(AU where Squip never existed and Christine and Jeremy didn't get together after the play.)

"And then Christine's hand brushed mine and she didn't notice!" Jeremy smiled his adorable geeky smile. I breathed in and put on a fake smile.

"Jeremy that's awesome! Just a little more work and Christine might date you!" I gulped and looked down, trying to not give Jeremy a hint. I could feel my heartbeat quicken as Jeremy shifted and brushed up against my arm. I could feel something try to climb up my throat.

"Uh, Jeremy, I'll be right back." I started to run towards the bathroom, my breath becoming quicker every second. I forcefully opened the bathroom door and ran into a stall.

I bent over and started to cough.

Fist was the blood.

Then came flower petals.

I looked down at my blood stained hands, golden petals scattered into the blood. I felt tears run down my cheeks. I closed my eyes and all I could see was Jeremy. He is causing this to happen to me but I can't be mad at him. I could never.

I love him.

And he'll never love me back.

Sorry this is short. Also, don't ya just love angst? I'm kinda obsessed with the whole concept of the hanahaki disease.

Also I'm not neglecting my Doctor Who fan fiction whaaaaat nooooo