wanna learn this dance,"

"wow I'm really really impressed!" seokmin added "I wanna fly like your cousin,"

"ok but ... mark though," seungkwan uttered

"mark?" I asked "what happened to vernon?"

"minseul, he has a thing for english speaking rappers," seokmin wiggled his eyebrows "you can probably tell that he's gay for mark,"

"GO MARK LEE!" seungkwan cheered

"see? " seokmin smiled at me, making me hit his arm lightly

"they're just friends!"

"everything starts from friendship!"

"whatchu guys talking about?" boo interrupted

"the choreography," seokmin and I answered

"oh ok,"

after they performed, I ran up to winwin and gave him a bottle of water to drink

"this group is awesome!" seungkwan cheered "I can't believe that it only lasted for a few minutes, it felt like hours!"

"yeah I was young," seokmin joked

"you did great!!!" I told winwin

"I did better," donghyuck muttered with sass as he passed by us. man, he would definitely be good friends with boo, along with junhoe

"thank you minseul!!" he cheered "I wil always do my best for our group!"

"now i really want soonyoung to be cool with you again. I want a collaboration!" I jumped "but I guess he wouldn't want that,"

"don't worry, minseul!" seokmin told me "our 10:10 boy will be back to you again soon,"

"I hope. also, can you ask him why he wants me to stay away from sicheng?" I told him

"sure sure, noted," he winked "I will be your spy!" he posed

"also," he added "look at seungkwan,"

"why?"

"he's flirting with mark lee, don't tell vernon," he whispered

"seokmin, please, they're just talking!" I laughed

"it's the same thing!!"

"no it's not!"

"look at him! he's the happiest! he's on cloud nine and he just had his heart ripped out of him and left with his soul! you know why?"

"why?"

"because mark literally stole his heart!"  he replied "he literally went from you're not supposed to say oh my gawd to we are the foreign swaggers! from headlines headlines to that's a long ass ride!!"

I can't even.

"seokmin, are you sure you're not the one who likes mark?"

"gurl I'm as straight as the pole daein dances on!" he told me

"whoops copyrighted, plagiarism. stolen from boo seungkwan's roast," I laughed

"going back. will you come over again tomorrow to have a talk with the other boys?"

"you mean, mingyu, hansol, jihoon, seungcheol, jun, minghao, chan, josh, jeonghan, wonwoo, soonyoung?" I asked

"no soonyoung allowed,"

"okay sure,"

"oh and bring winwin,"

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sorry for this, my head is messed up idk what I just typed.

also, I know that nct 127's firetruck was released for like a million months ago. but I had a break from updating so we're still stuck at this time. hope ya understand.

but.

mark tho. lmao I cri I gotta stop

kbyeilu
-j