I drew the boys (photo above/side) because I haven't drawn fan art in soo long so I drew the boys as they look in this story and fucking hell I love them. I didn't have time to color it though

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"Princess?" I heard Ashton say from beside me.

"Hm?" I hummed as Ashton slowly ran his hand up and down my back as I was lying on stomach, drenching myself in the Hamilton sun.

We had walked down to the beach and were now just lying here, doing nothing at all. I had called Michael and Calum to come down here as well and they told me they would get down in a few minutes.

"Um, you know," he said and started to draw patterns on my back, "what you told me yesterday?"

I turned my head to look at him, squinting a bit as the sun hit my eyes. "I told you a lot yesterday, you have to be a bit more specific than that" I chuckled. He smiled and laid down beside me.

"You told me that you would tell your mother," he started and played with the sand before lifting his eyes to look at me, "What did you mean by that? What are you going to tell her?"

I looked at him before looking down at his one hand that was lightly playing in the sand. "Oh, um" I hummed, thinking about what I was actually meaning with it.

"I think I'll just tell her the truth?" I said, making it come out as a question.

"Truth, as in?"

"That I'm not dating Sarah anymore because she is not the one I'm attracted to" I said, slowly looking up at him again. "That I'm.. gay"

"You're sure you are gay?" he asked, lightly running a hand up and down my arm. I nodded my head. "Did you always know that you were?"

"No, or I mean, I always knew something was different, but I never really knew I was gay until I met you and started to get.. feelings for you" I spoke so carefully and quiet that I barely heard myself.

"It's okay to talk about it with me you know? I am your boyfriend, after all" I looked up to lock eyes with him and smiled as I saw he was already watching me.

"Yeah I know, it takes some time to get used to it though" I chuckled quietly. He nodded and smiled, moving over to kiss me on my lips.

"I know" he smiled as he pulled away. "What are you going to say to Sarah?"

"Probably the same as I tell my mom" I shrugged.

"Are you-" he said and stopped his soothing movement on my arm, "Are you going to mention me?"

I shrugged, "Do you want me to?"

"I think it's better if we take one step at a time when we get home. So we don't break up with our girls at different times and then tell them about us and Kelly would call Sarah and tell her and all hell would break loose, and I'll probably tell my mom after I've told Kelly, you understand me, right?" he looked at me with big eyes. I nodded and smiled small.

"It's all so new to us, so I think we should take it slow. But that doesn't mean I don't want you as my boyfriend or is scared to show you off, because that's not the case. You know I love you, princess" he smiled and leaned down to peck my lips again.

"I know, and that sound good," I smiled as well, "and I love you too"

"I love hearing that" Ashton sighed happily and rolled over to lie down on his back, smiling up to the sun.

"Good morning, sex addicts" Michael's voice was heard, making both Ashton and I sit up and turn to see Michael and Calum walking over, both in bathing trunks and sunglasses. Michael was wearing one of my snapbacks and I wondered when he had gotten a hold of that.

"Good morning," Ashton smiled as they sat down beside us, "How was yesterday for you guys?"

It was two days after New Years and we hadn't seen each other yesterday. Mostly because we were all too hungover and just slept through the whole day. Well, Ashton and I did something more than just sleeping, but we never left the room. I doubt Michael or Calum did either.

Calum sat down beside Michael, a bit further away from me and Ash, looking down in the sand or out the water. There was some tension between us and I hated it. It wasn't such big of a deal what happened, we were drunk and I was sad, Calum tried to comfort me and we just had a few wrong steps.

"I'm gonna go buy a coke, anyone want anything?" Michael said and stood up again.

"Buy me one too?" Ashton asked and Michael nodded before walking away. A silence was hanging around Calum, Ashton and I, and it was uncomfortable as fuck.

"I'm sorry" Calum suddenly said, making both me and Ash lift our heads to look at him. Calum took off his sunglasses and met our eyes.

"Sorry?" Ashton asked.

"About New Years" Calum sighed, running his hands over his face. I sat quietly, not knowing what to say but Ashton just started laughing.

"It's okay, Cal" he said and scooted closer to Calum to throw an arm around his shoulders, "You don't need to say you're sorry"

I smiled and nodded to what Ashton had said. "It was kind of my bad anyway, so it's not you who should say sorry" I said, laughing an awkward laugh.

"No, Luke, I think we're both the ones to blame on this" Calum chuckled.

"Well, no one need to be blamed because I'm not mad and I don't really care, I was a fucking asshole that night as well" Ashton said and scratched the back of his head.

"Can we please not talk about that night" I said and looked down at the sand before looking up at my friend and boyfriend.

Ashton smirked and nodded, still keeping his arm around Calum, who now looked a lot more relaxed.

"So, um," Calum said, putting on his shades again, "are you guys good again?"

"More than good" Ashton said, smiling over to me.

"Okay, who's going in the water with me?" Calum said and stood up.

"I'll go with" Ashton said and stood up. He stretched before walking over to me and kissed me on my lips before handing me his sunglasses, putting them on me instead. They walked off to the water, chatting happily and I smiled contently, loving how we were now four friends and not just three.

"Where did Goldilocks and Black Beauty go?" Michael said as he came back. I snorted at his comment before he sat down beside me and handed me the coke he had bought for Ashton. I opened it and took a sip.

"The water" I said and nodded towards the ocean. Michael nodded and opened his own coke. "So, how is your ribs and chin?"

Michael turned to look at me and showed his big wound on his side. It didn't look as bad as that night, but it still didn't really look good. It was red mixed with a big bruise. It looked like it was healing though, which was good.

"It hurts like a motherfucker but it's okay" he shrugged and took another gulp of his coke.

"Man, you were drunk as fuck" he shook my head and chuckled a bit. He sighed loudly.

"I know," he said and lowered his head to look down at his feet, "I don't even know how that happened but the people I hung out with were fucking bitches"

"I know, I'm glad we met up when we did" I said, watching out over to ocean.

"So, I only remember playing in the water and then midnight came and then I fell asleep," he chuckled breathlessly, "How what New Years for you?"

How was New Years for me? It was a fucking mess, that's what it was.

"Both heaven and hell" I said honestly, making Michael shoot his head up.

"What does that mean?" he asked, sounding a bit worried.

"Calum hasn't told you anything?" I asked, a bit surprised he hadn't.

"No, he didn't speak to me at all yesterday. He was all weird but I didn't really mind because I was really hangover and every little noise made my head blow up"

"Oh, well, don't judge me and don't interrupt me because a lot happened and I'm gonna give you all of it in one go, okay?" I said and Michael nodded, turning his whole body towards me to show all attention was on me.

"So, after Calum walked off with that girl and you walked off with your, group or whatever, Ash and I walked off to just.. hang," I said awkwardly and Michael rolled his eyes because he knew just what I meant, so I kept going, "and then we walked back to the beach again after a while and then we met you and you were drunk as fuck

"Ashton walked off to get some water for you and you told me everything that happened to you and you were just so happy even though you had been left to almost die" I said and looked at him, he just gave me a wryly smile.

"We got you cleaned up and I was really scared you were seriously hurt but it turned out that you weren't. Then Calum came and you started talking about how I should tell my mother and Ashton the truth and Ashton heard and it started a small argument-"

"Shit, I'm so sorry, Luke" Michael said with wide eyes.

"It's fine, that's not even the bad part" I chuckled and Michael nodded for me to continue.

"So you and Cal walked away and Ashton tried to get stuff out of me and there were some misunderstandings but we figured it out and when midnight came, everything was awesome, until.." I said and cringed at the memory.

"Until, what?" Michael pushed, looking at me with those big, green eyes.

"Until I- Until I told him I loved him" I said and glanced down to the sand and then back to Michael.

"What did he say?" he asked. It was like he was on his toes, ready to jump and scream at my answer.

"He said 'Fuck, Luke' and ran away" I told him honestly and grimaced because things only go downhill in the story after that.

"Are you serious? But you seem so okay now?"

"Yeah, well we're not there in the story yet," I said and he put his hands up in surrender, nodding for me to keep going. "Okay, so promise to not get mad or freak out when I tell you the next thing that happened"

"What did you do?" he asked slowly, raising a suspicious brow.

"So, um, I was being a pathetic ass after Ashton had ran away and I started to cry, but then Calum came after he had put you to sleep-"

Michael scoffed and chuckled a bit before I continued.

"-and he came over to me and just really comforted me. Then by some weird way, we started to speak about when we were younger and we talked about that time we, you know, had kissed-"

"Wait, what?!" Michael burst out, looking at me in shock, "When was this?!"

"Um, we were like, thirteen"

"Thirteen?! How come I get to know about this five years later?" he said, his eyes still wide in shock.

"We haven't told you that?" I asked and furrowed my eyebrows because I was sure that had slipped out at least once throughout our friendship.

"No!" he said and his face read so many emotions, I couldn't even count them up but mostly it was shock, "Tell me about it! What the hell" he mumbled the last part and shook his head.

"Can we, like, talk about that another time, the other story is more important right now" I sighed and he looked at me for a few seconds before hesitantly nodding his head.

"So, as I was saying," I started again, "we talked about that time we kiss and I told him that he was actually my first kiss and then we just ended up doing it, again" I said quietly, making the last part come out like a question, like I was waiting for Michael's reaction.

"You and Calum kissed?" he said in a hushed voice and got closer to me to be all secretive.

"Yeah, and it wasn't a small peck, it was like a full on make out session and both of us knew it was wrong, so don't lecture us, but there was alcohol and I was sad and Calum had just been dumped and we just-"

"You had sex!?"

"God, no!" I said and sent Michael a glare. "We just kissed, nothing more"

"No wonder he was all weird yesterday" Michael nodded, taking in the information, "Okay, then what happened?"

I sighed loudly, "Then Ashton came back and saw us and then he stormed off again"

"God, what the hell, Luke" Michael sighed disappointed.

"But I ran after him and after some yelling and some bad words, we in some way made up. Mostly thanks to sex, but you didn't need to know that"

"You're very right, I didn't" Michael scoffed, "So, you're good now?"

I nodded, smiling as I looked out the water, seeing Ashton and Calum floating in the water, talking effortlessly.

"More than good"

"Really? How come?" Michael asked, tearing his eyes from me to look over the water as well.

"Because yesterday he told me that he loved me as well" I smiled, probably blushed as well. I saw Michael turn back to look at me once again.

"He did?" his voice was soft and careful. I just nodded at his question.

"I fucking told you so!" Michael said happily and threw an arm around me, pulling me down to the sand and hugged me tight. "You and sugar daddy are going to make beautiful babies" he said in a cooing voice, making me roll my eyes and push him away from me.

"I'm his boyfriend now" I said quietly.

"I'm really happy for you, Luke. I haven't seen you this happy since, forever. Never seen you in love either" Michael smiled.

"So, how did you guys break up with the girls?" Michael asked, sitting up to reach for his coke again.

"We haven't told them yet, nobody knows" I said. Michael turned around and looked at me worriedly. "What, Mikey?" I sighed.

"Nothing, I just- Is that really a good idea? To start a new relationship before ending you old ones?" he said, voice laced with worry. I sighed.

"It's not like we haven't done it for almost two months already" I said, voice dripping with sarcasm.

"I'm serious, Luke. What you did before was no relationship. You were just having sex and you guys couldn't hurt each other's feelings, but now when you date each other and are in love, it's a whole other story" he spoke, making me furrow my eyes.

"How can we hurt each other when the first thing we'll do when we get back is to end our previous relationships?"

"How do you know he will end his relationship? How do you know you will end yours? It's a whole different story when you see the person in the eyes and get ready and break up with her, trust me, I know" Michael sighed.

"Just because it took you a month to break up with Christy doesn't mean it will for me, nor Ash. I'm in love with another person and I'm gay, I'm pretty sure it will be easy for me" I said, quite annoyed now.

"But how sure are you about him?" Michael asked and nodded towards the water. I furrowed my eyebrows once again.

"Are you saying he doesn't love me?" I challenged.

"No, god no, Luke. It's just- You mean everything to me, you are like my brother, my youngest one at that, and I just want you happy all the time because I know your life was a living hell when we were younger. I want you to feel great" he spoke softly, smiling small.

"Ashton makes me feel happy, and great" I mumbled.

"Then, great. I am happy for you. I love both you and Ashton and I think you two probably make the best couple ever. Plus he is rich as fuck, so good catch, Hemmings" Michael grinned and brought me back into a hug again.

"What's with the love?" Ashton's voice made us pull away, and I looked up to the perfect human being in front of me.

His tan, muscular body glistened in the sunlight as his body was wet, as well as his hair, but he had shook it to the point where it was sexily messy and all I wanted to do was to stand up and let him fuck me right there and then.

"Says lover-boy himself" Michael grinned, handing Calum his coke as he asked for a taste. Calum sat down and grinned towards me, making me believe that Ashton had probably talked to him about it in the water.

Ashton just smirked big and shrugged, lying down on top of me. I grimaced slightly as I became all wet from him being on top of me (sexual pun not intended). He shook his hair like a dog, making my face get drenched in cold drips of water.

"Ashton" I mumbled with an almost closed mouth and closed eyes.

"Yes, princess?" I could hear the smirk on his voice.

"Ugh, just because we know you're actually in love right now doesn't mean it's okay to be all PDA in front of us" Calum said and pretended to gag.

"Shut up" I chuckled before Ashton gripped my chin and steered me towards him, placing his lips on mine in a gentle and innocent kiss.

Both Michael and Calum were now gagging, making Ashton pull away, laughing loud. He got interrupted by his phone ringing.

He picked up the phone and sat beside me, making me catch a glimpse of who was calling; Kelly

"You know, you can pick it up" I said with a light chuckle as I watched Ashton stare at the phone screen. He looked up to meet my eyes and he looked hesitant.

"I don't know" he said quietly.

"Ashton, answer the phone and talk to her. I'll be here when you come back" I chuckled and pecked his lips before lying down again. Ashton nodded and stood up, answering the phone.

"Hi, Kels" I heard him say before he disappeared over to the little beach store.

I loved this boy, I was dating this boy, so I could trust this boy.

"So, who the fuck is going to tell me about your thirteen year old kiss?" Michael said, disturbing the nice silence.

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Ashton came back around fifteen minutes later. Michael, Calum and I had thankfully stopped talking about me and Cal's first kiss.

Ashton sighed as he sat down beside me again, looking natural. He turned his head towards me and smiled before gripping my waist and pulling me over to him to place me between his legs, my back against his chest and his arms around my waist.

"What did Kelly say?" I spoke quietly as Ashton had his face buried in the back of my neck.

"She just wanted to know how we were doing and she told me she was sick, probably ate some weird French food because she had been throwing up all morning" he said, his hot breath meeting my neck made chills go down my spine.

"Really? Hope she gets better" I mumbled.

"Yeah" Ashton chuckled lowly and kissed my neck lightly, making me let out a content sigh, "Wanna go back up to the room? We have to start packing soon" he said into my skin.

It was kind of late on the 3rd of January and we were leaving early tomorrow to go to the airport. It sucked to be honest. I wanted to stay here as long as possible. It was so easy here; no girlfriends, no religious mothers, no Sydney, just me and Ashton, and love.

I nodded at his question though and he helped me up on my feet. He held my hand in his, not showing any signs of letting me go.

"We're going back to the hotel to pack, you coming or you staying?" I asked the two boys sprawled out in the sand.

"Fuck, we're leaving tomorrow" Calum whined, "When are we leaving the hotel?"

"7:30" Ashton said, he was the one who had it all in check. Both Michael and Calum groaned loudly before standing up and grabbing their things before following us back to the hotel.

We finally reached our floor and separated as Mike and Cal walked into to their room and Ash and I went into ours.

"I don't want to leave" I whined as I looked out over the island from the glass doors that lead to the balcony.

Ashton came up from behind me and left a small kiss on my shoulder before walking over to his suitcase. "I know, princess, but we can get back here whenever, just tell me the time and we can go" he said with a small smile on his face.

"It doesn't really work like that anymore, I'm starting college in less than two weeks" I sighed, really not feeling that at all. I'm only doing it for my mother.

"That's right, I almost forgot" Ashton said, smiling as he walked up to me and placed his arms around my waist. I placed mine comfortably around his neck. "You're a big boy now" he grinned, making me roll my eyes.

"You are talking like you are an old man" I chuckled.

"I kind of am, I turn 21 in a few months" Ashton smirked before pecking my lips and walking off again to pick up some clothes from the floor and the bathroom.

"Ohh, then I can come to all of your college parties and crash in your dorm room!" Ashton said, sounding excited.

"Really? Because I was kind of hoping I could basically crash at your place 5 out of 7 days a week" I said, chuckling small.

"No way, I never got to go to college, so I'm gonna take advantage of having a boyfriend who is freshman at college" Ashton said, smirking as he walked out of the bathroom with even more clothes.

"So that's why I am your boyfriend? So you can experience college?" I scoffed, playfully raising my eyebrow at him.

"Yeah, that's exactly why" He teased, kissing me before moving away to his suitcase once again.

I watched him fold some clothes to later just throw the in the big black suitcase, not really having the energy to care about wrinkly clothes.

I didn't have any interest in packing. The bed looked very inviting and my shirtless boyfriend unintentionally flexing at times only made me lick my lips and slowly make my way over to him.

He had his back against me so I swiftly sneaked my arms around his waist before placing hot and wet kisses on the back of his neck and start of his spine. Ashton stopped what he was doing and sighed quietly, but content. He didn't push me away, so I went further.

I moved up to the side of his neck, leaving the same kisses there, making him tilt his head to the side to give me more access. I nibbled and bit down on his salty tasting skin, thanks to the ocean.

Ashton moved his hands up to place them on mine what were laying on his hips, intertwining our fingers.

I kissed up to his ear before stopping there, only breathing hotly for a few seconds. "Fuck me, please" I breathed, making his grip around my hands tighten.

"No," he whispered. Before I had the time to say something back, he had turned around in my embrace and placed his hands on my cheeks, looking me deeply in the eyes, "I'm gonna love you"

His words were like a puff of hot summer air against my lips, making me go weak in the knees. He placed his soft lips on mine and kissed me tenderly. Our lips moved together and out motions were still, but it still happened.

Every time we would have sex, everything was kind of hard, raw, and rushed. This time we took our time with the small things, as the innocent touches as in hands caressing the cheeks or feeling our heartbeats move together as out chests were pressed together. The warm embraces in a normal hug and the easy and light kisses that needed no tongue to mean something. This was love.

Ashton oh so slowly walked me over to the bed and laid me down carefully, without breaking the loving kiss. As I was placed comfortably in the middle of the bed, he gracefully laid down on top of me, lowering his body down slowly until I could finally feel him against me.

He let his hands caress my left side, soothing me as his lips still moves carefully and lovingly with mine. His soft palm of his hand warmed up the soft skin of my chest, stomach and waist. It felt so good I started to get goose bumps.

"Are you cold, princess?" he asked and pulled away just an inch so he could talk, but his lips still touched mine as he was talking. I shook my head slowly, bringing my hands up to touch his toned and warm chest.

"No, you just make me feel so good" I whispered, shyly looking him in the eyes through my eyelashes. He leaned up and kissed my forehead, then my cheeks, then my chin and then my nose.

"I love your nose, it's so cute" he smiled small, talking quietly.

"I love you" I whispered, watching his deeply in his hazel eyes.

"I love you too" he whispered back before leaning down and placing his lips on mine again.

I slowly moved my hands up to his hair, but instead of tugging and gripping it, I carefully combed my hands through it, massaging his scalp as we kissed sweetly.

We kissed for what felt like second but probably were hours before Ashton slowly and lovingly started to undress me from my bathing trunks. It was like it was our first time and we both wanted to feel comfortable and safe with what we were doing with each other. I hadn't been more sure though.

As my shorts were off, I helped Ashton out of his, easily and gracefully taking them off and dropping them carefully on the floor.

We hadn't touched each other sexually, more than kissed, but our other touches were purely innocent but we were still hard, and our hard members were slowly rubbing against each other as we kissed deeply, now curiously and tenderly tongue involved.

Our breathing had gone heavier, but our pace hadn't picked up, and I wasn't complaining, because if this was real love, I wanted to experience it all night long.

Ashton reached one hand down to our members as the other on stayed put by my head, holding him up. He slowly and silently took a hold of his cóck, rubbing his thumb over the slit to smear out the pre come all over it. He did the same to me before letting his hand go down both of them, working them both up with one hand.

"Ash" I moaned quietly, making Ashton let out a quiet and strangled moan as well.

"You're so beautiful" he mumbled, kissing my cheek and jaw lightly.

He stopped all his movements and released our throbbing members, moving down so his face was now between my legs. He breathed hotly as he let his hand draw patters on my knees before gently grabbing them, steering them to each side, spreading my legs apart.

I watch him in silence as he kissed my inner thighs, saying quiet but meaningful 'I love you's after every small kiss being placed on my pale skin.

He kissed up to the head of my cóck, placing a small kiss there before taking me in his mouth. I gasped at the feeling, his tongue drawing circles around the head and the slit.

I breathed heavily and let out small whimpers of moans as I closed my thighs around his head. He gently gripped my knees and pulled my legs apart again before going back to taking me in his mouth.

"Ash, I-I love you" I said in small moans, sounding like whimpers, making it almost sound like I was crying, but crying of pleasure.

He pulled off of me and looked up at me, "I love you too" he said before he leaned up again, placing his lips on mine in another tender kiss.

I soon rolled us around slowly, leaning down to place small kisses on his chest, down to his own hard cóck. I caressed his inner thighs as I kissed down his chest before taking him in my mouth, making Ashton moan in his low voice.

I bobbed my head up and down slowly, swirling my tongue around and enjoyed the taste of him, humming in content.

"Mm, Luke" Ashton moaned quietly, holding my hands as I took further of him in my mouth. I soon pulled away and looked up at him.

Ashton pulled me up to him again, laying me down on the bed and climbed on top of me again. He coated his length in lube while keeping his eyes locked with mine. I bit my lip as he was licking his, making me go crazy inside.

Ashton prepped me just for a small amount of time before lining up himself. "I might not be able to hold for long, you are just so good" he spoke softly, caressing my cheek.

"Me neither" I whispered, kissing him before he gently and slowly pulled inside me, never once breaking his gaze with mine.

"So, so beautiful" he breathed out as he was now fully inside me.

"You are as well" I said, my voice cracking between a small voice and whisper.

"I love you so much" Ashton said and there was honesty in his eyes that I had never experienced before.

"I love you too, so much"

He kissed me sweetly before starting to move his hips, the feeling was like fireworks through my body. The moans and grunts where mixed in the quietness in the room, mixing with the aroma of love.

Ashton held a gentle tempo all through, really letting us enjoy the feeling of being so close, the closest a human being could ever be.

The loving touches and chants of love were happening all through the love making, almost making this scene film worthy.

As told, we didn't last long. Ashton came first, with a grunt and pant of my name. He kept riding out his high in hoped of me coming as well, which I soon did. I came with a soft moan of his name, kissing him softly but passionately as he collapsed beside me.

I cuddled up to his side and nuzzled my face into his chest, smelling and feeling him. I watched as his chest moved up and down, and I placed my hand on his chest to feel it.

I felt his heart beating and I placed my hand over there instead, feeling the rhythmic melody of the muscle that steer you whole life, as in living and loving.

"It beats like that because of you, princess"

I tilted my head up too look up at Ashton, his eyes locking with mine instantly.

"My heart beats for you"

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