THE DAY BEFORE THE CONFRONTATION

"what- what the fuck..." Jisung said looking at the people gathered infront of the door.

Chan licked his lips awkwardly, a hand on Felixs back reassuringly, or maybe it was to make sure he didn't run away. "Can we come in?"

Minho suddenly appeared at the doorway, "oh my god! Why are you standing outside? Come in-" he said as he pushed the wide eyed Jisung out the way and made sure the two walked in.

"Minho? You know this is my house right?" Seungmin suddenly said from the kitchen, a spatula in his hand.

Minho rolled his eyes and gently pushed Felix into the living room, "So? I can't invite our friends in?"

"Not all of them were invited..." Jisung said quietly under his breath as he joined Hyunjin in the living room, who was staring intensely at the TV- avoiding everyone who had just walked in.

Minho threw his phone at Jisung and immediately looked back at Felix with pity in his eyes.

Felix felt that.

It hurt.

"I'm sorry." He said loudly, to no one in particular.

Seungmin stopped cooking and Hyunjin muted the TV.

The house was silent.

Until Chan let out an exasperated sigh.

"You people are such downers. I came here for food, not a k-drama fight scene." He said throwing his coat at Jisung, who was staring angrily at Felix.

"Chan, we invited just you for dinner...not-" Hyunjin said hesitantly getting up off the floor, only to stop at the colour fading from Felix's face. "I didn't mean it like that! It's just, this dinner was for Changbin and us...I didn't think you two would be comfortable together..."

"He's not coming." A new voice said from the doorway.

"How the- why do you people act like you live here?" Seungmin said irritated.

"The door was open?" Woojin replied as he casually walked passed Felix, Jeongin following behind.

Jeongin stopped abruptly at the sight of the uncomfortable foreigner, "what? Why are you here?"

"Jeongin!" Hyunjin shouted glaring at the youngest boy.

"What? I thought he-"

"Jeongin stop!" Seungmin quickly stopped him.

"Why should he stop? He isn't finished?"

"Jisung shut the fuck up!" Minho shouted fed up at Jisung, who was standing dangerously close to Felix.

"No Minho you shut the fuck up! Why are we just ignoring the fact that because of this-" he said jabbing at Felix's chest, making him step backwards, "this...this fucking idiot- is the reason out best friend hasn't come into school for two weeks? Hasn't called us? Texted? He won't even open his front door!"

"It wasn't his fault Jisung, back off." Chan said nudging the angry boy back.

Hyunjin walked closer to the trio, feeling the mood growing heavier.

"I'm sorry." Felix said again, this time aimed at the fuming boy infront of him.

"You're sorry? Fuck- you better be! Me and Changbin have never fought ever in our whole entire lives, and I've known him for years. The you show up! You- you're so-" he let out a frustrated growl and grabbed the collar of the other boy.

"I'm so tempted to fucking punch you- you made him so happy. Happiest he's been in years. Just to ruin it because you didn't speak to him about something as important as this? You're fucking sick."

The house was silent once again.

No one wanted to say anything, they were all walking between cracks. One wrong step and everything falls.

Chan watched conflicted, but before he could speak; the one he desperately hoped would just stay quiet spoke.

"Do it." A shaky voice said.

Jisung let go of Felix, "what?"

Felix lifted his head and met eyes with the boy who just wanted him to disappear.

Jisungs's face softened in shock at the sight of tears streaming down the others face.

Jisung saw the dark circles.

He saw the puffy red eyes.

But it made him angrier, because he thought of Changbins face.

"Punch me!" Felix said tears falling faster, he hit his chest and stepped forward.

Jisung took a step back.

"I'm not- no. Go away Felix. Just leave." Jisung stuttered out, seemingly taken back at what he himself had said.

"No!" He shouted. "Hit me! I deserve it!"

Minho finally snapped out of his daze and stood between Jisung and the sobbing boy, "Felix calm down! You're overreacting. Just leave."

Minho reached out to place a hand on Felix's shoulder, only to get it shoved off. Minho leaned back in surprise only to feel another pair of hands on his back.

"No! Move out of the way Minho. Let him punch me! You all want to anyway."

Minho's eyes burned.

"Don't fucking speak to him like that!" Jisung sneered, stepping infront of his staggered partner.

Felix wiped his tears with the sleeve of his- changbins- sweater and sighed, "or what? You'll punch me?"

Jisung balled his fists.

"Go on then. You're right. It's all my fault. I always fuck up everything! Go on, hit me! Punch me! Kick me! You hate me, everyone hates me- for Christ's sake Changbin hates me! So come on-"

"JISUNG!"

Hyunjin pulled Jisung back by the hoodie of his sweater and pushed him over the sofa.

Chan stood wide eyed, his hand hesitant to touch the shaking boy on the floor.

"Felix...are you-?"

The ground beneath the boys swayed as he stood up, covering his face with one hand as best as he could.

He turned around and bolted out of the room, dropping his backpack in the process.

Before Jisung could process what he had just done Minho grabbed his balled up fist and held it infront of his face.

Jisungs knuckles were bruised.

intense...

so when i mentioned the black eye last chapter yALL WENT WHAT

So here ya go, you're welcome ;)

This chapter wasn't planned, seen as how I've already written the rest of the book; I started to write this for fun and I couldn't stop.

The next few chapters...will be...different? And then- it ends :')

enjoy?

ALSO Y'ALL ISSA PRIDE MONTH WKDJEJF

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see me turning up decked out in so much pink, yellow and blue on the 5th wHERE MY PANSEXUALS AT

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02/06/18