Babylix☀️
Changbin

Babylix☀️
Please pick up your phone

Babylix☀️
Changbin please

Babylix☀️
I waited for you after school

Babylix☀️
Apparently you weren't in any of your lessons?

Babylix☀️
Talk to me

Babylix☀️
Please i beg you

Babylix☀️
Please

Babylix☀️
We need to talk

Babylix☀️
We can fix this

Binnie🌼
What could you possibly say to fix this

Binnie🌼
Did you think you could just leave without saying anything? That I'd magically be ok with this?

Babylix☀️
I was scared!

Babylix☀️
I didn't want it to happen

Babylix☀️
I don't want anything to change

Babylix☀️
But i want to go back

Binnie🌼
Are you fucking with me right now?

Binnie🌼
You don't want to go, you don't want anything to change- but you want to go back??

Binnie🌼
Make up your goddamn mind, so I can make up mine.

Babylix☀️
You think this is easy for me?

Babylix☀️
I have my whole life back in Australia

Babylix☀️
My family, my dance, it's my home!

Babylix☀️
You think i enjoyed holding you hand only to remember that in a few months I'll be thousands of miles away???

Babylix☀️
Even if I did stay for another exchange, you think I don't have to leave after that one finishes?

Babylix☀️
Changbin you and the guys are all that i have here and i love it here so much

Babylix☀️
But i miss my life back home as well

Binnie🌼
You are such a selfish prat

Binnie🌼
If you bloody said something maybe we could've worked it out.

Binnie🌼
The fact that you didn't even mention it once makes it a lot worse!

Babylix☀️
I was going to tell you!

Binnie🌼
When? On the plane? You're an idiot.

Babylix☀️
And you're being ridiculous

Babylix☀️
Did you ever take a moment to realise that maybe a part of me desperately wants to stay with you?

Binnie🌼
That's not what I'm pissed about

Binnie🌼
You. Didn't. Tell. Me.

Binnie🌼
We never talked about

Binnie🌼
That's what a relationship is!! Partnership!! Trust! Communication! All things you seemed to have forgotten!

Babylix☀️
It's not like you didn't know! I'm an exchange student for god sake, I was bound to leave sooner or later!

Babylix☀️
Stop acting like I'm a bad guy and you're the unsuspecting victim because you knew.

Binnie🌼
Well I'm sorry that I was finally happy

Binnie🌼
I am truly sorry for feeling loved for once that I pushed away all negative thoughts

Binnie🌼
Please forgive me for finally finding myself and enjoying life

Binnie🌼
Before you showed up all I had was school and my friends.

Binnie🌼
And i love the guys so much, but that's not the love i wanted to feel.

Binnie🌼
Then you ran into my life with your radiant smile, your galaxy like freckles and your mesmerising eyes

Binnie🌼
Your sweet and kind hearted personality, your beautiful laugh and the way you made me feel at peace.

Binnie🌼
I'm so sorry that I was like FUCK IT IM IN LOVE AND DIDN'T REMEMBER THAT IT'LL ALL GO AWAY SOON

Binnie🌼
So please, I beg you, forgive me!

Babylix☀️
Changbin

Babylix☀️
It doesn't have to disappear

Babylix☀️
We can make it work

Babylix☀️
Please pick up the phone

Babylix☀️
Please Changbin

Babylix☀️
It doesn't need to stop

Binnie🌼
And once again you've made it all about you

Binnie🌼
I can't make it work! I can't pretend the distance doesn't exist! I can't act like nothings changed when everything is changing!

Binnie🌼
This is why I didn't want to get close to you

Binnie🌼
Why I was so hesitant to even believe in this

Binnie🌼
BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS LEAVE

Binnie🌼
IT ALWAYS ENDS

Babylix☀️
It doesn't need to end!

Binnie🌼
Yes, it does.

Babylix☀️
Changbin

Babylix☀️
No wait Changbin

Binnie🌼
Stop texting me.

Babylix☀️
PLEASE CHANGBIN

Babylix☀️
PICK UP THE PHONE

DO YOU WANT
TO BLOCK
Babylix☀️ ?

Babylix☀️
ANSWER ME PLEASE

YES | NO

Babylix☀️
CHANGIN

Babylix☀️
CHANGBIN PLEASE

Babylix☀️
PLEASE

YES | NO

Babylix☀️
PLEASE
🔴MESSAGE NOT SENT

YOU HAVE
BLOCKED
Babylix☀️

It's 3am and i have a huge headache kill me nOW

Also a quick reminder that hit me hard while writing; this is based on a true story. Of two real people. Who really faced this very real problem. Real tears. A real argument. Real feelings.

Now you probably feel even worse wELL

I'm sorry for the pain you may be experiencing right about now oK BYE GOODNIGHT

LOVE YALL

EVEN IF THIS BOOK IS SUPER DEPRESSING BE POSITIVE, DRINK WATER, STAY GUCCI AND HAPPY.

14/05/18
Dt;
forfallenfools
MINHOVER