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Am I wrong for wanting us to make it?
Tell me your lies because I just can't face it

 iT's YoU  by Zayn 

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"What the heck are you saying, Martini?" I said in a whisper.

" Aubrey and I never slept together; how can you even think about that stupid shit? She is literally my fucking sister you per l'amor del cazzo!" He said.

{for fuck's sake}

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW!!!"

"NO, LISTEN TO ME! I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SHIT!" He said, ready to throw a punch at me.

"You still do not believe me, do you?" He scoffed and turned behind, still a bit dizzy from the amount of alcohol that he had consumed.

"HOW THE FUCK DO YOU EVEN RUN A FUCKING BUSINESS? I WANNA MEET THOSE BOARDS OF DIRECTORS AND TELL THEM HOW FUCKING STUPID THEY ARE TO TRUST A FUCKING DUMB ASS LIKE YOU TO RUN A MULTIMILLION-DOLLAR COMPANY"

"THOSE PHOTOS WHICH YOU SAW WERE FUCKING FAKE FOR GOD'S FAKE XAVIER! How can you believe a dumb person over your brother and your fucking girlfriend? That shows how much you trust both of- " I punched him. I need him to fucking stop talking.

"Punching me won't change anything, Xavier. You messed up everything; you were going to propose to her, weren't you? And you believed a dumb whore over the 'love of your life'?"

"SHUT UP! I TRUST YOU BOTH THE MOST IN THE FUCKING WORLD."

"Didn't you think it was hard for me? I just saw a photo of my best friend and my girlfriend kissing. What was I supposed to do?"

"NOT FUCKING BELIEVE THEM DICKHEAD."

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Three years ago 

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It was our graduation party and Adrian's birthday. Adrain hosted a party for our close friends, but the entire house was filled within minutes. I was drinking with Leo as usual because he was the only one who could understand me. After all, he had a girlfriend too. Adrian never had a girlfriend stating that he does want to get whipped or some shit like that.

"It's so crazy how these four years flew by quickly; we are all graduating now. And this asshole said he is throwing a low-key party, and the house filled with people in less than thirty minutes. I am so glad he finally turned twenty-three after all. And you know-" He didn't complete his question as he stormed towards Maddie, who was talking to a guy. I chuckled and took another shot of my vodka. We both are very possessive about our girls.

"Hey, sexy " A girl came and sat near me wearing nothing but a bra on and shorts, flashing her chest direct into my face; I immediately turned my face away.

"Get up, I am not interested," I said, trying to get her off my lap.

"You might wanna check what your girlfriend is doing behind your back." She said. I turned towards her to tell her to get lost, but instead, she showed a picture of Andrea and Adrian kissing.

That can not be true, can it? Adrain won't do that to me. Fuck, Andrea won't ever do that to me; we love each other.

She would never do that to me. Will she?

"Look, Loverboy, she is still with Adrian even now. She never loved you; she used you to be with Adrian." I searched for her and saw that she was with the devil himself. I looked at them. She was smiling widely and laughing at god knows what. She hit his shoulder playfully as he put his arms around her waist smiling, like a madman. 

I was fuming in rage. Out of impulse, I kissed the girl that showed me that picture. I felt disgusted while kissing her lips; they were not soft like Andrea's. I put all my rage into that kiss. She sat on my lap, her back towards them.

I heard the clicking of heels and within a second, Andrea yelled, "WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING, YOU WHORE? YOU GET OFF HIM. NOW! BEFORE I FUCKING MAKE YOU, YOU BITCH"

I broke the kiss, and now all the attention was on us. I didn't dare to look at Andrea. Was she cheating on me? If I look at her now, I am pretty sure that she would convince me somehow that she is not cheating on me, but what about the picture? Should I trust some photos of her?

"I didn't kiss him; he is the one who kissed me first, and why would I not respond to his kiss, right baby?" She said. I didn't say anything. I was looking at anywhere but at Andrea.

"Xavvyy?" The girl said. I finally looked at Andrea, and I could see that I had broken her trust just like she had broken mine.

"GET OFF HIS LAP, YOU BITCH! HOW DARE YOU KISS HIM? I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU!" The girl rolled her eyes and got up from my lap and sat on the stool beside me

"You dare to kiss him knowing that he has a fucking girlfriend- "  "I kissed her!" I yelled, making Andrea halt in her place like someone had poured a bucket of ice on her.

"Stop creating a scene and leave us alone," I said and kissed the girl harshly, making sure that she doesn't get any access to my mouth as I could smell some drugs on her. I was pulled apart by Adrain grabbing my collar.

"WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING, XAVIER? HAVE YOU COMPLETELY LOST IT?" Adrain said, but I didn't pay any attention to him. Why should I? He is the one who has lost it.

I scoffed, and within a fraction of a second, he landed a punch on my face. I didn't hesitate to fight back. My lips were bruised and his nose was bleeding but neither of us stopped. 

"Leave him, Adrain, now!" She just said those words, and he immediately left me. Of course, he will fucking listen to her every word. Instead of checking on me, she went towards him. I scoffed and grabbed the bottle of whiskey from the counter as I left them behind.

I was hoping for her to stop me and fight, but she didnt. She just gave up on me that easily.

I turned around to see her for the last time, but she was hugging him tightly, and he was patting her back, whispering some shit in her ears. At least now they can finally be together without me in the middle.

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She was always the one, I was the one who messed everything up by believing a stranger over my girlfriend the one whom I loved very much.

"Just go home Adrian," I said in a whisper.

"Please fix this DeAngelis, she doesn't deserve what you are putting her through, I had enough of your bullshit," He said and left me alone with my thoughts. 

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One year and a few months ago. 

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"Hey, mom."

" I know that I said that when I would see you again, I would bring her along with me, but we.."

"We broke up; I thought she was the one who would be by my side no matter what. Her innocent blue eyes used to drive me crazy; now I learn the real intention behind them."

"Should I believe that picture, Madre? I don't want to admit it; some part of my heart doesn't want to believe that picture. I feel like I made the biggest mistake." Tears slipped from my eyes uncontrollably.

"She was the only one who could break down my walls, who was there with me through everything. I gave her everything, my heart, soul and body, and she cheated on me with none other than Adrain." I wiped the tears which had unknowingly fallen.

"Don't I deserve happiness, Madre? Why is God so cruel? He first took you and now the only girl I ever loved and my childhood best friend away from me."

"Everything changed so quickly. Yesterday I was so happy, and now I don't have any will to live. All my happiness is gone. I was going to propose to her, Madre." I said as a loud sob escaped my throat.

"I thought that she was the one."

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I heard the heels clicking and immediately thought that she was back. I am going to clean my fucking mess and get her trust back no matter what. 

She was back with nothing but her new laptop bag, and she was in the same clothes. I ascended the stairs, looking at her visibly tired face. She went directly into the kitchen, pouring herself a glass of water, her back still facing. 

"Xavier, I don't have the energy or the will to start a fight with you. I don't care if you think I am cheating you with someone. Just please leave me alone." She said as she sensed me behind her. 

Of course, she doesn't trust me, how could I ever be so stupid?  

"Andrea I-" I said in a soft tone but she cut me off immediately. 

"Should I say it in Italian so that it will register in your brain? I am in no mood to deal with you right now. You can accuse me of whatever bullshit you want tomorrow so that you can spoil my entire fucking mood. That would make you happy won't it?" She said without turning back. I softly treaded standing behind her. 

"I am sorry Andrea, I am sorry,"  I said as I hugged her from behind, encircling my hands around her waist. 

Author's note:

I don't know why you guys are still reading my book but those who are reading it,  I LOVE YOU. 

Okay so I didn't want my book to end up with this plot BUT I wanna end this book asap cuz I don't want to keep you guys waiting. I am going to update weekly I PROMISE. If I don't spam my inbox and make me feel guilty cuz that's the only thing that encourages me to write 😭

Until then, 

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