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"I love you"

As fast as those three words slipped out of my mouth, Ashton stiffened; I could see and feel how his whole body just tensed up by my words.

I looked at Ashton with big eyes, one because how shocked I was that I had actually let those words come out of my mouth, and two because I was impatiently waiting for his response. I was scared as fuck. Here it comes, the dreaded reject.

By the way Ashton had pulled away in an instant and how he stared at me with big, dead serious hazel eyes, I knew that he wasn't expecting this and neither was he willing to say it back.

"Wha-" Ashton started, speaking quietly, but I could still hear him clearly over the celebration nearby. All I could focus on right now was Ashton and the words he was saying. I closed my eyes and breathed in and out, trying to keep my tears in that I could feel were building up behind my eyelids.

"What did you say?" Ashton finally spoke, his voice so small and quiet that it almost seemed like I had just imagined it.

It was now my turn to stiffen up, because I didn't know what to say. I didn't even mean to tell him the truth about how I love him, but it just slipped out even though I'm not ready. I certainly wasn't ready to repeat it when I could see quite clearly that he didn't feel the same. The fear in his eyes and the way he was trying to scoot away from me wasn't really a good sign.

"I-" I started, my voice shaking, just like my hands did as I fiddled with my fingers. I tried avoiding his eyes, but at the same time I wanted to look at him to read his face expressions. I slowly looked up to meet Ashton's eyes, and the blank look he had on his face, as well as fear, only made me want to stand up and either jump off the cliff or just fly home and cry in my bed.

"N-Nothing" I whispered, looking at Ashton but quickly averting my eyes to my hands again, "It was nothing"

I could feel Ashton's eyes on me but I kept mine away from his to protect myself from falling down in the dark.

"Tell me what you said, Luke" Luke. Not babe, not baby, not princess, it's only 'Luke' now.

"Nothing" I assured again, this time even quieter.

"I know you are lying to me" Ashton whispered, "I heard you say it"

"Then why are you forcing me to say it?" I snapped, looking up and locking my eyes with his.

He looked at me with eyes filled with numerous feelings. Everything was mixed up in his hazel pools and I couldn't read them. I didn't know if he was going to kiss me, punch me, cry or run away, everything was a mess in his usually big and happy eyes.

"Is it true?" he almost just breathed out, so quietly it could just have been air blowing past me.

I didn't want to answer that question because he knew it was true and I wasn't going to confirm it for him a second time. I wouldn't be so cruel to tell him that and to not mean it, even though he'd feel the same or not.

I just locked my jaw at the anger and frustration at myself. I looked him dead in the eyes, my eyes burning from the stinging feeling from the salty tears. I refused to let them go though, I refused.

The quiet answer and the my serious stare into Ashton's eyes was the answer he needed to know that the words were true, even though neither of us didn't want them to be.

Ashton sat still for a moment, only staring at me before he closed his eyes and sighed loudly, a frustrated sigh almost. He opened his eyes but didn't look at me.

"Fuck, Luke" he said before standing up and walking away from me and the beach. I was left alone with tears silently escaping from my eyes.

It was quiet, dead quiet. It was almost like the party on the beach had stopped and everyone had listened and watched everything that had just happened.

It hadn't stopped though. The party was still on full go but it was like four walls had been built around me, secluding me from everyone else, making me feel even more alone.

The silent tears running down my cheeks and hitting the ground almost felt like they were trapped inside those walls, raising and making me drown without me trying to save myself.

Every move and every noise, every expression and every breath made my heart hurt, my stomach churn, my lungs empty and my brain scream at me for being so fucking stupid.

A boy like him doesn't love a boy like me.

"He's so out of our league" Calum's words echoed around me and I knew for sure, that he had been right all along. It was like he had silently tried to warn me about falling in love with Ashton but I had just ignored him.

Michael and Calum's soothing words about how Ashton loved me back were earlier making me believe them, but now they were breaking me into two.

The tears kept running down my cheeks as I stared off in the way where Ashton had disappeared. I softly let out a pathetic and whiny sob, making me throw my hands up to my face and hide all the tears away. My body was shaking and I was mad that I was reacting like this. 

I hate crying, and Ashton has made me cry twice. Sure, first time was because I came out as gay for my brother, but it was still thanks to Ashton. Without Ashton, I probably would still be walking like a small pathetic puppy behind my girlfriend while doing and loving her like I would think was right for me. If I had been with Sarah right now and told her I loved her, she wouldn't have left me crying on a fucking crowded beach.

I felt myself getting mad at Ashton, but I knew it was wrong. He hasn't done anything wrong, this is all on me. It was me who wanted to start this sex thing with him after we had spent our first night together which was also my call for. He didn't seem hesitant to any of it, but it was still all on me.

I sat in silence, my head in my hands as I leaned it down on my knees that were pulled up to my chest. I felt so small and vulnerable, but most of all, I felt alone.

The thought hit me like a rock was thrown at my face. I didn't have Ashton anymore. I was alone. Sure I had my friends, but they weren't the love of my life.

I had never been in love before and even though it was beautiful in the most beautiful times, it still hurt like a bitch, especially when the love of your life leaves you alone on a beach filled with sweaty teenagers after you have told him you love him.

I cried harder, I cried more. I cried while I drank up my beer, I cried while I watched the people on the beach. I cried because I was mad about myself for crying. I hated myself for crying, but I couldn't stop it. The break of my heart made the pain burst through my veins, making the tears fall even if I wanted them or not.

"Luke?" a worried and soft voice said, belonging to Calum. I didn't lift my head but I could feel a presence beside me, letting me know that he had sat down. An arm was draped around me and I instantly leaned into it, needing the warm embrace and the comfort.

"What happened, why are you crying?" Calum asked, almost sounding scared to know the answer, "Where's Ashton?"

The name made me tense up and cry even more. I cried now when Calum had his arms around me securely. I just let go of all the anger and let myself feel sorry for just myself. I was tired and broken, still feeling pathetic because I was crying over a boy.

"Please tell me what's wrong, Luke. You're scaring me. Where's Ashton?" Calum said again, even more worry evident in his voice.

I calmed down my sobs and cried until I was sitting still in Calum's arms. I took a few shaky breaths before speaking up.

"He left" I sighed quietly.

"What? Why?" Calum was confused, I could hear it. "Is that why you're crying?"

I sighed and nodded into my legs as I was still curled into a ball while Calum's hands were placed securely around my body.

"What did he do to you?" his tone in his voice suddenly changed from soft and worried to 'I'll fucking beat his ass if I have to'.

"Nothing" I whispered.

"Then why are you crying?" his voice was back to the quiet soft one. I took one shaky breath again.

"I told him I loved him" I said and could almost feel the tears and the sobs coming back to haunt me again.

Calum sat quietly and just held me. I couldn't see his face so I didn't know what he was thinking about or how he was reacting to what I have said, but the tightening of the embrace made me feel better.

"H-He just left after you told him?" he spoke carefully, not wanting to break me more than I already was.

I nodded and sniffed, clearing my throat, "Kind of"

"I'm sure he just needed time to think about it. He'll come back soon and tell you the same, he loves you, Luke"

"He pushed me off him and said 'fuck, Luke' and then stormed off. I don't think he needed time, I think I scared him off for good, Cal"

Calum was quiet again, but I could feel him place his head on my back, hugging me even closer to him. I sighed before sitting up, making Calum sit up beside me as well. I lifted my head, making my face visible for anyone to see. The now quite cold wind was making my teary eyes hurt. I knew I must look pathetic with my red and puffy eyes, my running nose and broken appearance.

I turned to look at Calum, and as soon as my eyes met his, his whole body slumped and his face softened, he even looked a bit hurt. I barely ever cried, so I would have thought this moment would be more shocking for Calum than anything else. He had basically seen me cry three times during all these years we've been friends.

"Luke..-" he said sadly. I shook my head and started laughing a dry and annoyed laugh.

"God, this is so stupid" I laughed, rubbing my face with my hands, "I'm so fucking pathetic"

"No you're not" Calum sighed, moving closer to me to put his arms around me again, "Stop saying that"

"Cal, I'm sitting here and crying over a fucking boy. I'm like a twelve year old girl, it's pathetic as fuck" I argued, still shaking my head at how unbelievably embarrassing this whole thing was.

"Luke, it's natural to feel this way when you're heartbroken" Calum shrugged and held me closer. I wasn't crying anymore, but my used tears were drying on my cheeks, making me look even more horrible as I already was.

"2015 sucks" I sighed, putting my head on his shoulder. He put his head over mine and rubbed my arm to keep me warm and also give me comfort.

"Don't say that, it's only been fifteen minutes of it" he spoke quietly.

"Yeah and it sucks"

"Luke," he sighed, "Michael and I will make sure this year will be the best year ever for all of us. Even though love doesn't really go any of our ways, we'll still have each other. You're my best friend and my brother, I will try everything for you to have the best year of your life"

A small smile tugged at the corner of my lips at his words. I still didn't smile, but the words warmed my heart.

"Thank you" I whispered, "Where's Michael anyway?" I asked, lifting my head to look around.

"He fell asleep like five minutes after midnight. I had to drag him up to the beach and give him my jacket so he wouldn't freeze to death. He's over there" Calum said and pointed at a sleepy lump a few meters away from us. It looked like he was sleeping soundly with an extra jacket covering his top body. I chuckled slightly at the sight.

"There's a smile that was all I needed to see and hear to know you'll be okay" Calum smiled and pulled me back to him again. I huffed and shook my head, still smiling small.

"If people knew you were gay, they would probably think Michael and I were your boyfriends, or at least boytoys, because we are a trio of very touchy guys" Calum thought out loud. I looked up at him and laughed, still feeling the dry tears on my cheeks and the soreness in my eye, but I tried to ignore it as much as I possibly could.

"Yeah, they probably would. I don't even think they had to know I was gay, I think we three have made people believe we are gay since we were three years old" I chuckled.

"Oh yeah, remember when we did that game where you stood in a room and the one person pointed out another person for you to kiss and both had blind folders?" he asked, seeming happy in his flashbacks. I nodded at his question and smiled while watching my friend talk.

"You were actually my first kiss" I chuckled at the memory. Calum turned to face me and smiled.

"I was?"

I nodded in response, only making him smirk. "I guess the gay started earlier than we knew"

"I've always been gay, just too scared to admit it to myself and others I guess" I shrugged. Calum gave me an assuring smile, making me feel good about myself, knowing now that I will always have my friends with me.

"Don't you remember how much we freaked out though?" he laughed, making me picture everything to that time.  

We were thirteen and at a birthday party at some girl's house. She had invited the whole class and we had the whole downstairs to ourselves, her parents promised to stay out of the way. Some girls had came up with the idea to play this new variant of kissing game, and everyone was eager to play, so I had to do so as well.

I was seated beside Calum and Michael in the sofa and I was nervous because I had never kissed any girl, and I didn't really want to kiss any of the girls in my class, because well, they were girls.

Michael was seated beside me with long hair that was out of control because he still wouldn't let his mother cut or brush it. He was the cool kid as he was one year older and every girl in our class wanted to be kissed by him.

"Okay, everyone needs to sit down on the floor and not too close because people can't know when you leave or not!"Tess, the girl that had the party, said to everyone. Everyone did as she told them to and when we were seated she gave out a piece of black fabric for us to have around our eyes, blinding us from everything.

I was very hesitant to everything and I felt my nerves go crazy, but I didn't want to be the kid that didn't dare to kiss a girl, so I reluctantly put on the blindfold.

"Okay, I will stir you around a bit so you don't know who you are sitting beside" Tess spoke again and after she and a few of her helpers helped her, the game was on. I could hear whispering and people moving into another room. Every time someone was picked, Tess would point at some other person on the floor, asking the blindfolded person she was standing with which one he or she wanted to bring and kiss. The scary thing was that we were all blindfolded and had no idea who we chose to kiss.

I sat on the floor, quite relieved that I hadn't been picked, but just as I thought that, someone tapped my shoulder.

"Okay, stand up" Tess whispered in my ear, helping me stand up. "Do you want that person?" she asked and I could imagine her pointing at someone on the floor. I shook my head and she questioned me the same again. We went through three people before I nodded at her question. I heard her and her friend snicker before she talked to me again.

 "Let's go" she said and let me into another room. It was darker and empty, all quiet. "Okay, have fun you two! Remember, no talking!" Tess and one more said before going out of the room and closing the door after them.

I breathed nervously and I could hear the other person do that as well. I could feel a pair of hand trail up my body until they were both on my cheeks. My breath hitched in my throat but I kept quiet, not wanting to cross Tess and breaking the rules.

Suddenly warm breath was breathed on my lips and I whimpered very quietly as I was so nervous. I was so scared that I would be total shit and the girl would run out of here with a disgusted look and never talk to me ever again.

Soon the lips were pressed on mine and they were plump and soft, so so soft. I puckered my lips a bit to make mine plump against hers too, showing that I want to kiss back. It was a nice first kiss, it was still and soft and not at all as horrible as I thought it would have been. I soon pulled away to breathe again, as I had held my breath for the whole kiss.

She kept her hands on my face still, until she took one hand off of my face. She soon slid her hand up and took off my blindfold. I held my eyes closed until I heard a gasp. I quickly opened my eyes and they widened as my eyes met with Calum's, not hers.

"Luke!?" Calum whisper shouted. I stood still and looked at him with wide eyes, "Oh my god, I kissed you!" he sounded panicked, making me panic in silence as well. The room was darkly lit, but still making everything in the room clear, showing that we were in a small bathroom.

"Don't tell anyone about this, okay?" Calum's small voice said and I nodded quickly, still mute after our shared kiss. "I kissed a dude!" Calum whined and I stood and watched as he paced back and forth on a small space.

I wasn't freaking out about the fact that I had just kissed Calum, I was freaking out because I liked it even more knowing it was guy I had just kissed.

"You know, I actually enjoyed that kiss but was too scared to tell you because you were stuffing your mouth with toothpaste and I thought that you would actually unfriend me if I told you" I chuckled, making Calum shoot his head up to look at me.

"You did?" Calum asked surprised. I nodded honestly.

"You should have told me, I wouldn't have cared" he said, making me laugh.

"Really? Because when I was standing in the corner freaking out about the fact that I liked having a boy kissing me, you were cleaning your mouth and that didn't really make me feel the greatest" I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Luke, I was thirteen. I was wearing suspenders and thought that you had no own choices and beliefs in the society. I honestly though what we had done was wrong" he shook his head embarrassed, making me laugh.

"So you didn't enjoy it then?" I joked.

"I actually didn't think of it back then" he hummed and looked at me.

"What?" I asked with a small smile on my face. He smirked and grabbed my face before placing his lips on mine. I was surprised to say at least and I was stiff as he had his plump lips against mine, just like they had been five years ago. I had no time to move before Calum had pulled away. He had the same smirk on and a thoughtful look on his face.

"Not bad, not amazing either though" he spoke and I looked at him with big eyes, almost making it look exactly like five years ago.

"What was that?!" I burst out. Calum laughed at my expression.

"I wanted to see if I enjoyed it" he said simply, shrugging. I kept my mouth hung open as I looked at him like I couldn't believe him.

"Well," I started and breathed, "did you?" I asked quietly. He looked up at the sky, making it look like he was thinking about it, I scoffed.

"I don't know, you were kind of stiff, last time you actually responded" he said.

"It's just because you jumped on me from nowhere, I wasn't prepared!" I defended myself. He laughed.

"Are you saying you want to prove me wrong?" he joked, looking at me with a raised eyebrow.

"Hell yes" I said with a determined voice before putting my hands on his face and dragged him over to me before he had any time to speak. I placed my lips on his and this time I felt him being shocked by my actions.

He loosened up as I started moving my lips against his. He chuckled as I moved my hands up to his hair. I shut him up by tugging at his hair. He slowly moved his hands and put them on my waist, gripping slightly.

His plump lips were so much different than Ashton's and his hands were smaller and less stable than Ashton's, making this whole experience all new.

He moved his lips with mine as well, making me relax into his touch. My eyes that were previously forced shut were relaxed as my eyelids rested over my eyes. I felt content yet I knew it was something wrong with this. Even though it was wrong, it still felt right as I was completely broken inside.

I was broken out of my calmness as I felt Calum's tongue grace my bottom lip. I hesitated before opening my mouth, letting him in. My tongue met Calum's and he tasted so different compared to Ashton. I didn't know if I liked it or not, but I knew that I couldn't get Ashton out of my head.

Calum licked the roof of my mouth, making me moan unexpectedly at the sensitive touch. His grip on me tightened as he pulled me closer and my hands tugged his raven hair harder. He grunted and I felt myself move after the lust controlling my body. It was all lust, no thoughts or clever decisions.

He let his tongue move around in my mouth until he found my lip ring, starting to tug and nibble at it. The act made me think of Ash and I whined quietly, but continued anyway.

I took his big plump bottom lip between my teeth and tugged at it, making him let out a throaty moan. I knew it was pure lust, hidden confused emotions and alcohol that was driving this kiss, and that's why I continued.

Calum's one hand left my waist and curled around my body, gripping my back. He fisted the material of my jacket and pulled me over to him, making me straddle his lap.

My breathing got heavier and mixed with his as the kiss continued. I could feel my lips grow raw by the filthy and hard kiss, but I didn't mind, I didn't mind at all at this point.

I pulled away slightly and looked at Calum. His eyes were still closed, his lips a tad swollen and his breathing heavy. The image in front of me made the lust inside me double and I leaned in again, placing my lips on his sharp jaw line.

I traced it with small kisses until I came down to his neck, just below his ear. I placed small and light kisses on the skin until I heard him groan, making me open my mouth and place wet kisses on his tan skin. My tongue tasted him and my lips and teeth made him feel me.

"Luke," Calum said breathless. I kept going as I thought his call for my name was just out of pleasure, "Luke" he said again, this time for sternly. I pulled away and looked at him with red lips and confused eyes. He didn't look at me though, he looked behind me. I followed his eyes and turned around, freezing in my spot when seeing Ashton standing not far away, looking at us with his jaw locked and eyes burning.

I immediately got off Calum and stood up, Calum doing the same. He cleared his throat as he tried catching his breath after our previous activity.

I stood staring at Ashton with my mouth slightly agape, not saying anything. Ashton's eyes went from me to Calum, and back again. I tried saying something, but nothing came out from my mouth. Calum spoke up instead.

"Ash, mate-" Calum said, obviously knowing what me and him had just done was wrong. We are best friends and we let the alcohol and the tense situation get the best of us.

Ashton shook his head and let out a dry laugh before turning around and walking away again. I threw my head back and let out a groan of frustration. If I hadn't fucked up before, I had now.

"Go after him" Calum spoke up, his voice a bit hoarse. I looked at him as if he was stupid. "Don't question me, go. Explain what the fuck just happened and tell him it doesn't mean anything" he spoke quietly, nodding towards the way Ashton walked away. I nodded before walking away, not saying a word to Calum because I didn't know what to say.

I walked with long and hurried steps after Ashton. I couldn't see him but I followed the road he ran off to. As I stepped off the beach and came back to concrete, I could see Ashton's built body move up to the city. I started running, trying to keep as quiet as possible to not get attention from Ashton so he wouldn't run away from me.

When I was barely ten feet away from him I slowed down. "Ash" I said, my voice hoarse and broken. Ashton stopped in his tracks but didn't turn around. He soon started to walk again as he felt my presence getting closer.

"Ash, please talk to me" I said, almost making it sound like a whimper. Ashton stopped and turned around. His eyes were filled with anger and hurt, making my stomach drop because I knew it was all me.

"Why should I?" he asked, his voice harsh and cold, making me shiver uncomfortably. "You tell me you love me and then thirty minutes after I see you about to fuck your best friend!?" he barked, making me wince.

"It's not like that" I spoke quietly, not trusting my voice to be any louder.

"Then tell me how the fuck it is like because I'm very fucking interested in how you'll get yourself out of this" he scoffed, making pools create in my eyes. I refused to let them go this time though, it wouldn't happen.

"I-I love you" I whispered.

"How can you love me and then go make out with your best fucking friend?!"

"You fucking broke me when you pushed me away and ran off after I told you I loved you! Did you think I would patiently sit there with a smile on my face and wait for you? I fucking cried like a pathetic little baby when you ran off, leaving me alone with not even an explanation as to why" I defended myself, feeling how my hands were shaking because of all the emotions running through my body.

"Calum was there and he comforted me, he was just being my friend"

"You don't go around and make out with your friends when you are sad"

"You are my friend and I do a hell of a lot more with you than just make out!" I exclaimed. He looked at me with an angry expression. We were both broken and angry and we were bad at handling this.

"I'm not your friend, Luke. Let's be honest here, I'm only friends with you guys because I'm your fuck-toy. Without that, we would have been nothing" he said, his voice as cold as ice.

"You are my friend, Ash. You are more than my friend because I love you," I said, lowering my voice. I locked my eyes with his and tried to show him just how sincere I was with him, "I'm in love with you"

He shook his head but stayed put as I walked over to him, standing almost so close that our chests were touching.

"No" he whispered and closed his eyes as I was close to him. I carefully put my arms around his neck.

"Yes" I whispered back and placed my forehead on his.

"No," he said and shook his head again but still letting my forehead lay on his, "please don't do this to me, Luke" he said, sounding almost close to tears.

"Why?" I breathed shakily. If Ashton was close to tears, then I was as well. He slowly and hesitantly put his hands on my hips and I immediately felt comfort.

"Because I'm not ready to say it back and I don't want to hurt you. I never thought it would get this far and I'm scared, but I'm happy, and I- I want-" he struggled to speak and just let his forehead land on mine in a defeated way.

"You don't have to say it back, I just want you to know the truth" I whispered, carefully playing with his hair in the back of his neck. "And I'm happy too" I said quietly.

"You make me feel so much," Ashton mumbled, "but I'm sorry I'm not ready to say those words yet. You deserve it though" he sighed.

"No, just knowing you don't hate me or is scared of me makes me feel so content with 2015 right now" I spoke quietly, and I could see a small smile form on Ashton's lips.

"You are way too good to me" Ashton spoke and opened his eyes to meet mine.

"So are you" I answered.

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"Calum could never make you feel this good, could he?" Ashton mumbled into my ear before thrusting into me hard. I let out a high pitched moan and trembled by the pleasure. I shook my head at his question and kept my eyes shut, biting my lip hard as I tried to not moan out for the whole island to hear.

"Can't hear you, princess" he spoke huskily. The nickname made me whine and pant, a moan escaped as he slammed into me again.

After the emotional talk before, we ended up sharing gentle touches and kisses that turned out to become more heated as Ashton started to bring out his dominant and jealous side.

Through kisses we ended up by the hotel, in our bed and he was now (as he told me) letting me know I was only his and no one else's.

"N-No, only y-you" I stuttered though moans and pants.

"That's right" he said before picking up his pace and started fúcking me hard. His grip on my hips tightened and I wouldn't be surprised if there were marks there tomorrow. I moaned out loud in pleasure while gripping the sheets tightly.

Ashton's slowed down his pace again, making me whine a bit, but he shut me up when he started talking.

"Say it" he whispered, making me open my eyes to look at him. He looked beautiful.

His long honey curls where softly brushed even though they in some places where wet because of the sweat. His eyes were big and friendly, still containing with lots of lust. His mouth was slightly agape as he breathed through it heavily. His bare chest glistened thanks to the night lights from outside and the thin layer of sweat. His arms were showing off his muscles as he tightly held my hips in his big, gracious hands.  

"Say what?" I asked quietly, looking up at him with big eyes.

"That you love me" he breathed out quietly, his voice so small it could belong to a kid.

I breathed in and out deeply before letting the sheets go from my hands and placed my hands over his. He released my hips and took my hands in his, intertwining our fingers.

"I love you" I said as I looked his deep in his eyes. He looked at me for a few seconds before speaking.

"Again" he whispered, watching my every move.

"I love you"

He lowered down so he was almost lying on top of me. He moved our hands up, placing them over my head. Ashton looked at me for a few seconds before thrusting into me with force, making me gasp and moan.

"Again" he said through gritted teeth as he pulled out to slam into me again.

"I- ahh- I love you. Forever" I moaned. He stopped for a second to look at me again before going back to fúcking me into bliss. His moans where whiny and needy, only making me moan harder as well.

Our moans were synced together and out pants were creating a pattern. As he kept fúcking me I kept mumbling those three special words like a chant of pleasure and, most of all, love.

Ashton leaned down to kiss me as his cóck moved in and out of me, working me to my climax. The kiss was breathy and needy, but it was perfect because this was the first time we had done something so close, based on love.

"You're mine" Ashton panted as he picked up the pace of his movements. I kept letting out girly high pitched moans, but I couldn't care less.

"I'm y-yours" I panted.

He released one of my hands and wrapped his own around my leaking díck. It was rock hard and red, ready to spill any minute.  

Ashton pumped my length lovingly, but way too slow. I bucked my hips up to get the friction I wanted. He picked up his pace while fúcking me hard. I was a moaning and panting mess underneath him.

"A-Ah" he moaned, making a shiver go down my spine by the hoarse and husky voice he had.

He stroked me up and down, from top till base and hit my prostate every time, making me come hard over my bare stomach and chest.

"Fuck! A-Ash" I breathed trough my climax. Ashton had still not come, fúcking me though my high, making me clench around him. He soon game with a loud moan and a gruff.

He took up a random t-shirt from the floor and cleaned our chests off before relaxing.

"Mine" he whispered breathy. He laid his head down on my up and down-moving chest. My heart was beating fast and the sweat from us both was making us glisten in the darkness. He placed small kisses on my bare skin and hummed in content as he felt the goosbumps he created on my skin.

"Again"

"I love you"

"Forever?"

"Forever"

"Promise?"

"Promise"

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I fucked up this story so bad, im sorry. (it's not over yet though, someone asked but nope it's not over yet)

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