to whom it may concern,

jk.

to the awesome peeps reading this, I have something that I have to explain.

there's a reason why i'm not updating this. I already stated some reasons on my "backseat serenade" book, but most of you probably don't know about it (since it's just filled with tags and rants) so I'm gonna explain here.

1. I hate life

you see, my life is pretty fucked up since 15 years ago. and now, it's getting worse. but i'm glad I wrote this retarded looking book. it makes me happy, okay? the comments make me smile from ear to ear. and thanks guys, for pulling me out of insanity.

2. school

I don't have to explain this anymore. but yeah, we stay from 6am up to nighttime in school so I don't have time to update. blame electronics class, because it's hell in there

like, I just want to quit advanced physics, advanced chemistry, electronics, enriched sci, research and shit. i'm so done.

....yano, I have to struggle first before tasting success tho

BUT I CAN LIVE WITHOUT KNOWING HOW TO FRICKIN GET RESULTANT DAMM VECTORS I-

3. I DON'T WANT TO END THIS

I'm going to be honest. I got attached to this damned book, and now I don't feel like ending it anymore. ok. ok. I'm scared. ok.

but this book has 98 chapters already, I can't possibly insert more chapters, that'd be dull. but rEALLY THO. I'M SCARED OF ENDING THIS

4. SPOILER ALERT, but not really

the next two chapters would be the last ones. ending 1 and 2. I asked you guys to pick between thug8 and junhui. most peeps chose minghao, so imma publish ending #2 first.

5. I'm slowly losing inspiration to write

having 3% sanity left, DAMN IDK WHAT TO WRITE ANYMORE.

but ofc, I live with words. so....i'm still gonna write. like, bruh, I love writing more than I love my air conditioner.

6. I had the chance to talk to lots of awesome users bc of this book. so.....it kinda makes me emotional to end this.

idfk, ok? I just feel kinda emotional. don't judge me. some writers feel this too.

those are my not-so-reasonable....reasons. I have a lot more to say, but I don't want to write thousands of words for a note like this bc it gets pretty boring.

I don't know when to update the last chapters. but i'm pretty sure that I'd be writing a lot for it.

it'd be long. I hope you guys won't get bored.

thank you for wasting your time, reading this.

thank you
thank you
thank you

I luv you

thank you

all the love,
juno