Don't read it's just a waist of time

I just wanna know why I'm so not likable everyone seems to hate me at first glance like I get that I'm ugly but still I see people all the time they just meet and they're already friends then there's me any time I try to make a friend they look at me weirdly then walk away I didn't ask to be ugly or to be stupid or to be crazy or to be weird I just want to be normal I don't even take offense anymore I'm so used to it but every once and a while it hurts and it hits me hard how every one hates me