I can't find my pills and I need them, maybe more than I've ever needed them.

It was the first time my heart ached like that. I searched the whole house but they were nowhere to be seen. I couldn't find them. I was alone in the house or so I thought. I threw some furniture, broke a couple of objects, screamed because I didn't want to die. I changed my mind for the first time when I saw her enter the living room wearing one of those cute dresses. I froze in my place when I heard her calling my name.

"Baekhyun? Is that you?" she asked and I nodded until I remembered she couldn't see me. "Yes!" I answered and she smiled widely. She wondered what happened and for a second I fancied the idea of lying but I finally didn't. When I told her about the pills she put her hand in the dress' pocket. Then she opened her palm while telling me "I found this in my room and I don't know if it is the medicine you're looking for. I can't see what it is." and laughed while shaking lightly the container. I stood opposite her taking the bottle from her palms as I was thanking her. Her hands were so soft and I wonder if her lips were too. We were just a breath away and she still wouldn't look me in the eyes.