Hmm, maybe I will...

no, I shouldn't. I am not falling for this shit again.

"good bye y/n" I pushed myself up and headed straight for the door.

"I am sorry, I have to stay this cold." 

I am truly sorry, everyone has their secret and stories.

- - -

"do not worry, sir, this is not a huge problem. Just eat one pill everyday for 3 months then you should be all healed." I spoke to the young man sitting on the patient's seat and looking all concerned. 

"are you sure doctor? I don't feel normal" He continued. already for 30 minutes. I really wish all patients can trust us, like, excuse me? we're qualified on this! "I am very sure on this, thank you for coming, if there is any further problems you're welcome to come back" 

"o-ok, thank you doctor, have a good night" he said and walked out of my office with papers in his hands. *sigh*

I woke up in my apartment with my clothes still on this morning, I kinda forgot what happened yesterday night. could he possibly have brought me inside?

I really feel flustered at the thought of that, but continued to finish signing a paper. 

I walked outside and told the next patient to come in.

-

"ahhhhhh~"

I let out a big loud sigh and plopped down on my office chair and started stressing out.

"damnit y/n, stop stressing all the time!" I talked to myself and again began typing in the reports on tonight's patients. late night shifts are tiring for real, especially today. 

Why can't patients trust us on whatever we say? if they keep questioning our doings then why did you came here? ugh! 

I hope people never come to me, because that would mean they're hurt in some way and I don't like this at all. but what can I do... we're made out of flesh.

"Dr Kim." omg, that's my boss, his knocking on my door, oh lord what do I do? how do I look? I must look like trash!

"uh- H-hello Dr J-jeon, how can I help?" I stuttered a lot, and I regret that. Stupid mouth, why stutter all the time!

"come to my office" he didn't come in and walked off, gosh, what did I do? what does he want to say? my goodness I'm stressing out even more!!

"yes, boss" I answered without stuttering this time, so glad.

I walked to his office after I redid my hair and straightened out my clothes. I had a deep blue tight jeans on with a white blouse as my work outfit today. nothing to special.

I knocked on the door and he mentioned me to come in. 

I stepped inside to his tidy office and immediately bowed my head. "Dr Kim, I have a patient's report here and there is several mistakes found." 

oh my christ. what have I done! I don't remember this ah! 

"I-I'm sorry boss" I bowed my head once more but he continued. 

"the patient is female who injured her left foot by falling off a set of staircase, but you gave her palonosetron (apo). are you clear of what APO is used for?" he asked me with a frown, I messed up big, this was yesterday's patient, 

"I-I didn't give her APO, boss, I gave her pain relief analgesic." I told him I think I typed in the other patient's medicine. NO!

"Dr Kim I think I asked you if you are clear of what APO is used for" he said again, his tone is so serious, he looked angry too.

"y-yes boss, APO or as palonosetron is used for prevention of nausea and vomiting induced by cytotoxic chemotherapy." I answered him fully and he nodded approvingly. 

"good, please do not let me see these mistakes again." he ordered and I said yes, as I was about to head out he spoke again.

"yesterday night-" he paused for a second and I turned around to face him, I can't remember everything ah! nothing happened right?

"you- you fell asleep in my car and I-" he paused again and I blushed hard, oh no, oh no no no! I must've looked so bad when I sleep, ahh!

"and I send you inside your apartment for obvious reasons and you told me your passcode." he said, oh shit did I?

"umm-" I got cut off.

"if you're concerned then you should reset it, but I won't break into your house." "thank you for telling me sir, I have been reminded. have a goodnight" 

oh gosh, this is finally finished.

I headed back to my office and drank the whole cup of black coffee but choked on it. what have I done.

for goodness sake I really don't know how to deal with my life anymore!

I packed up and went home like a turtle walking on the street. 

*ding* 

oh who would possibly text me at midnight? I opened my phone on my bed.

OH MY GOD

"this isn't true! he texted me! what?!" I screamed, oops I hope no one heard me.

but, Jeon texted me! 

I opened the text and he what?!

-text-

Boss: I am sorry for blaming you for so long tonight

Me: please don't be sorry, it is fully my fault.

Boss: still sorry
Boss: how about we meet up at a café tomorrow since it's a day off tomorrow

Me: sounds good, i'm free

Boss: *café address*
Boss: 3pm sounds good?

Me: perfect.
Me: see you tomorrow then

Boss: sleep tight

-end of text-

"OMG" he really just asked me out. I mean as a boss and employee but AHHHHHH

I tried to keep as chill as I can on the text, but my heart is breaking my ribs on the inside. this is literally my chance.

YAY!

but no matter how excited I am. it's 1:30 am and I don't want dark circles tomorrow.

so I fell asleep.

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I didn't leave any cliffhanger at the end because I am too tired especially when I am AT SCHOOL RN! I will write some ;) in the next chapter. be ready.

Thanks for reading this boring chapter next one should be good.

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