So! the bonus chapters, as said before, will be as Canon as possible. 

That being said, the timeline differs from each Akatsuki Member...just like their deaths.

You'll have to bear that in mind while reading, ofc. 

Regardless to the fact that these will be sadder than the chapters written before...I still really enjoyed writing them! I also attempted to give some happiness through other means lol

you'll see

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Sasori:
you were so worried, usually you were the one that was doing something worrisome. But with the Akatsuki plans being set and, on the roll, well you couldn't help but be worried for your favourite red head.

Things were worse when you heard a loud bang coming from your shared room. you rushed into the room unsure what you were going to find...
what you walked into though...was every single one of Sasori's puppets laying on the ground, face down into the floor.

you knew from your countless klutzy accidents that these puppets wouldn't have fallen over so easily...and of course not all of them would fall either.
you felt a chill run down your back and you looked back towards the dim hallway. you didn't want to enter on your own.

the unsettling room was getting to you quickly and with tears pricked in your eyes, you rushed for the nearest member.

you promptly ran into Hidan who started cursing of course loudly

"oi, the fuck's the big-...." his words didn't phase you as you clung to him fearfully. the loudmouth male smirked and began again "I mean if you were tired of ol' Pinocchio you should've just said so"

it was mostly a tease, even you could tell that. but you gripped onto the man even tighter

with a brow raised he tried to pry you from him, and after 3 failed attempts huffed
"alright, I give, the hell's wrong with you"

"I can't go in there. something is wrong" you whimpered

whether his heart went out to your pitiful tone or if he just wanted to be rid of you, Hidan patted, awkwardly, your shoulder and asked you to show him what you were talking about.

upon seeing the state of your and Sasori's room, he promptly agreed.

"yeah, I ain't fucking stepping foot in there." he grumbled adding something about a 'horror movie' under his breath.

thankfully he ushered you to the living room and offered to watch any movie you wanted as long as it was funny.

it wasn't under a good hour later that you were given the proper news.

Pain told you himself, after the meeting the group had.

You were a mess, you couldn't cope. you had screamed and destroyed quite a bit of the hideout in your pitiful display - thanks to your kekki genkai. Kakuzu, who was also at the hideout with his partner had to subdue you with his strings until you had calmed down.
hours later you continued to sob and hiccup on the floor wrapped like a spool of fishing wire. your lashes gathered and squished shut with your emotions.

Hidan had decided to stay with you for company while you waited for Deidara to return and confirm what the leader had already told you.

"...it's gonna be tough, but we'll keep an eye on ya" came the soft almost gentle reply from the troublemaker

you sobs had stopped in surprise as you peeked up at Hidan who seemed to be wiping his nose on the back of his hand.

"we gotcha kid"

Deidara:
you had been painting your shared bedroom. your lovely boyfriend had agreed before he took off on his mission that a new colour to brighten the place up was needed. Unfortunately, he was very upset that he wasn't going to be painting with you but declared that anything but orange was on the table. Something about murdering Tobi for ruining the colour forever.

You settled on a soft blue...when you stumbled on the colour all you could think about was Deidara's lovely blue eyes.
You secretly made up your mind to hide his viewfinder when he returned from his mission. He really ought to show off both his eyes more often.
you reached to grab the paint brush from the covered side table when it suddenly dropped and collided with the paint bucket...which splashed ridiculous amount of paint all over the wall, you and the drop cloths.

you stared at the offensive brush wondering just how it could have done so much damage.
growling softly, you grabbed a cloth and begun rubbing the blobby handle so you could smooth the giant goops of paint of the wall- quickly before they added imperfections to the wall smoothness.

"What happened?"

you turned to glance at the voice and owner, Zetsu.

"I'm not really sure...paint brush just flew off the table and made a huge mess"

"odd...looks like a paint version of Deidara's explosions" the lighter half said humorously
you, took a step back and admired it for a moment and with a soft agreeing phrase went back to fixing it

"you know someone would call that an omen"

you turned to snap at Zetsu only to find nobody there...

odd.

thinking a bit harder...was that even Zetsu's voice you just heard?

you shrugged it off and resumed painting

"I can't wait for Deidara to see this!"

you stared at the blue room from the hallway. you wanted NOTHING to do with that room. you wanted those walls to burn.

how could that blue mockingly exist when...when...

"D-Deidara....y-you idiot..." you whimpered as you crumbled to the floor sobbing.

you had been told, only a mere twenty minutes ago how Deidara met his end. although you could totally see the dumbass going out in a tit for tat...you didn't want it to be real. not your Deidara.

"For the record...I think the paint is beautiful"

you glanced up tears still streaming down your face to see a rare sympathetic look from Itachi. he set his hand on your shoulder briefly, gave it a gentle squeeze and began to move on his way "its the exact colour of his eyes...Deidara would have adored it"

you crumpled up on yourself further crying your eyes out. your heart aching for someone no longer roaming your world.

"Stupid...stupid, stupid, stupid...!" you yelled in anguish

Hidan:
you were relaxing, glad to be rid of your boyfriend for a few days. you also were trying to calm down- after all since the supposed to be year long mission, you were very stressed when your noisy boyfriend took off more than a day or two. You always shrugged it off feeling a complex over abandonment had developed but you weren't really that worried. After all, he always came back, pieces or whole.

you sighed in the bubble solution just thinking how much fun it would be to convince Hidan into one of these baths again.

It only worked once but you had convinced him to try all the 'lady' products for a good bath one night and you were pretty sure he secretly liked all the pampering. Although he bitched and complained every second of it...you would catch a few brief moments where he seemed genuinely relaxed and content.

after a good soak you rinsed off and crawled from the tub and into your towel.
a shiver ran up your spine and spinning around to yell at your boyfriend for having snuck in to scare you again...you were met with a window you didn't remember opening.
Huffing, you shut and locked the glass before heading on your way...only to be stopped and asked to meet Pein as soon as you were dressed. feeling the urgency in Zetsu's tone, you hurried along.

"GOD MOTHER FUCKING DAMN IT!" you screamed throwing a dummy across the room. your chakra was wild and easily spilling from you as you lunged at the large shark like man

"hey, I know I agreed to try and help you work through this with fighting..." Kisame began leaning on Samehada "but I think you're going to end up pulling something. besides, Samehada is trying to snack on what little chakra you got."

you glared at him and whipped your shoe at his face.

the missing mist nin caught it with his other hand and then gently tossed it back

"you're not a shinobi, you're just going to get hurt. Unless..."

you looked away biting your trembling lip

"unless that was the intent." he finished narrowing his gaze at you "(name), I am not fighting you so you can hide from your heartache with pain"

"why not?!" you screamed

the room fell silence as you heard him nearing, dragging the shark skinned blade your way

"that's what you want" he drew out. you weren't sure if he was confirming your words or asking you but you nodded

"I want to die" you said lowering your body towards the ground. making it easier for him to murder you

with a loud sigh you almost jumped when Samehada sunk into the floor beside your face

"you don't want to die." he argued "you want Hidan. You're not going to find him any place you'd end up"

new tears began in your eyes as you tried your best to not let them overtake you

"listen" you felt his hand rub on your upper back in circles. "Hidan wouldn't want you to be where he is now"

you could tell that he was kneeling before you as he continued speaking softly to you

"he loved you a lot, he was awful at hiding it" Kisame chuckled "he'd want you to live and find a bunch of things to do with yourself. I bet he's watching you yelling something like 'you're so fucking boring, get over it and do something awesome already -er...something like that..."

you couldn't help but snort at the poor mimicry of your boyfriend and looked up to your blue companion

"see? you're already not as hopeless as you were a second ago. And even without Hidan, you have everyone here willing to help you out" he winked then leaned over as if he were telling a secret "even if they act like they wont."

Kakuzu:
like the rebellious child-adult you are. you chose to change all of the locations of Kakuzu's stashes. did you have a death wish? to some it looked quite that way. and yet you rarely got a punishment the suited the crime. so here you were, tempting fate yet again...

"this is what you get for being a pricky old man and waking me up 3 times last night for no good reason!"

said no good reasons had to do with budgeting, lowering your costs and you could've sworn ...about what cheap rings would be acceptable enough to not end up in you kicking him in his dusty old nads.

although the last one you were pretty unsure if it was reality or dream...

just as you moved the last ryo standing upright and in the perfect position to boobytrap the location, you carefully walked off.

only three steps away, thunder cracked loudly in the sky and caused you to jump...and all the locations of hidden money having seemingly implode or set off their traps at the same time.

with a yelp you rushed about trying to stop the ryo from escaping everywhere at once - to no avail ofc.

Defeated and depressed, your body slumped in the middle of the room. Now you had to explain why you touched his things, moved them AND the mess in the room...

"today is SO not my day" you whined

oh how right you were...

late that night, you had been expecting Kakuzu to arrive home. In your waiting you had decided that instead of waiting in your room to help him unpack as you normally did...you had decided to meet him outside. So, you settled yourself a decent distance from the hideout and cozied yourself up for a long wait. Pein hadn't told you when approximately Kakuzu and Hidan would be heading back but considering the distance to their location...you figured it would be an hour or so from now. Hence the bunkering down nearby to surprise him.

you waited for hours, thankfully you brought a few books but...this was getting ridiculous. You had already read through 2/3 of your books and the last book was at least halfway completed.

"Now I'm starting to get worried..." you grouched to yourself

"worrying isn't going to help you"

you jumped in your own skin at the sudden voice and looked up in the branches to see Zetsu emerging from the trunk above you

"oh, its just you Zetsu." you smiled "did you come to keep me company? I'm just waiting on Kakuzu, old bugger should be here soon...I think"

Zetsu emerged about halfway, stopping at his hips and shook his head

"its...actually about..." the lighter half seemed hesitant to speak his words and your gaze narrowed

"Pains been looking for you" his darker half jumped in

"I told him I was waiting for Kakuzu" you said stubbornly

"yes well," light Zetsu laughed...almost nervously so "turns out he forgot to talk to you about something rather important. Please, follow us"

you glanced to the road your boyfriend always took back. staring into the dark void it became in the moonlight before turning back to the two-toned member

"...alright...but I better be able to get back here to surprise him"

Zetsu only laughed as you followed him. it sounded even more strained than before.

bzzzz

bzzzzz

you stared emptily at the bill of money in your hand before you dropped it like its brethren. the back of the fan easily scooping it up and then spitting out with the air confetti money.

"that's for telling me I'm spiteful" you growled as you grabbed another bill "and this is for hogging the blankets all the time"

bzzzz

"for not kissing me good night last night"

bzzzzz

"for not waking me up before you left"

bzzz

"for...for not telling me I love you enough..."

bzzz

"fo-for..."you hiccupped trying to swallow down fresh tears "for l-leaving...me...all alone..." you didn't even drop the money this time and instead curled into yourself on the floor and wept.

you wept for what felt like an eternity...

Itachi:
you hummed and sang happily to yourself as you continued the baking of wonderful pastries. Last night Itachi told you such wonderful news that you just HAD to make him sweets to celebrate. You swished your hips back and forth doing a little dance as you opened the oven and sat a tray of cupcakes in. You turned on the timer and settled back at the table. Staring at the colourings before you...you were unsure what colour to decorate the chocolate and vanilla cupcakes with.

"mmm! maybe if I try to make little sharingan and dango shapes Itachi would really find them cute~" you grinned pleased with your plan

you had spent the morning cleaning the entire room, replacing all the candles with fresh ones, you got some flowers for the vase he had gotten you once for a birthday~

you decided to celebrate for this huge step your doting boyfriend was taking and you wanted to show him how proud you were. and how much you loved him as well! You decided you'd get take out...but you were going to let him decide on what place and you were making the desserts and...well~ you had a surprise cooked up in your mind for even more festivities that would take place in the fresh sheets you put on the bed too!
you continued making the icing, with a few pointers from Konan when she saw the icing sugar mess you were making, and in exchange promised her a cupcake with a flower on it.

you weren't entirely sure you could make a flower design with your icing...but you were going to try your best.

hours later and you stood there, hands on your hips, as you admired your handiwork. The sharingans turned out decent...the flower for Konan on her cupcake was wonky but easily recognized as a flower and the dango icing design was pretty flawless if you did say so yourself. and you did.

You quickly packaged the cupcakes into a container and put the lid on so that they would stay fresh until your love came home. and for safety precautions from the other inhabitants...you took the cupcakes into your room that you shared with your boyfriend.
you sat the cupcakes down then practically skipped to the office that Konan and pain spent most of their time

"-but...this is going to be so hard to say"

you overheard the muted tones

you were confused. what the heck was going on? but you also knew you weren't supposed to know about the Akatsuki's missions and affairs save for surface level.

"-spent all day working so hard for when he came home..."

your hand paused at the door at that phrase.

what did she mean by that?

"please don't make me be the one to say those words to her..."

"Konan...enough"

you gulped hearing pains voice and just as you went to go through with knocking

"(name), come in please"

you opened the door and let it swing wide before walking in

"I was just raising.my hand to knock when you called me" you laughed feeling a sweat-drop roll down the side of your face "I finished the cupcakes, here's the promised payment for the help you have me Konan!" you beamed to the woman you had begun to see as a friend and sister "it's...uh...not very pretty..."

"oh no, my dear, please" Konan hushed you immediately and hugged you tightly. unbeknownst to you, her shooting a look at Pein as she did so "that is the best cupcake I've ever seen, plus I bet it is just sublime in taste"

"well, hopefully Itachi likes the others" you giggled "I kinda got carried away. but he told me he was planning on speaking to his brother after his mission and-"

"Itachi Uchiha, is no more"

you would've dropped your cupcake if Konan had only just taken it before the dreadful words left the leader's lips

"no, you see, h-he...he went to talk to his little brother... to...to reconcile. He...he told me he wanted to fix...fix it" tears quickly began flowing down your cheeks as you denied his words

"i am sorry for your loss, truly" Pein spoke again and his words like knives drove into your chest "Itachi loved you a lot...but it seems he had to see one thing through in the end"

"h-he...he went to see Sasuke..." you repeated like a broken record.

your legs felt weak but Konan held you tightly. you could feel her arms pressing the side of your face inti her bosom, vain attempts at comforting you.

"(name), its going to be okay...Its going to seem very dark right now but I swear it will become br-"

"n-no you're wrong!" you yelled trying to escape her bear hug "i-Itachi said he was reconciling with his brother an...and then he was coming h-home! I...I spent all day, I..." you words were beginning to fail as your emotions took over "I made him sweets...I...I cleaned up...I had everything all set up for a nice night...as...as a present...I...I wanted h-him to know h-how proud I was of h-him..." your words turned to blubbers of sorrow and then into full blown wailing.

Pein sat at his desk and did not move. Konan pulled you further into her embrace and hushed you trying to soothe your pain for even a moment.

"i-itaaaac-chiiiiiiii.....!" you wailed your hands clinging back into Konan.

"shhh, its alright...I got you..."

and thus, the long night began...

Kisame:
you were pretty nervous these days, most of the Akatsuki was no more and with so few a number you felt as if even a little sneeze could eradicate what was left. You had spent several days trying to convince your boyfriend to leave. You didn't like the idea of abandoning the group...but leader and Konan weren't even around anymore. Just Zetsu and Tobi. The latter now behaving strangely...you didn't trust that at all.

Itachi was no long around to reason with the giant shark man either and while he usually did listen to you...Itachi had a way of saying things that made Kisame stop and think before acting.

Not that your boyfriend was a fool by no means...but he could get worked up.

You last saw Kisame a few days ago, with nobody left to 'babysit' you during missions and no formal base left you followed along for part the way. Kisame leaving you comfy in an inn until he returned with his prize.

Except...it had been several days. Sure, the mission could have been more trouble than he thought it would be but he had assured you that he'd be right back.
you paced in the room; your stomach in knots. only to scream and jump as lightning cracked across the sky and thunder boomed. Glancing at the window you saw the weather took a sudden turn from its sunny day.

you couldn't help but feel the sudden urge to empty your stomach and ran to the bathroom, the stress eating you alive.

when you had just fallen asleep you heard a knock at the door. Scaring you half to death you rushed over and flung it open

"Kisa! I was so worried!" you beamed only to be promptly met with disappointment "oh...Tobi..."

"hello, (name), may I come in?" came that deep dark voice the mask wearer now used
you weren't a fan. you liked the fun Tobi.

you moved to the side and closed the door behind him, quickly grabbing your sweater to cover yourself up more.

"I wasn't aware that you knew where I was staying" you mumbled softly

"I know far more than you would care to hear" he followed sitting on one of the chairs at the small table provided in the room "you really should be more wary. What if an enemy was on the other side and not me?"

"..." you didn't answer realizing your blunder yourself.

"well, its hardly the time to nitpick..."he dragged out "Zetsu informed me of an event earlier and I made it a point to beeline here. In lieu of all the fun we had together while I was Tobi...I decided I owed you at least this much"

your eyes snapped to his eye hole in his mask, your stomach turned again and you could feel your body wash over in ice

"t-then..."

"I'm sad to say..."

you didn't even let him finish as you promptly rocketed up and slammed the bathroom door. locking yourself inside

"now (name)..." Tobi sighed seemingly saddened by your actions "at least let me finished"

"you're g-going to lie to me" you managed "you're going to say he's dead. but he's not. He wouldn't dare die" you argued weakly

Tobi ran a hand down his mask then, since you couldn't see, lifted his mask and pinched the bridge of his nose
"I am not lying. Kisame fell. He was caught by the leaf-"

you heart stooped that moment and dropped into your intestines

"Ts-Tsunade-sama, she-"

"ordered his death upon no intel gathered" Tobi finished for you

"sh-she wouldn't...! she knows about us! she would've...she would've tried to figure it out!" you yelled back hiding within the safety of the small room

Tobi huffed leaning back, replacing his mask

"Kisame wouldn't entertain that"

"he would! he did before!" you argued through your tears "he did when he came for me! and-and he's coming back for me now! h-he's just late!"

"I wouldn't be here if he was just late" he shot back

"go away! I don't want to see you ever again! you're just tormenting me!"

Tobi then sat on the other side of the door. for whatever reason, he felt he had to see this through. perhaps it was from both your and Kisame's kindness to him as Tobi or Kisame's loyalty from after he revealed himself to him. Who knew.

"h-he's just late..." you repeated sorrowfully

"Kisame took his own life" Tobi's harsh words stabbed your chest and ripped your heart out

"no!"

"he did. in order to keep his intel from getting into their hands. You ought to know his past now. why was he here (name)?"

you knew about how he had killed his teammates in a mission to keep their info from falling into enemy hands. It was totally logical for him to have done the same in this situation. except for one thing...

"he promised me! he said he was coning back! an-and we were going to go far away! Far, far away! just us! a-and..."your yells through your tears turned into jumbled words as you tried to yell to Tobi what you were promised "we-we...we were going to be so happy..." you sobbed "you can't take it away...he's coming back"

Tobi huffed and stood up. he stared at the door with an air of annoyance. he was done trying to be nice with an emotional woman.

"because of Kisame's actions I will ensure you have somewhere safe to be. Somewhere others ought to not bother you and you can look after yourself with ease. But that is as far as my kindness goes. Now either come with me now or rot in there on your own"

you refused to budge for hours.

when you finally did emerge...you were met with half of Zetsu...just his white half

"Zet...tsu...?" you mumbled hoarsely as you rubbed at your red eyes

"I'm taking you somewhere safe." he smiled "don't be alarmed, only part of me could be here so it didn't raise an eyebrow"

you nodded, you trusted Zetsu far more than that pretender, and began packing

"he...he isn't coming back...is he...? he...he left me all alone" you sniffled and whimpered out furiously rubbing your eyes

"...There was no trace left behind in after his sharks returned from their summons" Zetsu said gently as he grabbed your bag for you while you grabbed Kisame's bag "you're taking that too?"

"I can't leave it behind...its his. And if he's gone, then it's all I have left of him"

Zetsu nodded and used his other arm to lead you out of the inn

"we're going to find somewhere nice...just like you two were going to have"
you started to cry again, this time to nodded softly in reply and clung to the white half of the plant man

"...thank you Zetsu...for everything"

Zetsu has no real death scene so he is not included.

Tobi/ Obito is not being included either as I don't believe that there is no way he would have canonically continued on with the war if he had a love interest/girlfriend/wife. I also don't think he would have met the same kind of end if he had someone like that if he had somehow continued with the war. So, he's left out as well

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Did you notice the order~?

That's right! It's the death order lmao

Also, sorry about Tobi and Zetsu, but I really do feel that way

If you guys can think of a way that they would have had a S/O and the canon still take place, then please write it so that everyone can read it and have another book to look forward to!

cuz ya know, this one's done now lmao XD 

XoxO