When Iris got home Barry was up and in the kitchen getting something to eat. "Good Morning bear," She said. He smiled faintly "morning, where were you?" He asked. "Your apartment," she said. She had Barry's full attention at this. "And?" He asked. "I don't know he said he'd talk to you but it's Oliver so I don't know how he felt," she said. Barry nodded and went over and grabbed his phone off the charger. "Can you meet me? jitters an hour?" Barry read Oliver's text out loud. "You should go," Ires said. Barry texted back "yeah". Barry sighed, "I should go get dressed," he said. She nodded, "don't worry it's gonna be fine," she said. He nodded and went upstairs and changed into some black jeans and then he had an idea he pulled the pads out of a sports bra that was a bit small on his and pulled it on backward. He was lucky enough to have a small chest so when he pulled on his hoodie his chest looked flat. He went into the bathroom with Joe's razor and scissors and got to work on his hair. He had no idea what he was doing but he was able to shave the sides of his head as well as leave a reasonably mess about of hair in the front. He brushed it out and fixed it where he liked it and cleaned up the mess and pulled on a Beanie but you could tell he no longer had long hair. He looked in the mirror. He looked like himself. Like a boy. He walked downstairs and went to the kitchen where Iris was drinking a coffee. "What do you think?" He asked. She looked up and smiled at him going over and pulling his beanie off and smiling even wider ruffling his hair a bit and pulled the beanie back on. "You look very handsome," she said. He smiled softly "thanks I should go before I'm too late," he said. She nodded and he left for jitters.

Barry walked in and spotted Oliver in the corner facing away from the door. He walked over and sat across from him. "Hey," he said quietly. "H-" Oliver looked up at Barry taking in his appearance. "Hey. I umm I like the hair" he said softly. "Thanks," Barry said taking the beenie off. "So umm Iris made a good point that I should apologize," Oliver said. "I'm sorry for the way I treated you that wasn't right. It's your life and body and I have no right to tell you what to do with either" Oliver said. Barry nodded, "thank you. I'm sorry I kept the abortion from you I should have at least told you" Barry said. Oliver nodded, "I don't wanna lose you" Oliver started, "but I just don't know how to handle this" Oliver said. "Are... are you breaking up with me?" Barry said. Oliver shook his head "no-no I just think we... I need time to collect myself and wrap my head about this-" he said gesturing to Barry. "I understand," Barry said. Oliver nodded, "you can take the apartment I'll sleep at Thea's," Oliver said. Barry nodded, "how long?" He asked. "Not long I promise and this doesn't change what I said about this," he said gently brushing Barry's wrist. "If you need me for anything I will be there for you," Oliver said. Barry nodded trying to cry. Oliver stood, "I'll see you soon," he said lightly kissing Barry's head. Barry nodded and Oliver went to leave but Barry put his hand lightly on Oliver who turned to face him. "I love you," Barry said almost as if he was nervous to say it. "I love you too," Oliver said lightly brushing Barry's cheek. Barry smiles faintly and Oliver left.

((Thoughts so far? Suggestions? I'm open to any ideas. Don't forget I'm writing this fic live on a google doc {link in the first part}. If you head over there you can read ahead before I publish it although I've yet to spell correct it so it's rough I type fast and messy))