Dear Changbinnie,

Hey it's Felix again. It's been like 3 weeks since I wrote the last one woopsies,,

But oh my god Changbin, you're going to kill me.

You keep smiling at me?? My heart hurts?? But don't stop??????

I don't even know what I'm doing anymore, you're so nice to me. I can't help and not be around you, am I clingy? oh my god what if you find me annoying...

But you continue to keep me around? So I guess that's good?

Sometimes I think you might like me- even a little, but why would you? It took me awhile to even like myself; and here I am hoping someone as perfect as you would like me back.

And before you even start

You're perfect

Your laugh is amazing

Youe smile makes me happy

Your kindness is the best

Wow no punctuation, Seungmin would kill me if ever reads this horribly gramatized letter- that isn't a word is it lol

You care so much about others, I don't think you care enough about yourself.

Maybe that's another reason I won't confess

Because even if their is a small chance you don't end up hating me afterwards, I'll need to leave.

And i cant hurt you like that

I don't care about your looks or your physique. I don't even think your anger is a problem because I like you THAT MUCH

Oh my god i hope you never read this i sound horrible

But if you do read this, that's good right? It means we have mutual feelings...?

Did we...get together?

WHAT IF WE KISSED AND CUDDLED OH MY GOD

I can't even imagine this bye I can't write this letter anymore.

From
Lix (thanks for the cute nickname!!)

These are soft?

Well the writing is happy, but if you look at it and the current situation; everything seems quite tragic

Well enjoy it while it lasts ahehehe

But if you want positive; I have a new aladdin disney au!! for changlix! A new chapter should be out today.

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EDIT;;

On a more serious note; to anyone reading this.

Hi, I'm Saki. A teenager from England who loves to write online.

And I care about you.

I care so much about every single one of you. Not matter who you are or who you want to be.

I care and if no one else does, I do.

If you don't want to contact anyone, just know that I care about you deeply.

I love y'all a lot, thank you for making me happy. I hope I can return just as much.

10/05/18