These past few weeks I've been..stressed about life and such, and there's one person I want to talk to about this, but lately he hasn't been feeling good and..everytime I text him or call him or such I..feel like I'm a burden to him, and ruined what we developed.. *sigh* and now...now I don't know what to do..people say talk to him, but my emotions get the best and hold me back. I'm scared if a friend of mine tries to reach out to him, hell think of me differently and such.. god I hate being the way I am. Heh I highly doubt he's on here anymore or reads my books. At least I can vent here.