here ya go, fellas

-j

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"so, watchu got?" Winwin asked "Is it really his sister?"

"um, no? well...maybe, I don't know! yes???" I shrugged and threw myself on the couch. Winwin let out a small chuckle and focused back on his phone

"well I guess I'm gonna keep talking to her?"

"your choice, win," I sighed. I was thinking of someone who could possibly help me prove to myself that boo's sister is not the one talking to winwin.

oh come on, I know it's pretty OBVIOUS but still, I need a proof!

"When are we coming back to Seoul?" I questioned

"Tomorrow,"

"Okay,"

Well great, thanks to Boo Seungkwan, I spent the day thinking of reasons why he wants to roast my cousin. I remember he used to defend Sicheng against Hoshi's mean phrases in their group chat. But what the hell is going on?

gawd I hope Soonyoung did not poison him.

"Can I tell you something?" he muttered

"what's that?"

"how would you feel..."

"go on," I said as I nod

"if I told you I loved you?"  he whispered

"Pardon?" I suddenly replied "What was that?"

Winwin's face started to turn pink. It was a little while before he smiled again

"Nah, I was singing,"

"Were you really singing?" I raised a brow

"Mhm," He nodded as he pursed his lips cutely "t's just something that I want to do, I'll be taking my time, spending my life falling deeper in love with you~~~"

"Ahaha, okay then," I chuckled

"So tell me that you love me too,"  He murmured, making me look at him in an instant.

"Still singing!" he cheered and let out a nervous laugh. I tried to laugh with him although things were getting REAL AWKWARD

"So, what were you going to ask?" I questioned

"Nah I forgot,"  he replied and stood up "I'm just gonna go have some snack or something,"

"Hey I want some snack too!" I whined "I'll go with you!"

"I uhh changed my mind? hahaha," he told me "I'm probably just gonna go out for some fresh air. Enjoy eating by the way!"

"weirdo," I sighed and went straight to the kitchen to look go food hunting. As soon as I stepped on the marble floor, I suddenly remembered the time when Joshua and I played with flour in my house.

Lowkey missing the past, but I'm glad everything's going well for Joshua now, except for the fact that he also wants me to stay away from Sicheng.

It's really confusing, like, Sicheng is not a bad person. He's all cream puffs and rainbows, what could go wrong?

"Hey uh, Winnie???" I called "There's only a bar of chocolate left on the counter, can I have it for myself!?"

no one answered. oh well! that means it's mine now! I grabbed the chocolate bar and I was already going to eat it, when I noticed the small piece of paper on the kitchen counter.

being the curious person I am, I picked it up

"Enjoy eating your favorite chocolate, Minchu," I read out loud "Wow, Winwin knows me well huh?"

[FAST FORWARD TO THEIR WAY TO SEOUL BCS THE AUTHOR SUCKS AT IDEAS]

As soon as I found a comfortable seat inside the plane, I stuck my earphones into my ears and played some relaxing music to make me feel.......RELAXED OF COURSE. WHAT ELSE!?

for some time, I need to let good thoughts flow freely. I closed my eyes and listened to sign of the times by hARRY STYLES, NOW AVAILABLE ON ITUNES PLEASE CHECK IT OUT. AND PLEASE BUY THE DIVIDE ALBUM AND JOANNE TOO EVEN THOUGH THEY AIN'T SUPER NEW ISTG THEY'RE LIT AND I-

as I was saying

things felt nostalgic for a bit, but then Soonyoung interrupted me by calling.

What a btch

"hello," I answered

"I'll pick you up at the airport, okay? stay safe!" he said

"yeah yeah,"

"are you okay?"

"yeah stop asking, you're interrupting my music, dumbass. bye,"

"I love y--"

before he was even able to finish, I already ended the call and went back to listening.

but I couldn't keep myself relaxed anymore now that I thought about the boys in Seoul. they're going to act all mean towards my cousin again.

I turned my head to check up on Sicheng, and I found him sleeping peacefully like a child.

"Poor Winwin the pooh," I muttered "Why do my friends hate you?"

surprisingly, he suddenly opened his eyes and sadly replied

"they do?"

"forget it, I'm afraid they're just jealous that I get more time with you," I shrugged

the boy frowned

"I don't like myself too,"

"no no no no no~" I told him "You don't have to blame yourself, or anything. don't be like that,"

"Maybe I'll try," he sighed "but we'll see what happens, Minseul. once we land in Seoul,"

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"Minseul!!!!" the boys, Seungkwan and Soonyoung ran up to me as soon as they saw us. Jihoon didn't run because he didn't wanna look stupid.

"Where are the others?" I asked

"Home," Jihoon answered "But don't worry, they'll visit you later,"

"Hi guys," Sicheng greeted. Everyone fell silent. The three boys exchanged gazes for a bit before awkwardly laughing

"oh heeeeyyyyy, Minseul's cousin," they greeted in chorus. with a dead tune.

"we should go eat in a restaurant for a bit," Seungkwan announced "Jihoon's treat!"

"Fck you, I didn't say anything like that," the shortest answered

"My treat," Winwin cheered

"Um no thanks, we don't want a liar paying for our food,"

"SOONYOUNG!" I shouted. making the boy shut his mouth in an instant

"he didn't mean it like that, sorry Winwin," Jihoon sighed "Soonyoung is just normally retarded,"

"We still won't let you pay for what we'll eat," Boo told the boy "Because you're Minseul's COUSIN, and you're our guest as my friend's COUSIN, you are exempted from paying bills!"

"Yeah, we should be the one to treat you, because you're a great COUSIN to Minseul!" Soonyoung cheerfully told Sicheng

"Um, okay. Shall we go then?" I asked

"Sure!" they all answered

"Let the roast begin!" Seungkwan muttered

"Huh?" I reacted

"We're gonna be eating roasted food and the fun part is that we roast it ourselves! hehe," Boo answered

"......sure,"

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and so it continues

got a lil inspired bcs I was listening to songs in my ed sheeran playlist and "how would you feel" started to play hahaha!

kbyeilu

-j