What kind of karma is this? Once again everything that was painful in the past was repeating itself again. It's been a week since you last saw Jimin and this time, the separation is thousand times more painful. It's literally unbearable but you felt helpless. Never in your wildest dreams that you ever thought that Jimin would turn out to be Jae's father's brother. The brother you had been hearing a lot about when Ray was around. 

Now that you think about it, things did slowly make sense around you. Similarities of Jae and Jimin. The little belly bump that was named baby J because it held a memory of someone special, which only Ray knew of and not you. That's one of the reasons after everything, you ended up naming the little one Jae when he was born. Thinking about the past was always painful but now this situation just added more to your misery.

Your happiness, your love, your light of hope for a family is all gone. Jimin definitely is now Jae's blood relative but right now everything is a mess. You don't even want to fix it because that's how shocked you still are and how you have given up on this relationship. You were scared to be confronted by him if he ever asks what happened in the past and where his brother is at now. You couldn't just tell him, specially after how he shared his story about his brother and how he felt about him. You know what he meant to Jimin. So you can understand his decision. It must be hard to look at Jae and you the same anymore. He has been avoiding you all ways possible. You don't even know where he is or how he is. He would just drop random he is ok texts to his worried friends and that's the only relief you get during the day.

So you won't be surprised even if he didn't show up tonight for Joanne's and Taehyung's engagement/ Move in together Party. You were not in the mood, you are barely handling the heartbreak but your friends just drag you out to distract you and help Joanne to move stuff before the party. It's another big step and a big day in her life and she wanted you there so you couldn't say no.  

"Y/n did you see a black and silver box around here by any chance? It's the size of a shoe box." Joanne looked around with her big eyes as she walked towards you.

"Uh.. I don't think so. Did you check with Vee? She took some boxes to the store room.. I think." You say in a bit unsure tone since you really didn't know what's behind the corner two doors of Taehyung's apartment.

"Oh.. I'll go check with her then." She sprinted away just as Hoseok and Jungkook carried in a love seat that Joanne own and love.

"Where should we keep this" Hoseok asks, struggling to hold it up while Jungkook had no problem at all. You looked around searching for a good space, you didn't know where Joanne wanted it but you pointed to the right corner in front of the art collection that's hung on the wall. "It'll look better here for now."

"Got it." Both of them agreed and proceeded with it. Hoseok let out a loud tired sigh and Jungkook looked up at you. "Sure this is ok?" He asks and you go over to sit on it and take in the view. It was pretty decent so you gave a slight nod, "Looks ok. Jo can change it later if she don't like it." You tell them and both of them just hummed.

"Alright, I'll go get the other box. Need to go pick up Ash from her dad's place." Hoseok took another deep breath while his childhood friend rolled his eyes at him making you shake your head.

"So you are not coming tonight?" You ask looking up at the bright man who always shines like the sun.

"We are coming, wouldn't miss it at all. Just need to pick up my girlfriend first."

"Oh.. ok." You give a small smile and Hoseok smiled back before going down to get the rest. You turned your head to look at Jungkook, your eyes grew a little when you noticed he's staring at you with an expression he had never given you before. Pity? Concern? Whatever it is, it's a look that you hate the most but right now coming from Jungkook it felt different. He is always the one to pick fights and distract you to lighten up the mood. He would always go against you or pick on you no matter how down you are. You liked Jungkook because of those reasons the most, he would always piss you off or challenge you to make you forget your problems. But right now, seeing him, a tear stung your eye because even he could feel your loss.

"Don't start today." He says in a soft voice when he notice the tears building up. You shake your head and try to blink it away but when he asks, "You ok?" That makes you loose your battle with your tears.

Jungkook let out a deep sigh and sit down next to you, giving gentle pats to your shoulder he tries to give some sort of comfort. You hung your head low and sniffle, trying to wipe away the tears without meeting his gaze.

"It'll be ok. He will come around.." Jungkook's voice was soft and uncertain. Your heart clenched as his uncertainty is another way of telling you that you lost your love for sure.

"I don't think he will. And that's ok. I understand." You say finally managing to control your emotions.

"I won't lie.. this is really a fucked up situation.. but I saw the love and the bond you two shared." Jungkook started off and you looked up to face him finally. "I don't think he will just walk away just like that."

You looked dead serious into his eyes giving him the are you kidding me look, "But he did walk away Kook."

"Yeah.. I know. I'm sure it's just for the moment. I'm sure he will come back around for good.. or bad. I don't know.. but I'm sure he will talk this out." His words just made you more uncomfortable.

"I wish he didn't. It's better this way." You tell him honestly and he just shakes his head at you.

"Don't run away Y/n. Just face it." He tries to encourage you but you just scoff lightly.

"Easy for you to say. Try putting yourself in my shoes."

"No thank you. That's why I keep telling ya'll I like my life the way it is. Drama ain't for me."

"That's why you and Vee are good for each other. But Kook.. there will be a time when one of you will want more. I hope you will hold on to your advice and face it without running away." You kind of warned him and he just tsked before grinning.

"If we ever come to that.. we will figure it out. I promise." His eyes met with your narrowed ones, he instantly knew what you were thinking so he answered before you could ask, "I will not walk away from Vinny. I love her and respect her. We know how to sit down and talk so don't worry about it." He assured you and you believe him because you have seen them always figuring things out together. You smile and give a thankful nod to him which he accepts with a soft smile.

"Phew! This darn thing is so heavy for its size." Hoseok complained getting yours and Jungkook's attention as he walked in with a medium size brown box and two bags. He quickly kept it down and looked up at you two.

"I gotta go now. Ash is ready. You two can handle this right? Only two more boxes are down. Tae just drove in too." Hoseok informs and you give a nod.

"Sure. Go ahead. Panda and I will take these." Jungkook says making you roll your eyes. 

"Yeah Hobi.. we got this. see you tonight." You smile at him.

"Alright then. See you guys." Hoseok waves and rushes out to go get his girlfriend.

"Ok. I'll go take these to the store room. You can take those to the kitchen." Jungkook pointed to the bags and you just gave a slight nod and stood up to go. He watched you for a second and he really felt bad to see you like this.

Just weeks back he saw you so bright and happy, but today.. you look sadder than ever he had seen you during his time with you. He tried reaching out to Jimin but it didn't go well. All he wished was for you two to talk it out and put an end to this misery you two are facing alone.

He sighed and picked up the box before heading to the store room. A big smile spread his thin lips when he saw his girlfriend was trying to put a box on a top shelf standing on her tiptoes. Keeping the box down he slowly got behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist before lifting her up. Vinny yelped but when she heard her boyfriend's voice she relaxed. "This is why short people shouldn't try things that are not meant for them." He teased and Vinny scoffed, a smile tugging her lips as she easily placed the box in place.

"Well.. I almost had it. And I'm not that short.. I'm the perfect height." She grumbled as he placed her down.

"I know. The perfect height.. but just for me." He flirts and she almost blushes. Jungkook chuckles seeing that and leans in to give a quick peck.

"Are you guys done?" She asks feeling all warm.

"Almost. Hobi left to go pick up Ash. Y/n is handling the kitchen at the moment." Jungkook says and bites the bottom lip skin as his eyes shifted. Vinny knew his worried look too well to ignore.

"What is it?" Jungkook sighs before replying. " I was wondering if Jimin would show up tonight or not. After all it's Tae's day. But if he did show up.. I wonder how Y/n will take it. I just had a chat with her.. And she don't look fine. She is always on the verge of breaking down when she is doing nothing." 

"I know. I'm worried too. I'm scared she will not pull herself out of this Kook. It was so hard for her to give it all.. and now this happened." Vinny sighs, her heart feeling heavy for her best friend. "I hope that Jimin doesn't show up." She adds just as Jungkook placed both of his hands on her shoulders and gently rubbed to comfort her.

"I believe everything happens for a reason. They'll have to face each other one way or another. And in my opinion.. I think it's good that they come to terms now. I'm worried about champ too. He saw Jimin like a father figure. I wonder if his tiny heart could take it if they decide to separate." Jungkook wonders and Vinny's heart broke as she never considered that before. It just made her worry more.

"Oh god! My head will start to hurt if I think about this now. Lets get this over with first. I need us to be there for them. Y/n and Jae are my own. My family.. so I'm not going to watch her cripple again." Vinny tells her boyfriend and he gives a knowing nod.

"Yeah.. I won't either. I care for them too. Lets figure something out later." Jungkook assures and Vinny gives a soft thankful smile before Jungkook could pull back to help her finish up the store room work.

☆★

Later during the party after making a toast with the engaged couple, you slowly disappeared to the small kitchen balcony. It's less noisy with no one here. You really liked this space of Taehyung's apartment, it became the perfect escape for you. Sighing, you leaned against the wall next to the railing and looked around taking in the night view. 

Everything looked pretty and you got the urge to look up at the sky but you didn't. Actually, it's because you can't. It hurts to look up at the sky because it's something that you and Jimin love to do always. It just simply reminds you of him and the memories you shared. Your fingers briefly grazed the shooting star around your neck before resting on top of the bracelet he got for you out of love. 

"Jimin.." His name left your lips in a whisper as your heart longed for him. You wanted to see him, you wanted to know how he is doing.. you wish you could hold him, touch him and kiss him again. You miss him. You miss the taste of him, the smell of him, the sound of him. You miss when he would be on top of you, so consumed by you that it felt like he might tear through your chest just so he could be face-to-face with your heart while you made love. You miss those late night talks, the look in his eyes, his jokes... everything... you miss everything. 

As you were lost in those thoughts, the sliding door suddenly opened startling you. You almost jumped but calmed when you saw that it was just your best friend. "Can you please get your ass out here. Stop hiding for god sakes." Vinny ordered when she finally found you after fifteen minutes of searching.

"Go away. How did you even find me." You groaned not wanting to be dragged out. 

"I know you. I'm your best friend remember." She walks in to lean against the wall next to you.

"Yeah.. an annoying one." You say and Vinny just rolls her eyes, "Right back at you babes."

"What are you doing here?" You ask wondering because when you left she was all cuddled up with Jungkook, talking to some of his friends.

"Came looking for you of course. Figured you must have been hiding because of him." She says making you furrow your brows.

"What do you mean?"

"What you mean by what do you mean?" She raised her brows.

"Hiding because of who?" You pointed out.

"Jimin. Who else." She looked confused at first but then seeing your reaction she exclaimed, "Wait -"

"He is here?" You ask cutting her off. Your eyes grew wide, slight hope and excitement took over you but it was just for few seconds.

"Y-yeah. I thought you saw him and that's why you are hiding."  

"No.. I didn't... H-how is he?" Your voice wavered as your face turned sad again. Pain was visible in your eyes and Vinny couldn't take it anymore. She couldn't let her friend just sit in misery like this all over again though the last time was incomparable. 

"Y/n.. why don't you go out there and see for yourself."

"Why? Is he not ok?" Worry took over you and then you realized how dumb that question was when Vinny made a face at you, of course he is not ok. You went silent and Vinny sighed before she shared some thoughts.

"Y/n.. I know I can't relate to what you are going through right now. I know it's so complicated and hard. But I really think you should talk to Jimin. You both can't just be like this." 

"I-I.. I don't think I can Vee. It feels better like this." You try to pull back and your friend wouldn't let you.

"Y/n.. listen. This better.. this safe zone you are trying to be in won't last long. One way or another you gotta come out. Why drag when you can just talk it out now. And babes.. whether you both like it or not.. you two are now bounded one way or another. Jae literally got Jimin's family blood running in him. They are freaking related. And you have to think of Jae.. This could affect him in a bad way too. So please don't drag. I know you love Jimin a lot.. even if this is hard.. please fight it out and figure it out. At least try." Your heart once again twisted at that. Vinny is right, you never fight back, you always run away. But not this time. Maybe.. one step at a time. You thought as you straightened yourself taking in a deep breath.

"I'll try. Wait here. I'll be right back. I just need to see him first and decide how I feel." You tell her and she understood why you would want her. Vinny knew that if you change your mind you would just come back running. Besides.. she just want to make sure that you are fine. You will be seeing Jimin for the first time after the fight so she knew it'll be hard for you. So Vinny just  gave a small encouraging smile and nodded. 

Letting out the breath you have been holding, you looked inside as your heart slowly picked up it's beating. Nervousness started moving up your body as you took your first few steps but gradually you moved into the crowd who were busy drinking, dancing and chatting. The loud beats of the music was increasing the beats of your heart as you took turns in search of the man you've been missing like crazy. The man you've been scared to face.  

As you walked around the dancing crowd and head towards the table where beers were kept, you stopped in your tracks when you finally saw him. My Jimin. Your chest tightened when you saw him in the corner seated all alone- without you, looking roughed up. He was staring down at the drink in his hand, head hung low lost in thoughts. You wondered if he knew that you were here too and wondered if he would come find you or not. What if he walks away? What if he looks at me in a way that I won't be able to handle and then ignore me? It's Jo's and Tae's day.. I can't break down. I won't be able to handle this.. Not today.. not in this crowd.

 Your brain and heart was ready to fight over this matter but you got distracted when Taehee walked over to Jimin with a big smile. You knew that she is harmless and knows her limit but even if she cross it... do I have the right to say anything about it? But you know Jimin only sees her as a sister, he told you about this before but still the closeness you are witnessing at the moment as she was murmuring things to him bothered you.

Jimin sat there with his lips pressed together and giving small nods to whatever Taehee was saying to him. He refused to make eye contacts with anyone as he knew they looked red and sore. He wasn't in his perfect condition and the only reason he showed up here for few minutes was because of Taehyung. He is Jimin's best friend, soulmate so it didn't feel right to skip his day.

All Jimin intended to do was to show up.. hang around for ten to fifteen minutes and then leave. And this Taehee showed up when he was just about to ditch before he could come across you. He knew you were here, Jungkook confirmed it earlier when he saw him. Jimin's heart been racing ever since. He really wants to go find you and probably hug you because he feels like dying on the inside, but he couldn't. He just didn't know how to face you or this situation.

Jimin felt a hand on his arm and when he looked it was Taehee. He completely missed out on the things she was telling him so he just gave a small smile to her and she smiled back. "I'm going to miss you Jimin. I know I was a pain. Even though I'm moving to Swiss for the rest of my studies.. you will always be my first crush." With that said she leaned in to give a peck to Jimin's cheek.

He froze for a second as it came from nowhere but he didn't say anything. He just gave a nod  and looked up only to have his heart frozen once again. His eyes met yours and for a second he forgot how to breathe. He thought of going to you out of habit but you just gave a sad look and stepped back into the crowd.

"Jimin?" Taehee called and then it hit him. Fuck, What if she just misunderstood. He thought quickly standing up. He excused himself placing the cup he was holding on the chair and went in the direction that you disappeared to. 

In that moment he forgot what you both are going through. He knows that you are in pain just like him but he don't want to hurt you any further. Specially not with thoughts of betrayal. When you're hurt, it hurts him way deeper. It rips his heart, it feels like someone is clawing at it. He can't see you cry. Definitely not because of him. He feels like you are being wrenched. No matter what, he cannot stop loving you any more than he could stop breathing. He's hopelessly.. irretrievably in love with you and he knows that he need to face this sooner than later. But the fact that his brother is involved disturbs him deeply for many reasons. The family he used to despite in the past was you? The brother who left him and living happily was with you? But why isn't he here now? 

All these questions popped his head again as he got to the kitchen. He looked around but you were  not there. As he turned to the left, he noticed the balcony door open, he had a gut feeling that he would find you out there. So as he was getting closer, he stopped right near the door when he heard yours and Vinny's voice. He didn't want to eavesdrop into your conversation but what you said in that moment caught his attention. 

"I don't think I can do it Vee. Not to Jimin."

"Y/n.. You have to. I thought about this ever since he found out. Jimin deserves to know the truth." Vinny sounded so serious that it made Jimin furrow his brows.

"But how can I tell him all of this. I know what his brother meant to him. I can't do this Vee. Besides.. telling him all of this will not change anything." You tell her in a pained voice.

"Trust me it will. You are hiding a big part from Jimin, Y/n. He deserves to know the whole thing. This isn't just about you anymore. It's about Jae and Jimin too. Just tell him." Jimin heard you sigh, he knew you weren't going to budge and he couldn't take this. He had to know because he can sense there is more and he wants to know about his brother too. Only you could answer him so he stepped in startling you and Vinny, "Tell me what?"

You looked at Jimin with big wide eyes the moment his voice boomed. You thought your heart jumped up your throat. Vinny was equally taken aback and both of you know there was no getting away from this.

"J-Jimin?" You almost stuttered.

"Tell me what, Y/n?" He looked dead serious and the way he just called your name with no love just stabbed your heart.

Vinny cleared her throat to get a little bit of attention, she kind of broke the heat and you were thankful because you sucked in a breath as she spoke. "I think you guys need to talk. I'll just leave now." She says and gives you a pointed look before leaving. Part of you wanted to curse her and drag her back but then the other part of you knew that she is right and you needed some privacy with Jimin.

You stood still a bit stunned, unable to look him in the eye. This is so fucking hard! After the long painful week, he is here and yet you can't even utter a word to him. But you need to. You have to. "I-I.." You tried to start but you couldn't.

"What are you not telling me, Y/n? What is that you are hiding from me?" He says and you knew that he was listening to the whole thing. You looked up at him and you saw that his eyes have softened a bit. The pain and the longing was very visible. It broke your heart all over again to see him trying hard to stay in control.

After another one whole minute Jimin let out a sigh and dropped his head low while clenching his hand into a fist. It's so obvious he just gave up all over again. Without looking back up at you, he took a step back but you just stood there frozen. Then he took another which got your attention and he turned and stepped out to the kitchen to leave you all over again, your heart jumped into a panic mode and your body instantly reacted by following him out.

"Jimin, Wait." You quickly grabbed him by his arm and you felt him stiffen for a second. Your touch still have an effect on him just much as it has on you. Your grip on him tightened wishing you could have more but you let it go when he began to turn.

"What?" He asks in a hard tone. He is angry and you know it. You opened your mouth slightly to speak but someone just walked passed so you got quiet again. You didn't know how to begin this conversation in a place like this with so many people around. But Jimin didn't have the patience.

"Look Y/n. If you don't want to talk then I'm leaving. So please excuse me." He says and turns back but you quickly get in front of him to block him.

"Move." He says more like an order but you just shake your head.

"No."

His brows drew together as he looked at me from across the space. "No?" 

"No." You are very good at being stubborn. You are like a cow—if you didn't want to be moved. In that moment he won't be able to move you, no matter who or what came. He sighed seeing the determination in your eyes.

"Then tell me." He repeats, his eyes meeting yours which looked lost but hopeful. This is it! 

It felt like this is your life-altering moment. You realize as you stare into his eyes—your heart feeling as weightless and hollow as ever when he is here standing in front of you. Your life-altering moment would never be a measurement of time. It would never be as simple as marking a few points in the timeline of your life that you could identify as transcendent. It was him. Jimin. He was your moment.. your everything. And for as long as you had him, your life would constantly be changing, be altered. You'd be challenged, cherished, loved. With him, You'd live. And you'd fight for that. You'd fight for him like you hadn't when he asked you to once before. You wouldn't take no for an answer. He was stuck with you at least till he hears you out. Just like he had promised you many times before, in front of the people you loved the most in this world. You'd prove that to him. You just got to tell him everything.

"I will. I'm ready. But not now. Not here." You say looking around. Jimin followed your gazed only to notice some people walking to the kitchen laughing to grab more chips. He new you were right. This is not the right time.

"Lets go outside." He suggests but you shake your head.

"No. Not like this. Besides I need to pick up Jae from Han's. Come by tomorrow when Jae is not around." You tell him and he knew exactly what time Jae won't be home tomorrow because he will be in school. 

"I want to know everything tomorrow. Everything." He repeats and once you give a nod he just walks around you and leave. This time you didn't stop him because you knew he would be coming over tomorrow. And you need to prepare to face everything tomorrow because, It's Time.

☆★

Nervously sitting on the chair you kept glancing up at the clock while waiting for Jimin. It was past 9.30am and you wondered if he will show up or not. The whole night you were up trying to figure out a way to explain things to him but more the minutes passed, more it made you nervous. You are kind of a wreck at the moment. Even though everything seems very quiet on the outside at the moment, inside of you there were storms wrecking havoc. 

Few minutes passed and you were in the edge, picking on the skin near your thumbnail. Finally when the bell rang, you jumped on your seat getting startled. Your heartbeat increased and you knew that it's time. Letting out a heavy sigh, you got up and took slow unsteady steps towards the front door.

Placing a hand on the door knob, you took another minute to yourself to calm yourself down because you know that once you opened this door, everything is just going to change for you and Jimin. You tried to take another breath but Jimin rang the bell again, fear of him walking away, you just opened the door not expecting to see an annoyed looking Jimin with furrowed brows. He looked like he hasn't slept a wink. He looked more troubled than last night.

"Come in." Your voice was small but he heard it well, so when you moved he stepped inside. You closed the door and followed him into the living room. 

You offered him something to drink but he just refused as he took a glance at you. He noticed that you were stressed as much as he is. Yet he can't bring himself to say something about it. Even though there's this hidden anger and annoyance inside of him along with pain, he can't feel better to see you not looking any better in the first place. He still cares for you and loves you.

Maybe, this was just never meant to be. Both of you faced a lot of hardships from the beginning, yet you fought to be with each other. But never in his dreams he thought he would face something like this. He still don't know what happened and what to think of the whole situation. He still can't wrap around the fact that him and his brother fell for the same girl and he had been looking after his brother's kid unknowingly. All the similarities between him and Jae now made sense and yet never in his wildest dreams he thought of this. Jimin still do love Jae and care for him but the situation is so fucked up for him and he need to clear it out.

As you moved a mug away from the table, your shaky hands don't go unnoticed by Jimin. You are making him even more anxious. Seeing you this nervous, he's not even sure if he wants to hear everything. No, he has to... he's just trying to avoid all the pain he's been avoiding for days.

"Soo.. What is it?" He got to the point straightaway making you flinch a bit. His tone was firm and hard.

"It's about your brother and.." You kind of trailed off searching your brain for the right words to say. In the meantime Jimin tensed at the mention of his brother. He rubs his face, covering his mouth for a second as he looks at you. Your eyes meet, sharing a similar pain and discomfort and he swears, he can't take it any longer. "He bailed, didn't he?"

Your eyes widened for a bit and you blink few times, Your  hands shakily coming forward to cross in front of your chest. "What do you mean?"

You know what he means, but you wondered what gave him that idea. This makes Jimin frown and an unappreciative look is sent your way as he's trying to keep it cool. However, he faces you confidently with an arched brow, silently calling you out on your stalling.

"He left you." he says simply, "He couldn't take it and he just abandoned you and Jae. Once again he just ran away from his responsibilities." He doesn't ask, he simply states it as he lets out his fearful thoughts that have been haunting ever since he found out about his brother.

There's a beat of silence, your pupils widening for a moment as you stare at Jimin with a slightly opened mouth. Your shaky fingers gripped on the arm material of the shirt you were wearing. You understood Jimin's stern yet hurtful eyes. Your friend was right, this is not just about you, it's about Jimin too.

"No," you murmur, shaking your head before you get the courage to finally face him again, this time with desperation clear on your saddened features. You couldn't allow Jimin to think like that of his brother without knowing the truth. "Of course not. It's not like that."

That makes Jimin scoff a little, unintentionally he was slowly getting worked up. Shaking his head, he looks at you, he doesn't see any traces of  lies or something that could indicate you covering up for his brother. But still, Jimin has his own doubts and trust issues that are no one's fault but his brother's.

"Why not?" he shrugs bitterly, clenching his jaw. "It'd make sense." He sounds bitter and petty, he fully realizes it but he can't help it. The thought of his brother ditching you like he ditched Jimin.. And the thought of you together with his brother is hurting him, it's eating him alive.

"Jimin, please," You shake your head, voice rising slightly. "Do you honestly think that low of him? Without even knowing the truth."

"I'm left with nothing else to think, Y/n." he exclaims, outstretching his arms all of a sudden which makes your eyes widen for a moment before they're filled with guilt. The same guilt he's seen countless times when you talk about your past and that's why he wants to discuss this problem once and for all. "So then tell me the damn truth now."



Jimin isn't aware of the way your heart drops, all he can see is you looking extremely guilty and sad. You are breaking and a big part of him feels bad for it, he still loves you after all. No matter how sad, heartbroken and angry he might be, you're still his girlfriend who he loves despite what's about to come. Surely, it won't be any good news and he's aware of it. It's not something he can prepare himself for. He has to face it. Yes, he did walk away.. but he never break it off with you. 

"I already told you," you tell him desperately, letting out a shaky breath as you close your eyes for a moment, feeling them burn. "It's not like that."

You look so hesitant and it's ticking Jimin off. "Then what's it like if he didn't abandoned you like he abandoned me.. huh? Tell me?" Jimin raised his voice and you just gulped feeling a sudden pressure. This is hard.. so hard.

Something snaps inside of him. All he wants is for you to talk, to tell him everything but so far you're just answering his guesses. He can't control himself when the next words leave his mouth.

"Fucking tell me, Y/n" he slaps his hand against the dining table, a loud thud erupting in the kitchen as he moved forward abruptly, closing his eyes as fingers run through his dark hair. He met your eyes with dark sharp look and he came at you non stop. 

"Tell me where the fuck is he? If it's not like that why are you like this all alone. If he didn't fucking leave you. Then WHERE IS HE?" Jimin yelled.

Panicking you lost it. You couldn't take it anymore and shouted back, " Because he is Dead!" 

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Hey my loves... hope you guys are doing well. Sorry for not updating sooner.. I just got back from a get away! And Thanks to all my lovelies for the beautiful wishes on my birthday. Sorry if I missed to reply u.. I'll properly check the DMs after 2mrw! Take Care... love u all!