Ok, only my friends know this but,

About a month ago, Gilbert died. And today, Ginny escaped. She ran off and I can't find her

When Gilbert died, I was devastated and Ginny was sickly as well so it didn't help.

But you know what's weird, I'm upset that Ginny's gone but I'm sorta ok with it because I wouldn't be able to bear seeing her dead the way I saw Gilbert dead.

This way, I know she's out exploring which she loves too do and if she dies I won't know which means I can just spend the next couple of months thinking that she's happy and that makes me happy, sorta.

Please don't comment anything sympathetic, I know it's sad but they're both in better places. And that makes me feel better.