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Annabelle's POV
I was seated in my dinning room having dinner alone, Maddie still hasn't texted me and Jason either. I was trying to stay out of everyone's business so I decided to not call any of them, I want to believe that they want to handle everything on their own.
I decided that I'll be leaving tomorrow in the afternoon, I know it sounded early and well I won't be packing much but I just wanted to leave, I plan on getting my things sent down because all I want to do right now was leave this cursed city, country in whole.
I poured myself another bottle of wine and finished it all in one gulp, I was lost in my thoughts and at the same time I was trying not to think about it. I was extremely drunk that I couldn't even carry myself to the room, I was slowly falling as I carried myself up to my room.
I picked up my phone and dialled Jason's number immediately, I was done waiting, it rang and rang and rang but he didn't pick up, I wonder what he was doing that he can't pick up the damn phone.
Angrily tapping the screen of my phone I fling it over by the side of my bed and went to sleep immediately.
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The next morning I woke up with a banging headache, my head hurt so bad but I wasn't giving up on my decision, I checked the time and realize it was almost noon. I was still in my last night nighties before I fell asleep.
Putting my hands over my face I groan loudly before stretching over the bed, I reached for my phone and still no new messages, no new notifications nothing mehn I feel lonely.
I sluggishly pick myself up and headed straight for the shower, if they're going to ignore me because I was giving them space then let the games begin. I was seated by the edge of my bath as the tap kept running, I added my bath soap then stood up to undress.
An hour later and I was still on the bathtub counting sheep, maybe I was scared of the next decision I was going to make or maybe I was just overthinking it or maybe I was waiting, but I knew I was definitely wasting time.
But it was now or never, I called Kelly I informed her about the necessities I would need after am gone and she couldn't believe what she was hearing.
"Are you sure about this? Think about it it's too drastic." She said over the phone trying to challenge me.
"Are you trying to tell me what to do because last time I checked you work for me," I scolded her over the phone.
"Am sorry I was just--" I immediately cut her off.
"You were just nothing, I'll be leaving the office in your hands now, well that is until I come to visit." I said firmly, she didn't object and the conversation ended.
I was already dressed and ready to go, I stopped by the office before making it to the airport, I called Jason and still no answer just taking me straight to voicemail, Maddie on the other hand was still ignoring me so I made up my mind, this was the end.
Maddie's POV
I was over at Sophie's place today, I wanted to give Alex as much space as possible but I was still not going to give up on him.
We were having a late breakfast and having a little discussion on the way.
"So do you want to talk about it or are we just going to keep pretending everything is okay?" Sophie finally said something.
"What do you mean? Everything is fine right? It'll just be fine I know it will." I said tearing up knowing fully well it's not.
I ruined everything, I just couldn't think for once in my life without doing something stupid, how was I going to come back from this I thought.
"Do you think he's going to forgive me?" I asked her with sad eyes.
"He loves you Maddie that's why he's hurt and I know you're going to get through it," she assured me.
"And the baby?" I said shaking my head in regret, what If he doesn't want it anymore. I can't give up my first child I know it's not his but I still can't.
"Don't overthink it you'll be fine okay." She pulled me close like she read my mind giving me a tight hug.
Alex's POV
I can't even begin to describe how I feel right now, with everything that's happening with Maddie and our wedding coming up I don't even know if it's the right step to take.
I love her that am not going to deny but I just can't stop thinking about her and him and everything, the more I remember it the more it makes my decision harder. Am I really going to let the love of my life go over this?
I don't think this is something that'll be erased this easily but I also don't want to leave her but she broke me, she betrayed me and I had to hear it from someone else not her.
The moment I start thinking about it there's just so many cons and so little pros, was just loving her enough? Can I really let everything go because I love her? I really don't know.
I was seated in our room with everything scattered all over, I haven't left since our last argument yesterday, I couldn't even sleep and now it was already 2pm
I don't think I can go on like this, I really can't I kept saying to myself before finally getting up.
I know what to do!
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