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It just happened from nowhere, she come and stabbed her down, well she come between the knife and her sister. My Ragini sacrifices her life first for me and now for her. She is selfless she has changed and turned negative, but I couldn't see her change in turning good again... no I betrayed her, I betrayed my family and I betrayed myself. I had falle in the trap of a woman, who was sneaking for revenge on my family and me. I blindly followed her, again I misunderstood the love of Ragini.

I'm shouting her name and praying for her to wake up l, but nothing happens. She is losing blood her wound is deep the knife had hit her abdomen. I was trying to stop the bleeding pressing my hands against her wound, but it didn't stopped oozing. The inspector had called an ambulance, but they couldn't come into the building as it was a construction site. Even in pain and hurt I lift her up and carried her the way.

I couldn't take my eyes off her, I was lost without her my life was meaningless, yes I know it is late, but I'm in love with her for a long time, but I couldn't admit it. I was an egoist. Who couldn't see her genuine love for me.

We reached the ambulance and I placed her carefully on the stretcher bed.

The nurse was irritating me, all the time she was trying to dress my wound, but hey it wasn't a major wound Ragini is the one, who is fighting with her life.

I was angry over myself, but more than me I was angry on Swara, she was the one who couldn't took care of herself because of her carelessness Ragini had to come and save her. I know they all tried to save me, but how could they underestimate a mental disordered person. Sanskaar Bhai too wasn't there on time. Now they are scared for her life, but her life is bounded with mine. I won't let her die...

Finally we reached the hospital all were there Sanskaar or Swara, I don't know who of them had informed the whole families. I wasn't holding her hand she was holding my hand. She was living through me, how could I leave her hand...

But it was her Daadi, who broke us apart. She hates me and why not after what I did, hate is the least I could get from them.

I never care for anyone else than me. I was always selfish always thinking about me first, but now I just want Ragini back not for me for all of us. Without her out life's are meaningless there is no joy, no happiness and no love...

But my happiness didn't matter only pain was for me. Shekhar papa throws me out.

I'm not allowed to call him Papa again as I have slapped him, not only this I insulted him! I have slept with daughter and divorced her, but that is not all I married another woman in front of her eyes. She is an angel and I'm the devil in her life.

But not anymore I want to be her light, her guide, like she was for me in my darkest time.

I went home with my family, my mother consulted me ", but I didn't cared much.

I changed my clothes and left the house I went to the hospital and sat next to her near the bed. I asked the doctor for the permission as I wasn't allowed to stay cause of Shekhar Papa. He had given the hospital a strict order not to let me in. But even the doctor could see the healing process while my presence.

My life is connected with hers l, my heart beats for her. Each breath I take is named by her.

I come each night for her. Twi weeks later they discharged her from the hospital I was happy at the same time I was sad I couldn't meet her.

All the time she was unconscious, but still I think she knows I'm here with her not leaving her side. The Gadioda took her along with them. Swara was there too. I was still angry on her. But yet I have to agree I wasn't better than her. I was blaming the one, who loved me true heartily for turning my life, but she is the one made my life liveable.

I come the day to meet her I begged in front of Shekhar Papa; but he thrown me out and taunted me not to call him Papa ever again. There is no relation between us.

He was right in his point I have lost all my rights the day I raised my hand.

I was at home, when I got to know from Swara that Ragini is fine, but suddenly she got high fever.

High fever! I was scared just one night I'm not with her and her body is losing the power to live. No, I won't let anything happen to her! A bound of our love is inseparable and unbreakable.

I waited outside Baadi just in case no one sees me...

I enter the house and hide behind a chair, I could hear Daadi, Papa and Maa talking about Ragini and her current health.

Daadi was fuming and cursing the one, "it all happens because of that boy."

Shekhar nods, "haan Laksh, we did a big mistake, but Maa you don't worry this won't happen again."

Sumi tries too to control the anger of Daadi, "please Maa you take rest I will look after her."

Haan it is better not to give me another chance, but it is not their decision, it is Ragini's decision. She is the one, whom I hurt the most, she is the one I love the most, whatever it takes I will try my best to get her back.

I finally entered her room. I checked twice if someone has seen me or not. But lucky me, well only when she is near me.

I can called to be Lucky, otherwise I'm the most unluckiest man of the world.

How many times I have to fail in everyone's eyes just to see the right path?

I checked her forehead. I sat next to her on the ground I was kneeling down.

I was holding her hand and kissing it. Praying for her health and fast recovery.

I took a cloth and dig it in the bowl, I strained the extra water out of the cloth and placed it on her forehead.

I did it the whole time, till I heard someone coming, but My life wasn't leaving me.

Haan she gain conscious, maybe she could recognise me, but she was still weak the medicine were effecting her memory, most of the time she was sleeping. But I'm not angry as long as she is getting better. I could release myself from her grip. But she faints. I was devastated...

How could she give up so easily I'm here na. Baacha please stay strong I will stay with you! I didn't left, I stayed the whole night after Sumi Maa had fallen asleep I took the care of Ragini.

I don't know why, but if it would be Swara would she has fallen asleep too? A mother can't close her eyes knowing her child is in pain... then why she is sleeping next to her as if nothing had happen?

I know I'm the last one to questioning her love for Ragini, but still I know she didn't consider her as her child.

She loves Swara, everyone does, but why I'm angry on her and the other I too had fallen for Swara even if it wasn't love it was a mere of attraction I gave her a higher importance than Ragini, who always loved me unconditionally.

Remembering my betrayal I again fall in my own eyes there is no one for me to wiping them away... besides you Ragini, "please Mera Baacha comeback to me. I'm waiting for You."

I cared the whole night and I did this for the whole week. Each day Sumi Maa fall asleep, each night I cared for my Ragini.

I changed the cloth. I gave her the medicine! I hold her hand! I caresses her head. I loved her like a mother does love her child.

I was exhausted I wasn't sleeping properly as each night I was escaping from MM and entering Baadi at the same I couldn't show my weakness in MM or mom would have become scared. I fall asleep.

Deep in my sleep I was, but I could hear the my voice of my love... Ragini.

"Laksh ji!"

I woke up as I felt like if she really shouting my name she needs help, but as soon as I opened my eyes I could see her sleeping like a princess, who is waiting for her Prince Charming awakening her from her deep sleep with a kiss.

I wish I could give her a kiss, but I don't have the right to touch her. I hide behind the pillar waiting for the moment, when Sumi Maa leaves the room.

I could breath, finally she was gone. I looked at my Ragini she slowly opens her eyes the first she saw was me, but soon she faints.

Am I that bad? Doesn't she wants to see me again?!

Maybe I should leave and inform Swara that her fever is finally gone.

I left Baadi without anyone noticing me. Swara just come at the time I was leaving. I stopped looking at her. Swara went inside to Ragini's room.

"Ragini! Ragini please opens your eyes. I was watching you through the window."

Ragini starts to murmur, I couldn't hear her, but Swara goes near her mouth. Listing with care.

"Ragini... say."

Ragini in a low slow voice, "Laksh..."

Swara smiles, "Haan Ragini I will call him."

I was nearby I could hear Swara I just enter the house through the window like I left I come. I hold her hand and asked for forgiveness, but to ask her to forgive me is just not fair enough. I asked Swara to leave the room. She did and I hold Ragini's hand tight.

"Ragini my sorry isn't worth anything I know to say I'm sorry to heal your wounds I have given you, but I want to give you a promise. I want to tie a bond of love with you. I will never leave your side I will always be with you!

I can't live without you, don't think I fall for you because you saved my life.

No Ragini, I had fallen for you long time ago, but I just couldn't understand my own feelings. I know it must be sounding stupid and weird the true is, I love you Ragini and if there is a small corner left in your heart filled with love I want to be there, just a small corner is enough because my love never decrease it increase and from time to time it will fill your whole heart with love."

"Ragini say something, would you give me another chance? One last chance because there won't be another time I will fail in love!"

"Ragini kiya tum phir se mujhe apna banougi? {Will you make me yours again}?"

Ragini didn't say a word to me and before she could I was caught by Shekhar papa. He slapped me several times I didn't care I wasn't angry or hurt, but I know someone else is hurt seeing me beaten up! I plead at him, but he refused.

Swara and Sanskaar come to my help, but I wasn't pleading him I was pleading to Ragini, who has stood up from the bed.

"Papa.... leave him." She said in low voice.

Finally my Baacha said something, but I could read her eyes she won't admit her love to me. She turned her face and went inside her house. She closed the door and I was again saved by her, she is my saviour, my shield without her I'm vulnerable, but with her I'm untouchable.

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