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You thought you had me, didn't you?

When you lied to my face, I could see the truth
Every step with the way I knew
How you fooled me, boo

Guess you didn't know that

You were my favourite entertainer
I watch you, I laugh with and fuck with you
Don't you take me for a fool
In this game, I own the rules
You were my favourite entertainer
I watch you, I laugh and we fake it too
Don't you take me for a fool
I'ma show you a thing or two

Never seen you comin'

I'll turn you down
When you need me the most, I will turn you
When you need me the most, I will turn you down
Never seen me comin'
I'll turn you down
When you need me the most, I will turn you
When you need me the most, I will turn you down  

- Entertainer By Zayn

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I think I will forever remain a broken soul 

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"Thank you" I smiled at the shopper keeper as I inhaled the scent of the beautiful lilac lilies, Andrea's favourite flowers.

I went towards my car with the grin still plastered on my handsome face, and this was all because of one and only Andrea. Today I am going to tell her how much I love her.

She is just perfect, she understands me so well, and most importantly she deals with my bullshit. She knows what I want, she is always there whenever I want her. I need her in my life. I can't live without her. God knows what I will do without her. 

First, I decided to go to my mom's grave. After a few minutes, I reached there.

I kneeled and placed one lily on the tombstone.

" Hi, Madre. Uhmmm How are you?" I said and paused a little. "You remember My Andrea? La Mia Ragazza?" I chuckled.

(Mom) (My Girlfriend)

"Yeah the same girl whom I talk about all day, I finally decided to tell her that I love her."

"I just wanted to tell you that before I tell her. If you were here, you would have absolutely loved her. She is so kind and nice and she understands me so well, it drives me crazy. I wouldn't be surprised if I married her in two years. Everyone loves her, even Adrian, she is like a little sister to that bratty ass who always complained about how he wanted a little sister."

"I am a little jealous of their bond but he takes care of her like his sister so I have no problem." 

"Thank you, mom, for always telling me how to treat people right, I wish you were here with me to see your little Ragazzo fall in love."

(Boy)

I said and wiped the tears which I didn't realize were falling down my cheeks. I stayed for fifteen minutes longer and kissed the gravestone. I got up giving a last glance at my mom and left.

I sat inside my car and left. Within five minutes I reached our apartment. I saw Adrian's car.

Weird. He told me that he is going to Los Angeles to meet his publisher. Well, even he and Aubrey don't know that I am here, they think that I am in New York, I was supposed to come tomorrow but I decided to surprise her.

I neared the door and heard moans coming from inside. WHAT THE HECK!!?? No, this cant happen.  I am just imagining things, I miss her so much that I am hearing her moans.

I unlocked the door and my heart stopped. My girlfriend was half-naked with my childhood best friend. They were so engrossed with each other that they didn't even see or hear me. Adrian pulled away first and looked my angrily shaking figure. I wasted no time in colliding my fist with his jaw. Within minutes he was under me and I was mercilessly punching him.

"Xavier!!" I heard someone shout.

"Xavier!!!!" I gasped and woke up and saw my body covered with sweat. I was having a nightmare again.

I turned to my head towards the voice and saw Leo, who was already in his suit.

"What the fuck Xavier?? You were drinking last night?? Why the hell are you covered in sweat? I am fucking freezing even in this coat because of the ac. And why the hell haven't you showered yet? Don't tell me that you are backing off? Are you crazy or what?" I heard the annoying voice of none other than the Leonardo Sterling. 

"Would you stop talking Sterling?" I hissed.

"Who invited you anyway?" "Since you forgot about me for the last two months, I decided to invite myself." He said sarcastically. I hadn't spoken to him for the last two months because well many things changed.
"I am your best man so get your ass off that bed and take a shower if you drink right now I will kill you." He ordered me.

"You are ordering me around now? Who do you think you are? And what makes you think that you will be my best man?" I hissed. 

"I am your best friend and I have dealt with your shitty ass for the last eight years so I have the right to order you around and you don't have any other friends so get ready you dickhead." He said and threw the towel towards me.

I decided to ignore whatever he said and I went towards the bathroom. I took a cold shower. I am glad that Leo didn't hear me scream. I wrapped the towel around my waist and walked towards my room. Leo was still there.

"Guess you ended up with her huh?" "I am sure you know why we are doing this Leonardo." "No, I don't." He quickly defended himself.

"Don't lie to me Sterling, I know that Andrea told your girlfriend and she would have told you." He rolled his eyes.

"Fine. Yes, I know but you are marrying her just for business?" He said wiggling his eyebrows like a child. "Yes," I said right away.

"But why marry her? You could have just been business partners." "You know why " "because even after all these centuries you love her?"

 "No Leonardo." I gritted through my teeth's. This guy is getting on my nerves. "Many businessmen who respect women didn't give me deals because of my player ways, and I had to show the world that I am not a player and take my business quite seriously. I didn't marry her to save her."

"Whatever helps you sleep at night."

I picked up the pillow and harshly threw it towards him, but he caught it. "No need to through me out, I am going anyways. Get ready fast I will go and check on my sister-in-law. The suit is on the hanger there, you know you are really an ass. Who forgets to buy a suit on their wedding day? You are lucky that my girlfriend already had a suit in handy. I will be back," He said and left the room. 

I didn't forget to buy my suit, his girlfriend came to me and said that she was going to make me the suit, but I didn't want anyone to know that she was going to make it for me.

I put on my suit and looked in the mirror.  I would have been over cloud nine if any told me that I am going to marry my Andrea after two years. Heck, I even had imagined many ways of proposing her. But now when her true colours are in front of me, I cant never look at her the same way as I use to. I can't give her all those things now which I thought I would do for her. Why should I when she betrayed me?

I love you Andrea. I can't imagine my life without you. I will never leave you. I promise.

I heard my own words ringing inside my head. I sighed. I can't believe that I said those words. I expected her to love me. I mean why would she? I am broken beyond repair, my mom left me then she left me.

 Why did I even pathetically ask to marry a cheater like her? I should have left fall. I should have made her bankrupt and not help her. Adrian would have saved her pathetic ass. 

I can't believe that today she would officially be Mrs DeAngelis. Although my brain hates it, my heart unknowingly likes that she is going to be my wife and no one else's.

Author's Note:

Double Update!! Yayayaaaaa!!!

I was on my zayn marathon while doing math and I was thinking about what to write in chap 13 (yes I have written this chapter way long back) and then I heard this song mentioned above and I was like THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO XAVIER DEANGELIS!!! and yeah that's why I mentioned the song above. You guys have to listen to the song. ( I won't suggest kids to watch the video though)

Anyways........... God someone please tell this idiot that Aubrey didn't freaking sleep with Adrian!!!

I was so freaking happy when I didn't need google translator for writing some words in Italian.

I actually feel so bad for my Xav. He had a freaking nightmare before his freaking wedding.

I wanted to keep this and previous chapter short because the next chapter is going to a long-ass chapter and from third POV. I will publish it soon I don't know when I don't want to rush the wedding chapter so be patient ;))

PS thank you for 4k reads!!!

Until then,

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