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There is no better view
Than watching you strip down after we argue
Making it worth the pain that we go through
That smile on your face 'cause nobody knows you
Like I do

I still picture it, it's been a couple of months
I swore in my head this was the right thing for us
But it's breaking my heart, it's breaking it off
And I'm afraid to say

I still do
Love you, hate you
I still do
Hate to love you
I still do want you to want me
Like I'm wanting you, oh, I still do

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WARNING MATURE CONTENT AHEAD

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The feeling when you don't even know what the hell you are feeling. 

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"We have 50 million as the highest bid price, selling in one," 

"Two.... and three," 

"The dress is sold to Mr Xavier DeAngelis for 50 million Dollars," The announcer said with a huge grin on her face.

My eyes met Xavier's to see him already looking at me without any expression. His face was stoic like always. He brought the dress only to show people that he is capable of buying a dress for 50 million dollars.  The audience was applauding, as the announcer closed the auction. 

I gave the audience a fake smile again as I returned to the dressing room.

"OHH MY GODD," Maddie squealed loudly attacking me in a hug. 

"50 FUCKING MILLION AUBREY!!!!!"She said in a high pitched voice causing me to wince. "Maddie my ears" She squealed ignoring my comment as she thanked all the other models and the staff because of whom the auction was a huge success.

I returned to my changing room as I carefully got out of the beautiful dress when I heard a knock on the door but  before I could tell the person not to enter, the person already barged in and closed the door.

Xavier was standing there shamelessly roaming his eyes over my naked body. I just rolled my eyes and quickly put on my dress. It wasn't the first time  he was seeing me half-naked.

"The fifty million dollars will be transferred to your bank account tomorrow," I said in a sharp voice before he could say anything.

"Don't flatter yourself, I didn't buy it for you, I brought it for helping Leo and Madeline," He said in a colder voice. 

I scoffed as I pulled my zipper and gave him a bored look. 

"Aaron is here, he wants to have dinner with us," He said as he held out his arm. As he stared deep into my eyes. I was trying to find the Xavier with whom I was in love but I couldn't see find him,it was as if he was a completely different person.
I linked my arms to him as we went outside the room. I saw Maddie wiggling her eyebrows and I just rolled my eyes.

We walked downstairs together as I looked around the room. All the guests were about to leave as they always had their dinner just after the auction.

I saw Adrien talking to one of the famous models and a very shy Hailee was standing there with her head hung low. I took a mental note of having a word with him later. 

We had our diner with Aaron as we discussed business as usual. After having the dinner I excused myself as I searched for Maddie. 

I saw her and Leo talking to a couple.  I told Maddie that I would stay back and help her but she didn't let me. 

We were now sitting in the car, there was silence as usual. 

How long is this going to go on? Me and him bickering and saying shit to each other knowing that it is going to hurt us both. How long is he going to be distant with me and for how long would he pretend that we weren't together for four years and had the best time of our lives? As much as I hate to admit

We were progressing in Greece but then we fucked it up by fucking. Every time we take one step forward we distant ourselves the next day.

We entered his house as he stopped his car at the entrance. He stayed silent as I got out of the car.

I didn't enter the house as I wanted to ask him what went wrong and how long are we going to ignore each other? We still have one year and one month left. My company was now in partnership with his and I have to face him. Hell I have a meeting with him tomorrow at his company.

I am tired of this, arguing with him all the time and not having a decent conversation. At one point of my life I was in love with him. Was I not good enough for him that he cheated on in front me. Was the time that we spent together a joke for him?

I was too lost in my thoughts to notice Xavier entering the house.

"Till how long are we going to hate each other, Xavier? What happened to us?" I said making him stop in his tracks. He turned around with an angry look on his face.

"You happened. It's all your fucking fault, everything was perfect but you fucked it up, why Andrea?" He said angrily as he took long striding steps towards me "Why? Was I not good enough or you? Did I not keep you happy? Did I not fuck you good enough that you had to go to that fucking bastard?" His voice broke as he said those things, before I could ask him what the hell he was talking about he crashed his lips to mine. He nibbed my lips. After some initial resistance, I gave in to the kiss.

I wanted to pull away and ask him what the hell does he mean by I messed it up? I wasn't the one who cheated on him. He thinks he wasn't enough for me? He was my everything.

"God Andrea, you drive me fucking crazy." He says against my lips as he slams my back against the wall pinning my hands above my head and on hand cupping my jaw as he nipped my lips wasting no time in exploring my youth with his tongue. I feel his erection digging even deeper into my stomach causing me to moan. He releases my hand and immediately wraps them around his neck running my fingers through his hair. He lifts one of my legs up and pulls back to watch my face as he grinds against my centre. My eyes roll back and I toss my head up.

"Xavier..." I moan and he captures my lips again. This time he doesn't hold back though. He lifts my other leg up as he dominates my mouth in an all-consuming kiss. I wrap my legs around his torso and grind on his unbelievably hard erection. I feel him moan in my mouth and it drives both of us completely crazy. But too soon, Xavier pulls back and pants. "If you keep grinding on my cock like that, you're going to make me come in my pants princess." He says in a deep, sultry voice.

"Xavier please," I say, still grinding on him. He grabs my ass to stop my movements. He continues kissing me as I felt him carrying me upstairs. "Please what Andrea?" he says as he looks into my eyes. I shake my head. "Say it," he says in a harsh tone and I almost moaned at the command."Fuck me." Before I even complete the sentence, he kisses me hard, walking towards the bed with my legs still wrapped around him like a vice.

He throws me on the bed and quickly climbs over me. He kisses me on the neck and his lips trail down slowly as he reaches the swell of my breasts.  He softly bites me, making my back arch. "Stay still, Andrea." He says and quickly undoes my dress, baring my breasts."Wanted to free these were since I saw your lacey bra in the changing room," He doesn't waste any time and captures one of my nipples. While his index finger and thumb work on the other one.

 I moaned loudly and arch my back once more. He places his hand on my stomach to keep me still. "Xavier, I need you, Now." I moan and he moves down to my stomach, nipping at my flesh, leaving a wet trail until he reaches my waistline. He rips my panties in half, exposing my wet centre. He inhales, smelling the scent of my arousal."Always so wet for me." He says and licks a trail from my clit to my core. I almost cry in pleasure as he nips at my clit. two of his fingers slide in and out of me as he devours my clit, nipping and licking until I reach the peak. Just as I am about to come, he pulls back though, drawing a moan from me at the lack of contact. "Xavier..." I say, frustrated. 

He hurriedly puts on a condom. The tip of his dick rubs up and down the length of my pussy making me mewl. "I need you inside me, Xavier," I say and he clenches his jaw, slamming into me in one hard stroke. He groans loudly, making me wrap my legs around his waist. He pulls back almost all the way, leaving just the tip inside me. He gazes into my eyes as he slams in once more, making me arch my back. He keeps up with the fast pace, fucking me so good that the bed starts to shake. I'm already close when his fingers find my clit as he rubs once, twice. "Give it to me baby," he says and almost immediately, I come on his cock, my pussy fluttering as my vision goes black. 

He moans loudly and fucks me even faster. He keeps up the pace until I recover from my orgasm. His strokes never stop and suddenly, he pulls out of me and flips me over until I'm on my knees with my hands on the bed. "Do you like when I fuck you like this, Andrea?" he says as he slapped my ass and wastes no time in fucking me again. This time he goes even faster. "you're so hot like this, moaning for my cock." He says and I moan once again. I feel another orgasm cresting as he rubs my clit. "Come for me again." He says and I do. This time it's even more intense as he grabs the back of my neck, slamming inside me as we come at the same time.

I almost forgot the reason from where all this started, if he was angry, when I was angry at him, he didn't give me any clear reason why he hates me and how I was the cause of the hatred between us. Wasn't he the one who cheated on me? Wasn't he the one who kissed that girl in front of me?

He pulled away and I turned around facing him and crashing my lips to his as I slowly sat on his lap. He immediately responded to my kiss. I detached my lips from his and trailed them down the jaw and sucking and nibbling it. I rubbed my nipples on his chest as I trailed my kiss to his neck as I nibbed the skin harder causing him to groan. I pulled away after leaving a trail of hickeys on his neck. I smirked as I was satisfied with my result. I looked at Xavier who now didn't have that stone-cold face, he looked like the Xavier I fell in love with. Why did he give me that look only when we had sex?

I felt his erection against my core as I slammed his cock inside me, catching him off guard which caused him to groan loudly as I trusted my hips. I wrapped my arms around his neck as I arch my back slowly adjusting to his size. I felt his lips on the valley of my breast which caused me to moan loudly and scratch my nails on his back. I was about to get off his lap when he placed his hands on waist trusting his cock inside causing me moan loudly. 

"I am not finished yet Andrea," 

Author's Note:

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