I'm running out of summertime..
I think my depression is taking me over. All I do is cry and sleep..
I feel as if I have been betrayed by someone, but I have not been.
I'm not even healthy anymore. I get sick all the time, I don't have enough energy to go outside..
What happened to the childhood I should currently be in?
I feel as if my life is a mess.. I feel as if I want to die.
But I still do not know why I feel that way.
I'm scared. What's wrong with me?
I want my mom to be able to help me and tell me I'll get better.. But even she isn't sure at this point.

I gave up a long time ago, but now I'll try to regain some hope.. I want to be able to enjoy my summer. Why can't I?
Why this? Why now?