Lashton in the gif i just.. dorks.

ON WITH THE CHAPTER

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"You ready to go home?" Ashton whispered in my ear while we were still lying wrapped up in each other on the desk.

"Not yet" I mumbled and snuggled closer to his side. He chuckled and tightened his grip around me.

"As much as I love lying here with you, we are on my work desk and it's extremely uncomfortable" he chuckled and I opened my eyes to meet his soft hazel ones.

"This is probably the biggest sin ever" I mumbled and he laughed, reaching one hand up to caress my cheek.

"Good thing you aren't a Christian boy anymore" he kept his gaze on me. "Though it's a fúcking turn on knowing you were untouched before I had you. All innocent and sweet" he whispered sexily against my lips. I bit my bottom lip as I heard his words come out of his mouth.

"I was not innocent though" I replied as I closed the gap and breathed hotly against his lips. I leaned even closer and licked his bottom lip. He tried to lean in and kiss me, but I held him down and he furrowed his eyebrows at me, but I ignored him and continued.

I kept licking and lightly bite on his lower lips, making him open his mouth slightly. I moved my tongue to the side of his mouth and traced his lips around, from his bottom to top, making him breathe a little heavier.

I moved my mouth from his lips to his jaw and bit down, making him hiss. "Okay, okay. You're not innocent, jeez" Ashton breathed as he pushed me away gently. I laughed and smiles cheekily. Ashton just chuckled and shook his head at me.

"Can we please get to your bed? My back is starting to ache" Ashton whined.

"Your back aching? What about mine; I was the one getting banged against it" I said bluntly and he laughed.

"I'm not gonna say I'm sorry about that because you liked it, knowing by your moans and how you screamed out my name" Ashton said with a big grin on his face as he slid off the desk and started dressing himself. He gave me my clothes and I sat up, starting to dress myself too.

"Stop bullying me" I mumbled, slight embarrassed of what he said. I couldn't stop myself from screaming out his name, he was just so good.

"I'm not bullying you, I'm pointing it out" Ash grabbed my chin, making me look at him, "I love hearing my name slip out of your pretty pink lips. It just makes me know that I make you feel good, that's all I want baby" he placed his lips on mine, giving me a quick but loving kiss. I felt a rush and was filled with warmth when he called me 'baby'. He shouldn't say that and I shouldn't feel this way. We were friends, friend with benefits.

As he pulled away and smiled, I turned away from him to button up my shirt. "Don't say stuff like that" I mumbled while picking up my suit jacked from the floor a bit away.

"Why?" he asked frowning, while walking over to me and I handed him his own jacket.

"You're making me blush, and I hate blushing" I mumbled as I avoided his gaze. I could feel him smirking in front of me.

"I like when you blush, you're pretty when you blush" he smirked and combed my hair on the side.

"Ash, stop" I said now a bit irritated. I wasn't irritated by him, I was irritated by myself. Calum's words were burnt into my skin and I was scared that he was right.

'Friends with benefits never end well. It always ends up with feelings getting in the way or something else,'

I didn't want to feel butterflies when Ashton kissed me because I didn't want to get feelings involved. I guess it's kind of late to stop because I felt something as fast as I laid eyes on him, but that's not the same I'm trying to avoid. I'm trying to avoid feelings getting in the way of me and Ashton's friendship.

He was my friend. I was the one who asked him to do this with me so I'm not allowed to be the one ruining it. I don't even dare telling Ashton that I am gay, because who am I kidding of course I am gay, I don't feel shit towards my girlfriend. I've never felt this good with anyone as I do with Ashton.

Maybe it's just because of the sex. The one you have sex with your first time usually start meaning a lot to you, people use to say. I mean, my mother always said that the one you lost your virginity to would be the one you would marry. Of course she's religious and she already was married when she lost her virginity. I sighed out, loud enough for Ashton to hear.

"Why, what's wrong?" he asked me with furrowed eyebrows, his hand still resting in my hair. "Baby?" he whispered and smirked but all I wanted to do was to do was to scream out in frustration at how he made me feel by just calling me something so small.

"Do you love your girlfriend?" I blurted out after a while of silence.

"What? Where's this coming from? I thought we decided not to talk about our girlfriends when we were together? Especially not after we had sex for the first time on my office desk" he chuckled lightly but I didn't join.

"Just- just answer the question" I stammered. He furrowed his eyebrows together again and looked at me like he was trying to figure me out.

"Fine," he whispered and took a deep breath, "Yeah, I have to love her Luke, she's my girlfriend since three years back, of course I love her"

I looked down at my feet and nodded. "Then don't call me by pet names that you call the girl you love" I whispered out.

It was quiet for some time before Ashton lifted my cheek so I forced to face him. He studied every inch of my face before he traced his thumb over my lips, making me shiver slightly.

"I don't call my girlfriend baby, I don't call her anything because I told her I don't like pet names" he whispered while tracing his bottom lip up and down my lips. His hot breath and plump lip lightly touching mine made my whole body go insane.

"Then why call me that if you don't even like it?" I mumbled back quietly, not wanting to move too much because I didn't want to interrupt what he was doing.

"Because what I told my girlfriend was a lie" he whispered before he fully placed his lips on mine. He moved his hands up so one was in my hair, caressing it gently and the other one was placed behind my neck. My arms slowly made their way around his waist.

His lips moved slowly with mine, him leading me. No tongue was involved, just sweet lips moving together in a smooth rhythm. He pulled away after a while and looked me straight in the eyes. "Don't talk about my girlfriend when I'm with you, please. You and her are two different stories. Kelly's so.. she kind of writes our story herself, and I'm following her because I feel safe with that. She's been with me for so long that I can't really see our relationship like anything else" he sighed.

"But you, you are a whole other story, and I feel like I'm kind of writing this story with you. I'm in this with you together and I like it. You are my friend, but still you are more. I know we are doing this friend with benefits thing all wrong, we're way too mushy and fluffy and not manly at all, which you would think we would be because we are two men, but I don't care because I like it.

"I don't know what's wrong, because I know you are questioning something in that pretty head of yours, but I agreed to this thing with you and even though I love my girlfriend, it won't stop me from being with you" he continued and combed his hand through my hair again, making me lean into his touch.

"I'm just scared that I'll be the one who breaks the two of you up" I admitted while looking him straight in the eyes, sky blue meeting almond hazel.

"You shouldn't be thinking about that, okay? Don't worry about something so stupid" he smiled small, making me nod. "Do you love your girlfriend?" he then asked.

I furrowed my eyebrows and shook my head slowly. "No, we've only been dating for about a month"

"So? Sometimes you know you love someone just by a few days" he said as he slid his hands down so they were now placed on my waist.

"I don't know, I don't think I ever will though" I mumbled while shrugging.

"How come?" he tightened his grip on me, making me press up against him, chest to chest.

"Because she's only my girlfriend to make my mother happy. If I break up with her, she'll be more than disappointed with me"

"You can't fake your affection towards Sarah your whole life" he told me, only truth coming out of his mouth.

"I know," I sighed loudly, placing my forehead on his, "but I've disappointed my mother enough in my life to tell her the truth"

"What truth?" Ashton asked as he put his hands on my cheeks, I closed my eyes but I could feel his gaze on me.

"You and me I guess" I mumbled, so quiet you couldn't almost hear.

"Luke..-" Ashton sighed but I cut him off in his moment of sympathy.

"Let's just go home, I can't wait to get in bed" I chuckled dryly and turned to the door. I was stopped when Ashton grabbed my wrist and pulled me back, making me stand pressed up against his chest again.

I almost didn't have time to take a breath before his lips were pressed on mine with such force I almost felt like I would break. His lips moved, but still so harsh and soon I felt a stinging feeling in my lip. My lip ring.

"Ow, Ash" I mumbled as I pulled away and brought my hand up to my lips. I licked my lip, trying to feel any taste of blood but there was none.

"God Luke, I'm sorry I just-"

"It's fine Ash," I chuckled and fixed my lip ring so it was back and stuck in the lip, "You just accidentally unhooked the ring" I smiled at him, making him relax.

"I thought I hurt you" he sighed and caressed my cheek again. I laughed at his worried face.

"I'm a big boy Ash, I can handle some pain" I chuckled. He raised his eyebrows and soon his worried face turned into a smug look.

"I'll keep that in mind" he smirked.

"Are you turning this into something sexual?" I asked and raised one eyebrow. He just shrugged and kept the smug look on his face.

"Let's go home" he said and picked up the last of our things. He stopped and looked at his desk. "I'll have to get that cleaned" he mumbled and I laughed. He walked over to me with a smile and pecked my lips.

"You ready to go home, baby?" he asked as he took my hand and guided me out of his big office. I took one last glance around it before leaving, a big smile on my face.

**

"Home sweet home" I breathed out as I walked into my house with Ashton right behind me.

"I like your home more than my own, yours is so much more comfy" he said as he took off his shoes. He sighed contently and walked after me into the kitchen.

"You want anything to eat or drink?" I asked Ashton as he sat down on one of the barstools.

"I'll just have some water" he smiled and I filled up a glass of water and handed it to him.

"Thanks babe" he said and I couldn't stop my smile from breaking free. I turned back to the counter and I heard him snicker behind me. I rolled my eyes and rummaged through our cabins for a snack. I found a candy bar of some kind and turned back to sit across Ashton, eating my candy bar. But just as I sat down, I shot right back up and dropped the candy bar in my hand. I scrunched my face up in pain.

"What's wrong?" Ashton said worriedly as he stood up and walked over to me.

"I can't- My- my ass hurts" I stuttered out and my cheeks felt like they burned red. Ashton face softened and an amused look was spread on his face.

"I'm sorry" he chuckled while pulling me into a hug, laughing even more now.

"Don't laugh at me, it hurts really bad. It's your fault just so you know" I mumbled into his neck as he was hugging me, still laughing slightly. He pulled away so he could look at me but still held me close.

"You're right, I'm sorry babe" Once again, the pet name made my stomach do flips. I cursed myself to stop. "Wanna go to bed?"

I nodded and mumbled a 'yeah' before he took my hand and we started walking towards my room, but I stopped as I felt the pain again. It wasn't unbearable; it just hurt really bad up my spine, which was uncomfortable.

"Why does it hurt now? I was fine on the way home here" I whined and started to consider just lying down here in the hallway so I wouldn't need to go up all these steps.

"I'm sorry, I really am Luke. I shouldn't have been so rough the first time" Ashton said all sincerely and looked at me somewhat worried.

"Ash, it's fine, I enjoyed it so whatever. It will go over tomorrow right?" I said smiling.

"You'll probably be a bit sore tomorrow too, don't worry though, I'll take care of you" he smiled as he walked over to me and picked me up bridal style.

"What are you doing?" I asked with a shocked look on my face.

"Well, if you're hurt I won't let you walk the stairs" he said simply and I laughed at him while holding on to him quite hard because I was scared of him dropping me.

He made it up the stairs without any visible struggle and in to my room. He carefully placed me on my bed and sat down beside me.

"You need anything to sleep in?" Ashton asked and walked over to my dresser.

"No, I only sleep in my boxers" I answered cheekily and started undressing myself while lying on my bed. Ashton laughed and nodded, walking back over to me. "If you need anything to sleep in you can take whatever" I told him.

He shook his head and stood by the other side of the bed, starting to undress himself. "No, I only sleep naked" he answered back, just as cheeky as me and I rolled my eyes while watching him intensely. Him undressing was something I had to watch.

"You like what you see babe?" Ashton smirked as he turned around and face me. He was now shirtless and I was still working on unbuttoning my shirt.

"Yes, very much, babe" I mocked him and took off my shirt and tossed it on the floor. He laughed as he kicked off his pants and helped me out of my own. When we were both in boxers we both laid down under the cover of my bed and I sighed contently but then turned to look at Ash with a frown on my face.

"What?" he asked as he turned to his side to look at me.

"I thought you said you only slept naked" I stated with a small smirk creeping up and he laughed that laugh that I love, where his dimples just pop out.

He started shuffling around under the cover and soon he brought up his hand that held his black boxers, he threw them to the side and smirked big.

"I do only sleep naked" he said and sighed out with that smirk on his face. I scoffed and laughed at the boy lying beside me.

"Don't have a wet dream in my bed tonight" I said and he laughed.

"Can't make any promises, it will be hard not to when you're sleeping beside me" he winked and I rolled my eyes at him. He softly chuckled and turned the light off then pulled me to his chest so we were spooning. I had absolutely no problem with him being naked. I had to force myself not to get hard though because I really wanted to sleep now.

"Michael's birthday is coming up soon" I whispered into the darkness.

"Yeah?" Ashton whispered into my hair. I nodded.

"Calum and I started planning something a long time ago, some kind of surprise and just a hang out the three of us, but I know he'd like you to be there" I whispered while slowly closing my eyes.

"Well, if I'm allowed to be there, then of course I'll come" Ashton replied before he leaned down to place a few kisses on the back of my neck, making me sigh out in content.

Silence came over us and Ashton had started to breathe so heavily that I thought he had gone to sleep, but then he started to talk again. "We forgot something"

"What?" I asked and turned around to face him. He brought his face close to mine and closed the gap as he placed his lips on mine. His lips moving softly with mine before pulling away and looking at me with a warm smile through the darkness.

"That" he whispered and laid back down on his pillow.

"We also forgot to brush our teeth" I thought out loud, making Ashton chuckle quietly.

"Eh, one time doesn't hurt you" he shrugged as he placed me back to our previous spooning position.

"Goodnight Ash" I said as I closed my eyes, getting ready for sleep to take over.

"Goodnight babe"

**

I slowly stirred back to life when someone was nudging my sides. I let out a loud groan and buried my head deeper in my pillow. I hated waking up and I hated mornings, I was not a nice morning person.

The poking and nudging on my sides turned into someone shaking me and I slapped the person's hand away from me. "Mom, I'm awake, stop" I grumbled into my pillow.

"Mom, really?" I recognized Ashton's voice and remembered where I was and what was around me. Mom wasn't home, that's why me and Ash are basically sleeping naked together in my bed.

I sighed loudly and rolled over to slowly open my eyes. My gaze landed on Ashton. His head of curls were messily tossed to the side and his tanned chest was exposed while his bottom half was still under the cover.

"You really thought I was your mom?" Ashton chuckled.

"Yes, now shut up, I wanna sleep" I said and placed my head on his chest.

"Someone woke up on the wrong side today" he mocked making me reach up my hand and punch his arm.

"Ouch! Are you always such an asshole in the morning?" he asked while rubbing the spot I had punched. I just shrugged at his question, because well, I kind of was. "Well, you'll never see me sleeping over with you again" he huffed.

I slowly lifted my arms and placed them around him to hug him around the waist, still lying with my head on his chest. "Don't leave me" I mumbled into his chest as I held him harder. I kept my eyes close because I really didn't want him to leave; he was a really comfortable pillow, warm and soft.

"You're lucky you're cute, you asshole" Ashton scoffed before chuckling lightly. I smiled against his chest, feeling my cheeks heat up just a bit. "You can make out with me to make it all better" Ashton whispered seductively. I raised my head and looked at him with a disgusted face.

"No, ever heard of morning breath?" I couldn't keep my small snapping to myself. I couldn't handle my anger issues showing in the morning.

"I don't have morning breath though" Ashton shrugged, a small proud smile playing on his lips.

"Everyone has morning breath Ash" I rolled my eyes at him. He raised an eyebrow at me and had an amused look on his face.

"Okay Einstein, for your information, I ate some fruit like half an hour ago so my breath should be just fine" he shot back with a grin on his face. God he was such a happy person in the morning, such opposite towards me.

"You were up to eat fruit at-" I started but stopped and turned to look at the clock on my nightstand, "8:30 in the morning?!" I looked at him with the biggest frown and a shocked expression.

"What can I say, I'm a morning person. I woke up at around seven and I couldn't go back to sleep" he shrugged like it was nothing.

"Seven?! What kind of person are you? And why didn't you wake me earlier, I could have kept you company and not just sleep" I said while lying down on his chest again.

"Oh and wake you up even earlier than this? You'd be an even worse monster than now" he scoffed and I looked up at his with a pout. "Don't try to make me feel bad when you're the one with the attitude" he pointed out but I just kept my pout on my face.

He sighed loudly and threw his arms up in the air, "Fine, you win" he said and I smiled proudly. He rolled his eyes but then started to chuckle. He made his way out of my grip and stood up, holding a hand to cover his exposed d.ick. I sat up on the bed and checked him out.

He started walking towards my bathroom so I had the perfect view on his fit ass. I bit my lip to stop myself from smirking too big.

"Are you coming or what?" he asked as he turned around to look at me, a big grin plastered on his face. He knew I was watching him.

"What?" I asked when my eyes finally found his after a moment of having no self control. He smirked.

"To the shower" he said, like it was the most obvious thing ever. It didn't take me long to throw the cover off me and standing up. I stretched my body before making my way over to Ashton.

"You know, you don't have to hide the goods" I whispered to him as I was by his side. He chuckled and putting his hands up in surrender. My eyes wondered down to take him all in. I sighed contently.

"Let's at least get in the shower before you get so hard you can't even walk" Ashton chuckled and took my hand in his. He dragged me into the bathroom and let go of my hand, climbing into the shower. I heard him turn on the water and I took off my boxers and threw them on the floor somewhere. Before entering the shower and joining Ash, I took some toothpaste in my mouth and filled up my mouth with water. I gurgled a bit, making it work like mouthwash before spitting it out. No more morning breath.

I climbed into the shower and Ashton's back was facing me. He had his head to the side, letting the warm water hit his neck. I bit my lip and took one step forward so my front was pressed to his back. He immediately leaned into my touch.

I placed my hands on his hips and started to kiss his neck, giving him openmouthed kisses in the shower rain. He moaned out quietly when I bit down on his skin.

♒

He reached his one hand to mine, grasping it and moving it from his hip to his hardening d.ick. He let go of my hand when I had a steady grip around his member. I slowly pumped up and down, making Ashton moan and pant out my name. Before I could quicken my pace, he turned around and placed his long fingers around my already fully hard d.ick.

I moaned out and threw my head back, giving him access to my neck which he gladly took. He started sucking and I had no intentions to stop him.

He flicked his thumb over the head of my d.ick, making me bite down on my lip to not scream out in pleasure. He pressed me up against the wall, the heat from the shower water and the cold wall made me relax. Ashton moved his lips from my neck up to my ear.

"Does it still hurt?" he asked in a whisper, probably referring to my ass. He kept pumping me, making my breath go rigid.

"A-A bit, I can handle it though" I answered while he was jacking me off.

"Does that mean you'll be okay if I fuck you right here against the wall?" he asked, his voice low and husky, making a shiver go down my spine. I nodded eagerly and his lips met mine in a hurry.

I opened my mouth just as fast as I felt Ash trace his tongue on my bottom lip. I breathed heavily through my nose as we kissed roughly; making sure all the lust that was in us was showing throughout the kiss.

Ashton leaned down to place both his hands behind my thighs, picking me up, still having me pressed against the wall. My legs quickly hooked around him, making me sit securely on his hips.

Ashton moved his hands to keep one arm around me, holding me up, while the other hand found its way to my ass. I could feel one of his long fingers against my entrance and I pulled away from the kiss for a bit to take one deep breath.

"You okay?" Ashton asked and I answered him by putting my lips on his again, continued from where we stopped. He groaned into the kiss before putting one of his fingers inside me. One finger didn't hurt much. He soon entered two. It didn't hurt like the first time, this time it mostly hurt because I was sore from yesterday, but it was bearable. Especially when Ashton was making out with me.

The hot running water made it wet enough for us to not use any lube, though we had forgot about a condom. "Condom" I panted while Ashton was stretching me out with his two fingers.

"Forget about that for this time. I don't have anything and you don't have anything" Ashton breathed heavily into my mouth. I nodded and moaned out loud when Ashton hit that pleasurable spot.

I could feel him smirk against my skin. He pulled out his two fingers and pulled in three. I scrunched up my face at the pain that first came, but I decided not to point it out because the pleasure from everywhere else took over. Soon the pain transformed into pleasure.

"A-Ash, fúck" I cursed and tightened my hold on his shoulder while my other hand was tugging his hair. His hair was wet, but he hadn't had water in it for some minutes, making curls appear again. His hair was long enough for him to be able to push it over to one side and it made him look so fúcking hot.

"I like your hair like this," Ashton panted, like he was knowing what I was thinking about, "you look pretty with your hair down baby" he mumbled sexily against my lips as he pulled out his three fingers from me, making me whine out at the loss.

"You ready?" Ashton asked as he positioned himself so I could feel the tip of his d.ick by my entrance. I nodded and Ashton kissed me before thrusting into me. I screamed out in both pain and pleasure.

He held me up started his movements, going in and out of me in a regular pace. My moans were muffled into his hair as he kept thrusting into me.

My hand in his hair tugged harder, making him groan out and bite down on my shoulder. I hissed and then moaned out loud when Ashton hit that perfect spot, making my voice echo in the bathroom. My breathing was rigid and loud, moans finding themselves in there just like Ashton's.

"You like that baby?" Ashton asked in a sexy and husky tone while he kept slamming into me. I whimpered out a small 'yeah' and pulled his hair harder, now with both my hands.

Everything stopped when I felt him pull out of me, leaving me empty and cold. "Stand back down babe" he ordered and I did like I was told.

I stood down on the floor and Ashton grabbed my hips, turning me around. "Bend forward" he ordered again and I obeyed. I bent forward and rested my forehead on the tiled wall, my hands doing the same.

I was breathing hard against the wall and I felt Ashton position himself behind me. I felt his d.ick against my entrance again and he didn't waste any time as he thrust into me.

"Ash!" I moaned out loud, arching my back so my forehead left the wall.

"Your back is so fúcking sexy" he mumbled into my ear and pulled out to thrust into me again, making me pant out loudly. I reached one hand up behind me to find his hair again. I tangled my fingers in it and pulled gently, making him moan.

"You really like hair tugging, don't you?" he asked before slamming into me again, making me breathe in and open my mouth in pleasure.

Ashton reached one hand up and grabbed my hair hard, pulling my head back so it rested on his shoulder. He started kissing the side of my neck hotly, my pants getting heavier.

His other hand reached down to my hard d.ick and started pumping it slowly. He kept thrusting into me, holding my head still in place on his shoulder and his lips on my neck. I felt pleasure from every corner of my body and I moaned out loudly while tugging Ashton's hair.

I turned my head that was still on Ashton's shoulder and steered his head up to mine so he was looking down on me. My mouth was slightly agape as the pleasure of him fúcking me made me have to take in deep puffs of air.

"You're beautiful baby" he mumbled before me slamming into me harder and faster. His hands movement around my d.ick quickened too and numerous of throaty moans escaped me.

Ashton placed his lips on mine and his tongue met mine immediately. It was a sloppy make out under the shower when he was thrusting into me in high pace. My neck was starting to ache because of the weird angle I was in, but I didn't care because the pleasure took over.

"I'm close A-Ash" I said into his mouth. He let go of my hair and gave me one quick kiss on my lips before letting both his hands land on my hips.

"Lean over again" he whispered into the steaming water and I did as he said. I placed my cheek on the cold wall and my hands beside my head.

Before I had any more time to breathe, Ashton grabbed my hips harder and started thrusting into me hard from behind. A loud moan of pleasure escaped my mouth and I could hear Ashton's encouraging words behind me, telling me how I should tell him how good he makes me feel.

The sound of bare skin slapping against each other and loud moans and pants were echoing through the room and it was such a fúcking hot thing.

I bit down my bottom lip as Ashton kept thrusting. I tried gripping the wall but it was to no use, so I reached one hand down and started pumping myself to the rhythm of Ashton's thrusts.

"I'I'm close" I whimpered and felt how my climax was building up, that warm feeling in the pit of my stomach ready to explode.

"M-Me too babe" Ashton stuttered. He released my hips and placed his hands on my shoulders before continuing to fúck me.

I let out jagged breaths and quickened the pace on my wrist before I came over the wall.

"Ash!" I let out as I fell against the wall, exhaustion pouring over me.

Ashton pulled out of me, making me whimper quietly. He pumped himself a few times before I felt him come all over my back.

♒

Both our heavy breathing filled the room while the shower was still running. Ashton took a hold of me and turned me around, placing us both under the running water. He washed my back off before leaning over to grab a shampoo bottle. He poured some in his hand and started rubbing it in my hair.

I sighed contently and kept my eyes closed as he cleaned me off, all the shampoo now gone from my hair. I did the same thing to him, rubbing his scalp carefully, watching his eyes close like he enjoyed it.

We stood under the water for a while, just holding each other without saying anything. When the water started to get cold, Ashton turned the shower off and kissed me before we made our way out off the shower, not before I cleaned the wall though.

As we stepped out of the shower I grabbed a towel and handed it to Ashton, but instead of drying himself, he started drying me, moving the towel up and down my body in a comfortable way, making my skin dry. I did the same to him and also ruffled the towel in his hair, drying it too.

I removed the towel and laughed softly at how his hair was standing all over the place. I leaned in and kissed him before I dried my own hair off.

"You can take whatever you can find in there" I said as we made our way out of the bathroom and towards my dresser. I put on some boxers and a pair of sweatpants. I grabbed a cut-off-sleeved t-shirt with some random print on it before turning back to Ashton. He was watching me with a towel around his waist.

"You want me to pick something out for you?" I smiled and he nodded, making me chuckled lightly. I grabbed a pair of my good sweatpants, those that didn't have any holes, before looking for a shirt for him to wear.

"Do you have a long sleeved shirt?" Ashton asked from behind me. I looked up at him and nodded before looking at the black and red long sleeved shirt. After a few seconds or rummaging, I found it and handed it to Ashton. He smiled and took the clothes but didn't dress yet.

"Um, could I borrow boxers too?" he asked with a smirk.

"Oh, yeah!" I said and turned around to find him a pair of grey boxers. He thanked me before starting to dress himself.

When he was done I looked him up and down. The long sleeved shirt was a bit too big, making the sleeves go over his hands a bit. The shirt was even big for me so no surprise it would be big for him too. He looked so small and cute and all I wanted to do was to kiss him, so I did.

I pulled away and he smiled big at me. "Breakfast?" I asked and he nodded, taking my hand in his sweater paw. "You look really cute in my shirt" I admitted and saw him smile beside me.

"I look like a little kid in it though, it's so big" he said and showed me how the arms were too long for him. I laughed as we made our way down the stairs.

"That's what makes you cute though" I said and he pushed me gently while chuckling.

We made our way to the kitchen and I told Ash to sit down as I would pull out some breakfast. I got out everything I could find and we started eating, just talking quietly and laughing whenever.

I watched Ash intensely as he ate and spoke, careful not to make him notice just how much I stared at him. It was hard to look away from him. I watched him take a spoon of his cereal and how his amazing dimples appeared whenever he chewed. His jaw clenched and unclenched, making me want to touch and kiss it all over again. His big curious hazel eyes looked out of the kitchen window and he traced every tree and shape outside the window.

It was in this moment I took a breath and admitted to myself that I do in some ways have feelings for this boy. I'm not sure how deep or how strong, but they were feelings and I had accepted myself for it.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Ashton asked, raising an eyebrow and he smiled lightly.

I shrugged and leaned forward on the table, leaning on my elbows. "I don't know, it's hard not to stare at you" I spoke out the truth and Ashton kept his small smile on his face as he kept looking at me. It was quiet, dead quiet, and all we did was looking each other in the eyes.

Just as Ashton was about to speak, the backdoor opened and Calum's annoyingly energetic voice was heard through the house.

"Lukey!" he sang as he walked into the house.

"Can't I have any privacy in this house anymore?" I sighed and called out a 'yeah' for Calum to find us in the kitchen. He smiled big at both me and Ash before sitting down beside Ash, taking a toast and starting to butter it and put on some vegemite.

"Is there anything wrong with knocking on the front door these days?" I asked as I watched Calum chew his toast happily.

"What do you mean?" he asked while furrowing his eyebrows.

"I mean; why does everyone have to take the key and go in the backdoor? What if I was doing something private right now and I didn't want you to walk in?" I explained to Calum and his eyes went big.

"Oh god, you had sex on the kitchen island, didn't you?" he asked horrified and looking down on the table below him. Ashton snickered and I rolled my eyes.

"No we didn't, but what if we did though? You wouldn't like to see that, would you?" I asked him and he slowly shook his head, I smiled in triumphal. Ashton scoffed and shook his head at both of us.

Calum kept eating his toast and I looked over at Ashton. A smirk was plastered on his face and I couldn't help but smile at him.

"What?" I asked him, still not able to hide my smile.

"Nothing" he smirked, shrugging a bit.

I watched him closely and rolled my eyes with the smile still on my face. Ashton laughed and warmth spread across my body. I looked over at Calum again and he watched both of us closely. He took a breath and leaned back on the barstool he was sitting on.

"You guys did have sex, did you?" he said and pointed towards us. Ash and I sat quietly, trying to act as innocent as possible, but the thing we did in the shower an hour ago was far from innocent.

"Judging by your quite damp hair, you had sex in the shower" he pointed out and Ashton and I only looked at each other then turning back to Calum, not saying a word. "God you're like horny bunnies" Calum said while shaking his head.

I looked over at the laughing Ashton and a smile spread big on my face. God, that boy is going to be the death of me some day.

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First major fluff, then hot smut, and then fluff again. Who are we kidding here, lashton fluff is fave, lashton smut is fave.

I've been to the hospital two day in a row now because I'm sick and it sucks but you guys reading and commenting and voting makes me smile :)

Thanks for reading, ily